MASSACRE - (HELLI$H Acappella Challenge 1)

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w/ https://soundcloud.com/hollowmindisdead // https://soundcloud.com/audioabomination 


vocals and lyrics 
https://soundcloud.com/delinquentmeth // https://soundcloud.com/hollowmindisdead


prod. by  
https://soundcloud.com/audioabomination



big thanks to my brother https://soundcloud.com/hollowmindisdead for his help in mix and the cover art




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Lyrics

DEATHFTER 

abx en el audio 
hollow en el mix 
ahora quiero encontrar un lugar 
en el que permanecer inmóvil 
no necesito conciencia, tampoco es necesario resistir 
tengo millones de quejas que dejar aquí
hoy es un buen día para morir 

cuantas veces esto ha sido contado
pero no hay oportunidad de redimir
hoy y siempre prefiero estar colgado 
que se me juzgue por el peso de existir

aplastado por el vacío 
preferible una bala en la choya 
a siempre vivir encadenado al hastío.



HOLLOW MIND

fuck you mean in talking your shit? 
your words are burying you 
i can send you spit bitch straight to your face  
I'll tell you all the truth

So you can beat me up, I'm not afraid
I'm used to having injuries
I'm drowning in this poison every day 
my pain threshold is blurred
 
no mercy for motherfucker's lie 
so my words are hit like the rocket strike 
it's the kind of kindness or my own fight
until I'll feed the maggots as the end this life 

my hollow mind is the hell of mine 
you all call me anxious i call it style 
you all fucks don't know me cuz i hide 
but I'll better be toxic instead of lies.



intros of both verses
extracts from “The Trouble With Being Born” by E.M. Cioran narrated by akizur

hastío w/ hollow mind. [prod. by ABXMINVTIXN]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im wasting all my nerves
i feel lifeless like im cursed
but i keep holding on my knife
why i keep hating on my life?
i feel so down
i feel so reckless, bitch

like hatred is all i know
i can't live any other way anymore
im afraid that

i cannot live with no sadness and scorn to myself and the whole human race, yuh yuh
i feel like im dying the day as my happiness leaves me again, yuh yuh
and even when i feel fine, even when i love life i still feel afraid, yuh yuh
that i'll wake up in hatred again, that i'll wake up in hatred again

lifeless. [prod. abxminvtixn]

a new stage begins.
prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
yeah i locked in ward
all around are rusted walls now
i trapped inside the cage of wasted hopes
i feel it breaks down

i wanna fucking leave this astral place
i wanna wake up
but its something else inside my empty space
that holds the doors close

its not a fucking demon or an angel or a fucking god
i don't even know like why i waking up with long black hairs around my room
i swear it's covering all my floor and then its turn to ash
i feel the smell of darkness and it seems like now i smell myself

but now i still feeling that i am keep sleeping and all what I've done it is all in my brains
im going to break it im gonna escape it i know if don't then its end like that
im going to burn and im going to break and I keep on my trying till i feel im dead
yeah i wanna feel free and i wanna be normal so now i just need me to fucking wake up!

wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
bitch i need to wake up!
(x2)

bitch i need to fucking wake up
but i feel somebody's hold my throat
i don't know if it's me or fucking not
i feel the hate is piercing like a thorn
(x2)

wake up. [prod. svrviiive]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see like...

like my dreams and hopes are crashing off my state.
how they drowning in my blood
and all my lust to see me dead.

i jump and see me as a kid 
that blindly searching for defence
and finding nothing else instead of crippled cold anxiety's hands

(jump) i see my past (jump), i see my blood (jump), i see my path convolves to mess
nobody liked me cuz of sad 
now no-one likes me not depressed

but in the depths of all my nature 
looking like a dying swan 
i keep on dream to see my future 
bright as blood reflects these lamps

and sometimes away of this fence... 
i see my future bright and blessed....
utopic like a dream of mad...
and do i still believe in that?...

yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see, like...

my bright future...
getting closer sometimes...
i'll tryna chase it...
to feel a moment of fine...

beyond the endless fence of mental... [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i cannot see there no difference
between 
light and darkness to me cuz i got my eyes pierced 
with needles of mental unstablesness 
long to my brain so im creeping by touch just to feel

how i trapped 
in my four bleeding walls where i feel like in cage where i root to my knees
cuz I've cried and I've prayed for so long that my feet have worn down to the bone and i can't let me go.

can't let me go out my state  
where i m drowning too long in my pain, my despair and my pus.
and my anxiety like a miscarriage 
that ugly and blind and it's asking the fuck its alive?

Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve 
and I would have answered if I had known
bitch i would have answered if I had known


Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve? 

disappointing our mother and scaring our friends,
that having fun and observe...
and when the happiness feels like it's something away that you can't even lust 
i just rotting in all this utopia while my blood flowing and turning to rust


suffercage. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead



intro: utopia. [prod. abxminvtixn]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
(im trapped inside, im trapped inside, im trapped inside )

im trapped inside...
in all this reckless of my mind 
that left me naked, bleeded dry 
within that night i stepped this side.

i've lost my sight...
(lost my sight...)
lost my attemps to live my life.
im just a pointless bag of flesh i hate 
and cutting with my knives (for all these times x2)

for all these tries to leave this ward
this call of death is my temptation 
signing me to fall apart 

and at my colder blood reflection 
every wound is shining star
i feel that my life imitation 
for too was gone so far

there's not much chance to survive 
nobody fucks with my kind 
don't really think im alive 
cuz all this life imitation 
is like whole my life
(x2)

life imitation. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
i wish i could carve out all of these worms
only making my every days worthless
i feel they keep on devouring my thoughts 
and i open my scars just to pour them all out of me, bitch.

but they settled into my head, like an old man in an apartment drowning in garbage...
and it hurts me so much when they slide under my woeful skin cuz i thought that it's long off it, bitch.

taking sharpest knife 
i sharp their bodies off me 
off my skull, my freshest wounds, even between my ribs 

when the normal life 
becomes utopian dreams 
you start to get - you nothing more 
than worm infested meat

all these eaters of my happiness making my life state fragile  
it's always feeling like i am an ice and im blurring and flow to the wormhole..

cuz my whole body's replaced by a tangle of these worms that raging 
they are living my life and they fucking up my dreams, they are slowly devouring my thoughts off, bitch

they're twisting inside my throat...
and devastate me dry...
i guess it's only my fault...
im a nest for parasites...

wormsfilled. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

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