This is so good 😭😭😭😭😭😭🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄

vodep: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NV9TjlU7M8&ab_channel=fats%27e

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:

19
good friends
in a van
no stress
and it seems
that we're in the clouds
headline
tonight pull up

i miss the days
i miss the days when this world felt so fresh and so new
i miss the days
don't want this pain
i miss the days when this world felt so fresh and so new

currently
less friends
i do it all
more stress
jaded
by the industry
but i'm good
got so far on my own

i miss the days
i miss the days when this world felt so fresh and so new
i miss the days
i miss the days when this world felt so fresh and so new

so fresh and so new

@kennedysucks
@killmesumday
@sewerperson
@user-551713846

witch hotel & sewerperson - sirens w/ kennedyxoxo & killmesumday (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

secret (ft. skele, sendflowrs, shinju)

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

vocals by @supachefm
prod @93FEETOFSMOKE

you always slam the door when your leaving
off to work your 9-5 you might need healing
you still need a place to put your stress
you try and blame it all on me you know that ain’t best

you still got me waiting at home
just leave the door open for me when you leave
you know that it hurt me the most
can you just make it easy at least I’ll run away somewhere far follow me
x2

i know that you’ll miss me
youll try and hold onto the past but there’s no fixing
feels like I walk on broken glass, glass
now everything around me burns
wasn’t meant to last, last

run away (93FEETOFSMOKE)

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

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www.anxietyattacksmusic.com
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

i don't wanna control myself
just wanna take, take, take the things that make me feel good
i don't wanna take care of myself
just wanna bang, bang, bang my head against the wall
i just need to distract myself from all the bullshit 
don't wanna rely on anybody else
so i've been turning to substances,
i know it's not the best, but it's better than nothing at all
there's nothing better than wasting my time,
but now i'm over all the waiting in line along with everybody else
i just wanna get away, away

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

been tryna let it go, but i'm clenching my fists
cuz ain't no way i'm going down without a fight
keep bending till i grow, i ain't throwing no fits
cuz don't nobody care what you're feeling like
i'm counting on myself, not on anybody else
i don't really know why, it's not like i don't need the help
it's starting to feel like this is just a waste of time
fuck it 1, 2, 3, 4

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

Spotify <3

Self Control

jakky album or mixtape or whatever idgaf it's more new tracks then i've ever dropped in one setting tho so! lots of brain rot but also lots of real stuff some of these tracks mean a f load to me so enjoy! prepare to get in ur feels if somebody has be playin with ur heart recently </3 love u <3

how do u sleep at night

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LOST IN THE WORLD

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

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Self Control

Anxiety Attacks!

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