"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

i care so much, i don't care at all

Produced by LMG

Lyrics:

i know the way you felt at times 
i know that i have crossed the line 
for a million years, i’ll shed familiar tears 
all these things i hear, i just want to be true 

im stuck staring at the sky 
stairless steps going up my mind 
poisoned head, at least i tried 
when im dead ill be revived 

not my heart, ill keep my soul
let my emotion overflow
it’s not right but my way i cope 
i’ll be dead before you know it 

my temples made of glass 
memories just turn to ash 
no exoneration or medication 
got no brakes if i’m gon crash 

hearing voices but they laugh 
through alot but don’t say half 
is it motivation or frustration 
of the gift of life that i have?

the fuck am i doing here?

#alternative #indie #experimental #hauntedpop #dreampop

FEELINGS

1pm nap

empty (prod. by dennydarko_beats)

Yer divided
Too weak to tell
I asked who we do
Oh
I asked who we do
For a square?

I’m the ugly type too
Hot shit all up and down
You’re so lavender meaty
Well, well, guy
You’re flyin’, I’m cryin’

Words are chattel
Time tattled
Just like I sing at the moon, right?
We’re not here to have a battle
In fact, I’ve got nothing

One kiss to free you
Now dig down in
My bitter butterfly
And cream
New come on my muff

ミッシーガール - Whale

A song disocovering true belonging beyond fysical space 

Nomad featuring Leonardo Gomez

afterglow

Lust/ocytocine

Front row at the freak show

money talks

i been gettin high in the winter time
cold as snow, coco
i dont feel good enough
fell in luv w the money
gotta count it up
watcha know bb girl 
i dont wanna know

i been gettin high in the summer time
night falls
i was standin in the rain 
tryna wake me up
i dont care watcha say
tryna set me up

money talks

1pm nap

aohdigital

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