Produced by ABXMINVTIXN

Forgive My Sins feat. Citrate (prod. Alastxrr)

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

•Vocals by HELLI$H & DEATHFTER & HOLLOW MIND.
•Produced by ABXMINVTIXN.
•Released July 7, 2023.

•Lyrics

My soul is lost.
Wandered in the night.
With this knife.
Now finally I’m free.
Rotten time.
Lost with every sight.
Can’t see why.
I try I can’t remain.
Worthless existence.
We all are cretins.
We are scum.
Nothing more we must decay.
I search for meaning.
There is no reason.
There is no light.
Only pain.

All these shades
Of my bifurcation.
They cut up my face.
I'm stuck in a black hole.
Indwell empty space.
I'm trapped in the middle
Of hopes and my hate.
I'm wandering over and over again.
But I am only getting stale every day.
And now I'm not afraid of all kinds of pain.
And the only thing I want is to get some rest.
And im not asking for the best.

Que se maldiga el instante en que nací
Producto de una fatiga constante que estoy harto de sentir
Y solo vivo por la voluntad de morir
Reescribo lo irreal, capacidad de existir
No hay remordimiento moral a sufrir
No hay entendimiento para descubrir
Con cinismo ignoro to' y solo voy a fluir
Pues soy un martir de la razón
Anatemas hoy claman mi ejecución
Voy a encarnar y perderme en oracion
De un santo en crisis
Al muerto sin convicción
Y si la ficción puede prevalecer
Pa' que lo intento si igual me voy a perder

All these shades
Of my bifurcation.
They cut up my face.
I'm stuck in a black hole.
Indwell empty space.
I'm trapped in the middle
Of hopes and my hate.
I'm wandering over and over again.
But I am only getting stale every day.
And now I'm not afraid of all kinds of pain.
And the only thing I want is to get some rest.
And im not asking for the best.

•apathyzed 2023.

BIFURCAATION POINT

BIFURCATION POINT

BIFURCATION POINT feat. HELLI$H & DEATHFTER

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released September 1, 2023.

Lyrics:

blade straight to my convex veins
i can bleed myself to leave my empty space
i keep dying everyday i feeling bad, emotional stray
my bloody suffering is ended but i keep on my own fade

what's up with your bullshit, lame?
going dumb and talking shit you acting just for fame
i don't give a single fuck of you i do it for myself
its hollow mind APATHYZED type of shit we did the case

(hollow taking his blade up)

i strayed my through in keep of finding what's the point?
it feels like an anomaly like bathing in endless void
its like a thorn that in my mouth i feel it scratching from the throat
i opened soul instead of scars, and maggots feasting it are crawling here

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine

----

bitch its something apathetic by my side
its a voided bleeding structure, an anomaly inside me
i can't see the future but i swear i gonna fight
again its me vs my mental and im sure that now I'll fight
(x2)

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine.

APATHYZED© 2023.

Anomaly Inside

Anomly Inside

hollow mind. — Anomaly Inside [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

FVKZXRO x NIGHTMIND+ x KYOKI x KUSOKIRAI - D3ATHCVLT: LEGACY (Prod. Rajaste)

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Vocals by CHXEU (@chxeu)

Lyrics:

My soul cries out for death
My soul cries out for suffering
My soul wants my body set on fire
Torture
Kill me
The fallen altar
The candles burning
On my skin
The human sacrifice
The ritual of my own soul

Stream on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGvEFvGqG3w

We're opening 2024 for consume this abominable world.

Inceneratio

CHXEU — Inceneratio [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

STREAM

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DEVIL GENE EP ANNOUNCEMENT

"DEPTH STRIDA x KAISER - DEVIL GENE EP" IN WORK, SHOW SOME LOVE TO @k_ai_se_r

LYRICS

[VERSE]

ABANDONED FROM THE DEVILS VAULT
WAS BORN IN THE UNDEAD WARD
SCRUBS WITH SOME TIGERCLAWS
TOOK ME FROM MY LOVELY  MOM

NOW I DONT KNOW WHERE I BELONG AND
CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG BUT
I BEEN WAITING WAY TO LONG
MY FAMILY IS FUCKING SCUM
EVERYTHING KEPT MOVING ON
I AM NOT MY FATHERS SON
MY GRANDFATHER I LOVED HIM ONCE
FUCK THE BLOODLINE FUCK YOU PUNK


ZAIBASTU  START THE HUNT WITH KAZAMA AS BATTLEFRONT
CATCH THESE HANDS FROM CATACOMBS IM SICK OF BEING 
UNDERDOG

DEVILGENE CATALYST  OWNING THE SHADOWS MIST
SHOW ME UR FIGHTING TRICKS ILL BREAK YOU LIKE A STICK
YOU GOT NO PASSION BITCH TAKE OFF YOUR GLASSES 
ILL TURN YOU TO ASHES MY FIST TASTES LIKE ACID

GODFIST GODFIST BITCH IM DUCKING ALL OF IT
ALSO LET ME JUST ADMIT YOU FIGHTING LIKE A WHINY BITCH
GET SOME KNOWLEDGE LEARN YOUR SHIT
GET UR ASS UP WORK UR FISTS
TRY WHATEVER LOOK FOR BLISS
DEVILJIN GOT ALL OF IT


[HOOK]

DEVILJIN DEVILJIN BITCH CALL ME DEVILJIN 
I AM THE DEVILS SIN THAT NEVER MEAN TO BEEN
DOUBT ME IS BLASPHEMY IM WORKING RESTLESSLY
FIND ALL THE RECIPES  CONTROL THE DEVIL GENE

DEVIL JIN IN MY CLIQUE BITCH
KEEP TALKING ALL UR SHIT BITCH

MISHIMA ZAIBATSU RISE [PROD. KAISER]

HIVE

HYPERSPACE ft. KAMIYADA

@amorphous-og @sippinthatvnxm @astarxt 
mix & master @collapsee

ASTARXT x AMORPHOU6 x VNXM -MUTILATE (PROD.MASSACRE x CXLLAPSE)

Sacrifice yur enemies.
All and all, we'll be just be fine.
Give me something tuu believe.
Running away for all my life.

This is nothing new tuu me.
Yu took it away from me.
Now its time for yu tuu see,,
"Yu never meant a thing tuu me."

Verse:
Fuck,
I don't give fucks.
I'm taking ya head and I'm fucking it up.
Ay, fuck.
Dead in a rut.
Now that yur lost ain't nobody give fuck.
Ay, fuck.
Tearing yu up.
I spit in yo face, ain't no one give me love.
Ay, fuck.
Running it up.
Fuck all that bullshit yu say cause yu bought it. Yu hoe.

-
Fuck it, 
I'm screaming fuck it.
I've taken back everything,
yu gave me nothing.
Never mind, empty yo son up, hoe fuck is yu pressing?
Pulling the trigger, i loved it, yu f*ggot.
Shooting yo son up, I'd shoot over nothing.
All in yo head bitch, yu stress over nothing.
What they say? What they say? I bet they'll love it.
All of my madness, y'all better start running.

Hook:
Ay bruh, if something goes wrong
Ay fuck, yur destined tuu fall.
Ay fuck, something went wrong.
There is no evidence i burned it all.
Ay, fuck give me yur love.
Ay, fuck I'll burn it up.
Ay, fuck give me yur love.
"I want yur opposite, i want it all."

-
Still don't give a fuck about a bitch.
Take a shot at me.
For my fucking sanity, i will, I'll put a gun tuu my head.
Realize what's wrong in yo head, bruh.
Bitch yu've never been special. 
Cause this bitch all on my dick.
Well oh well.
I don't give a fuck.

Bitch.
Yu a lil bitch, fall bitch.

TODAY, I HATE EVERYTHING.(PROD.CUTBOI)

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@apathyzed.

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