Grey : grey represents January, possibly one of the worst months of my life I almost **** that month.

Crestfallen : crestfallen represents February, I was kinda empty during that month.

Losing control and then regret it : that song represents March, I wanted to ruin my life by doing absurd things and I regretted.

Seems better : seems better represents April, I would say that month is better but… I was always feeling that loneliness due to multiple personal things.

Wasn't ready : wasn’t ready represents May, I was in a relationship with my actual ex but it was not a good idea because she was not my type.

More exhausted (exhausted VIP): more exhausted represents June, during that month, the loneliness was getting worse and I was very exhausted about school.

Nu life : nu life represents July, the month when I was healed, obviously because it was vacation and I changed school that September 

August : yeah there isn’t August because the « EP » was about how I’ve been healed from depression and I consider that the end of that phase is during July 

Why I did this ?
Because I think it’s an important phase of my life and I grew up a lot during that time 
Also I was tired about making music so I thought it was a good idea to make short and simple songs to regain pleasure in making music

ashes to life

sorry for the recent inactivity, I’m too lazy atm, but I wanted to make a simple song with a short duration to tell you I’m always here.
even if the song vibe tells the opposite, I’m very happy atm and I even have a gf (I love her so much).
that song has been inspired by something you will gonna know about my inspiration in some days














-a project should come in a few months-

losing control and then regret it.

anymvs