It’s a dream (3)

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to my dearest orange cat

I’m not showing you what’s in my head
I’m not going to point out what you said 
Time is ripping out the guts I’ve spilled 
I’ve been living out the love I killed

Don’t think I can do this anymore 
Take my eyes and let me see through yours
Late at night I see you in the storm
She’s the only one that I adore

Wish that I could take it all away
Like everyday
But every time I try to numb the pain 
I feel the same

hurricane

i know ive heard this one before
but i feel theres something more
i cant put my finger on

and when i think, it rings a bell
one that i once knew quite well
but will never ring the same

but maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

i swear i’ve heard this one before
and it’s opened up a door
to a memory i cant reach

and when the record starts to play
i can hear it clear as day
with an unfamiliar tinge

i feel it in my bones
coursing through my soul
i can’t escape
all of this change
its not the same

its bleeding through my eyes
colouring the skies
purple and red
what’s in my head
what’s in my head

well maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

its always in my head
it sleeps under my bed
it wont go away
wont let me change
im going insane

its bleeding through my walls
colouring it all
purple and black
please take me back
please take me back

memory

everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

wonder if you care

It's A Dream (feat Lil Uzi Vert)

Just for now - Imogen Heap [SLOWED + REVERB]

streaming:
https://presave.io/t/killswitchlullaby

artwork by Rauf Sunyaev

Killswitch Lullaby

Birdsong

The Beginning

Riff 2

LIL NARNIA - i'm sorry (feat. alliknowispain) [prod. charlie shuffler]

NOW ON SPOTIFY! :D https://open.spotify.com/album/5jXmC7tTHcllYR03NfvFHx

Free Download <3

Shinjuku

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

I only call her when its late but thats okay
I dont even know how i woke up today

steven moses x jaxxon d silva - runaway prod. lederrick x lil terror

LIL LOTUS & NEDARB - GRINDING MY TEETH (FT. DRIPPIN SO PRETTY)

I slow and add reverb to songs I like and just keep them public in case someone else likes them too. Occasionally fool around with the effects but haven’t produced anything myself. Hope y’all enjoy :)

Just for now - Imogen Heap [SLOWED + REVERB]

JMOTHADON