With The Wind

Tomkillsjerry - Static

Started almost ten years ago, when I was still heavily influenced by melodic jungle and breakbeat and actively playing piano, this album was shaped by artists such as London Elektricity, Sewerslvt, and neo-classical genres. It became a meeting point between these worlds, where electronic rhythm and melodic expression coexist. After years of evolution, detours, and refinement, this album has finally been completed.

In this album, I express myself through what I see, feel, and live. Moments of light and darkness alike are captured as fragments of memory, transformed into a continuous musical journey. Each track is an invitation to step into a small, safe space, where the listener can let their imagination unfold, forming personal emotional connections. The music does not dictate a story; it guides it, allowing each listener to project their own vision while being gently led through sound.

Role Models

EXILED (Super Slowed)

memento-mori

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bella-rusia

Prod. @bornhero
Art @shadyxwade
Mixing @kidamateur

what happened to me? (Prod. Born Hero)

prod. @prodbykamikaze

lyrics:

I'm sick of indulging in the same old fantasies
just to try and escape my lame reality 
they don't even excite me anymore
but I can't think of any new ones
I've seen more doctors now than grey's anatomy
trying to help me with some lame analogy
like "life's like x and you're like y so go do z and you'll be fine"
I'm sick of finding myself in the same situations
and getting caught up in these lame conversations
with people that have no significance to my life
why can't they mind their own business
I'm so sick of people spitting in my face
only to be left with the wit of the staircase
my best comebacks are never said 
they only exist in my head
I'm sick of all these lame bros roasting me
and tired of all these same hoes ghosting me 
it's got me feeling so damn lonely
am I lowkey homely
or is it that I have the emotional maturity of a kid who hasn't yet hit puberty 
I guess I won't ever know
and I'm so sick of the all this conflict
what the fuck happened, I thought we'd long resolved this
the same old stupid arguments that don't ever go anywhere 
I'm sick of thinking life is meaningless
and not only thinking it but feeling it
I always knew the hole was there
I just never knew how deep it went
and the part that's really killing me
is life's dry predictability 
sun comes up then sun goes down
sun comes up then sun goes down
so far removed from everything in my life that once gave me a sense of well-being
happiness has never felt so far away than it does today
I'll just go back to indulging in the same old fantasies
I'm still indulging in the same old fantasies

old fantasies (prod. kamikaze)

thanks for listening <3

prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke x https://soundcloud.com/youngburial x AA!

mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

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Sleepwalker (prod. 93feetofsmoke X Fats'e X AA!)

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim

Is it my fault? 
Or is this life?
You could leave any time and I would get it, but at least I tried
Don't know why I'm always running when you need me
Said I'm alright but sometimes words can be misleading
It hurts to know I'm not the only one who's bleeding
Said I'm alright but sometimes, sometimes...

Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim

Seraphim

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:

The street lights leave a halo in your eyes
Just promise not to look away yet
Someday maybe I'll take your advice
And I'll see you on the other side

Feel the rain come pouring in
Let it wash away my sins
Nothing left for me to give
Nothing left but the street lights
And the halo in your eyes

Street Lights

prod. @fantom-instrumentals

ft. @fanggangnoah

artwork by @proddeegs

lyrics:

1080p dreams:
I can't say I'm alright with a straight face
I've been depressed for 90 days straight
I haven't had much fun since grade 8
and I think my hope was met with the same fate
I hear demons yelling my name like a roll call
my insecurities have been building like a snowball
getting bigger while rolling faster downhill
whatever didn't kill me, now will
and no one ever hits me up anymore
do I annoy you or does talking to me just make you feel bored?
I remember when people would message me on MSN on a daily basis
but that was on some grade 8 shit
I'm the one you want to be rid of like a bad friend
I should have been left in last year like a bad trend
but I'm still here and I don't know what to do
if you were me, you'd feel just as lost too

baby noah:
I remember in grade eight 
when I had straight A's 
that was back then 
now you're with him 
now I feel like I'm a no one 
I'll never be alone
I'll always have someone

1080p dreams:
my burdens haven't stopped growing since grade 8
now all this baggage that I carry's not the same weight
and it's starting to be way too much to lug around
but I won't listen when people tell me just to put it down
I can't say I'm alright with a straight face
I've been depressed for 90 days straight
I haven't had much fun since grade 8, so it goes
and any hope I might have had has gone out the window
I can't say I'm alright with a straight face
I've been depressed for 90 days straight
I haven't had much fun since grade 8, so it goes
and any hope I might have had has gone out the window
I haven't had much fun since grade 8
I haven't had much fun since grade 8
I haven't had much fun since grade 8, so it goes
and any hope I might have had has gone out the window

grade 8 ft. baby noah (prod. fantom)

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mixing/mastering/prod./features: alecneversad@anxietyattacksmusic.com