hollow mind plus abomination is crazy 🔥

apprehension in my brain
screaming i aint never safe aye

purple moon and blood snow
warming up in front row 
not enough i want moe 
pussy dough and the dope 
nodding out 
fondling doubt
crushed by the blink of an eye
disguise is the only thing dying 
my tears never crying im back like im spying like sketching and writing but breathing and trying im grinning at something im finding while mining aint minding ya
i aint ever minding yuh 
making me lively im flying up

apprehension [prod. takizava]

@trauma-6-6-6
unreleased song from 2020.
was supposed to be on the "inspiring self-destruction" ep at first, but it wasn't included in the final tracklist.
later i wanted to release it as a single but lost the project and didn't finish the mix so this track was never finished...



withdrawn. [prod. trauma] (2020)

BLACKOUT IN IRAQ [PROD. TEKPRA]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see like...

like my dreams and hopes are crashing off my state.
how they drowning in my blood
and all my lust to see me dead.

i jump and see me as a kid 
that blindly searching for defence
and finding nothing else instead of crippled cold anxiety's hands

(jump) i see my past (jump), i see my blood (jump), i see my path convolves to mess
nobody liked me cuz of sad 
now no-one likes me not depressed

but in the depths of all my nature 
looking like a dying swan 
i keep on dream to see my future 
bright as blood reflects these lamps

and sometimes away of this fence... 
i see my future bright and blessed....
utopic like a dream of mad...
and do i still believe in that?...

yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see, like...

my bright future...
getting closer sometimes...
i'll tryna chase it...
to feel a moment of fine...

beyond the endless fence of mental... [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i cannot see there no difference
between 
light and darkness to me cuz i got my eyes pierced 
with needles of mental unstablesness 
long to my brain so im creeping by touch just to feel

how i trapped 
in my four bleeding walls where i feel like in cage where i root to my knees
cuz I've cried and I've prayed for so long that my feet have worn down to the bone and i can't let me go.

can't let me go out my state  
where i m drowning too long in my pain, my despair and my pus.
and my anxiety like a miscarriage 
that ugly and blind and it's asking the fuck its alive?

Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve 
and I would have answered if I had known
bitch i would have answered if I had known


Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve? 

disappointing our mother and scaring our friends,
that having fun and observe...
and when the happiness feels like it's something away that you can't even lust 
i just rotting in all this utopia while my blood flowing and turning to rust


suffercage. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead



intro: utopia. [prod. abxminvtixn]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
(im trapped inside, im trapped inside, im trapped inside )

im trapped inside...
in all this reckless of my mind 
that left me naked, bleeded dry 
within that night i stepped this side.

i've lost my sight...
(lost my sight...)
lost my attemps to live my life.
im just a pointless bag of flesh i hate 
and cutting with my knives (for all these times x2)

for all these tries to leave this ward
this call of death is my temptation 
signing me to fall apart 

and at my colder blood reflection 
every wound is shining star
i feel that my life imitation 
for too was gone so far

there's not much chance to survive 
nobody fucks with my kind 
don't really think im alive 
cuz all this life imitation 
is like whole my life
(x2)

life imitation. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

https://soundcloud.com/mischa45k

https://genius.com/C4ceo-and-mischa45k-reality-check-lyrics

REALITY CHECK (FEAT. MISCHA45K) (PROD. MISCHA45K)

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A pact with the void has been made. A debt is owed. What was promised, and what will be taken in return? Immerse yourself in the dark echoes of the cosmos. The Void will claim what its due.

00:00 The Architects' Gambit
04:03 Light's End
08:39 The Price of Eternity
13:08 Ghost in the Machine
19:00 A Debt Paid in Void
24:48 Void Contracts
30:41 The Contract That Binds Us All

Based on my own upcoming Novel: The Dead Orbit: Void Contracts🔴

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A Debt Paid in Void

Through darkness, destiny is carved in stone
Yet man has been given the fragile gift of free will,
And for a fleeting breath, he believes he can rewrite what already awaits him.
Lives cross upon the thin thread allowed by time.

Connections are formed, bonds are forged in fire or in silence.
But neither time nor life belongs to us;
Every choice is a knife plunged into eternity — and every destiny, the blade returning to the hand.

Lives are taken, even when we fight against the current.
And when the future is poisoned by worms that feed on deceit,
Only the vengeance of a stolen love remains,
Returning to chaos to demand its due.

The man who keeps his word seals his own oath with blood.
And when the primal instinct shatters the bars of morality,
The true human nature is revealed:
Chaos, destruction, and death.

Love and hate become indistinguishable,
Fused into a single incandescent metal.
Physical death is but the first gate.
In darkness, this wretched existence shall face eternal punishment.
But in the world of men,
It shall know the purest, deepest meaning of pain…
And despair.

R.I.P. B.M.C

There Where Silence Buries The Light and The Heart Turns Blade Against Fate

ETHEREAL AMBIENT SOUNDSCAPES INSPIRED BY GAME OF THRONES AND THE  LORD OF THE RINGS AND MANY OTHERS. RELAX, ENJOY AND DRIFT AWAY.

intro: utopia. [prod. abxminvtixn]

hollow mind.

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