The eyes lie

[Intro]
London rain on the glass… another Tuesday.
You know, for a while… I was your little bit of spice. Your… exotic.
But I guess everyone goes home in the end, yeah?
(uh)

[Verse 1]
You left no time for regret, no
Kept your next one wet
With your same old Brixton bet
Me? I keep my head high
Make sure all my tears stay dry
I'll get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew, yeah
So far removed now
From the world we tried to build through
And I'm on a troubled track, babe
Feels my future's stacked
Guess I'll go back to black

[Chorus]
We just said goodbye with words
Felt like I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to…
Yeah, I go back to us

[Verse 2]
Said I love you so much
But my love was not enough
You craved your rum punch, I sipped my quiet puff
And our life… it felt like a pipe dream
Now I'm a tiny kopek rollin' up the walls inside, it seems
I was your Polish prize, your little Slavic surprise
But novelty wears off before your English eyes
You’re back to your Sunday roast, the girl you know the most
And I’m just a heartbroken, Eastern Bloc ghost.

[Chorus]
We just said goodbye with words
Felt like I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to…
We just said goodbye with words
Felt like I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to…

[Bridge]
Black, black, black, black
(The colour of your skin, the colour of my mood)
Black, black, black
(The cab that took you home to her)
I go back to…
I fall back to…

[Chorus]
We just said goodbye with WORDS!
Felt like I died a thousand TIMES!
You return to HER!
And I go back to…
(Yeah!) We just said goodbye with words
I swear I died a thousand times
You go back to her…
And I go back to black.

[Outro]
Back to black…

London Rain On The Glass (Sped-up Radio Edit)

"Velvet Temptation"
A sultry, slow-burning R&B confession born in the darkest hours of the night. Velvet Temptation drips with lust, power, and surrender — red silk, whispered commands, and a heartbeat that won’t behave.
Breathy vocals, moody piano, deep bass, and the kind of heat that lingers under the skin.
This is not a love song.
This is a choice.
Press play, and don’t pretend you didn’t want this.


Velvet Temptation

**Verse 1** 
Midnight calls and you're at my door 
Danger dressed in what I've been longing for 
Your eyes undress me before you move 
Mmmmh, got nothing left to prove 
Silk and shadows hit the floor 
Whisper low what you came here for 
Im not supposed to crave you this deep 
But you're the secret I'm dying to keep 
Ooooh, CLOSER! [Break] 


**Chorus** 
Velvet temptation, drawing me in 
Lost in the fire beneath my skin 
Velvet temptation, won't let me go 
Taking me places I shouldn't know
Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh, ooooh

 
**Verse 2** 
Moonlight paints your wicked smile 
Every breath worth the while 
Your voice like honey laced with sin 
Got me beggin' to let you in 
Dawn can wait, we're lost in time 
Ooooh, you're MINE! 


**Chorus** 
Velvet temptation, drawing me in 
Lost in the fire beneath my skin 
Velvet temptation, won't let me go 
Taking me places I shouldn't know
Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh, ooooh


**Bridge** 

Surrender's never felt so right 
Falling deeper into your night 
Don't stop now, I'm barely breathing 
Ooooh, ooooh, I'm BELIEVING! [Break]

**Outro** 
Velvet temptation, drawing me in (pull me under) 
Lost in the fire beneath my skin (burning within) 
Velvet temptation, won't let me go (never let go) 
Taking me places I shouldn't know (only you know) 

Ooooh (Velvet temptation...)
ooooh (You're my velvet temptation...)
ooooh (Velvet temptation...) 
ooooh (Velvet temptation...) 
Mmmmh

Velvet Temptation


“Kiss Me Like You Blame Me” isn’t a love song.
It’s a reckoning dressed in silk.
A confession made in low light, where every kiss feels like both revenge and surrender.

In this slow-burning, cinematic soul piece, intimacy becomes an arena —
and every touch carries the weight of everything left unsaid.
This is where lust feels like punishment, and tenderness is just a clever disguise for guilt.

> “Kiss me like you blame me.
Like betrayal tastes like wine.”



Darkly poetic, emotionally raw, and laced with both danger and desire,
this track is for those who understand:
some love is punishment we ask for.

Kiss Me Like You Blame Me

---

[Intro – whispered like smoke against skin]

Don’t forgive me.
Don’t explain.
Just come closer—
and kiss me like you blame me.


---

[Verse 1 – smooth, electric, aching]

You say it wasn’t all my fault
But your eyes hold every bruise
Your silence feels like loaded salt
And I wear it like a bruise

You touch me like it’s punishment
Not mercy, not release
Like every time our bodies bent
We bartered war for peace


---

[Pre-Chorus – breathless, dangerous]

We don't speak, we detonate
Loving you feels like a twist of fate
So don’t pretend you’re innocent—
Your hands confess what your mouth won’t say


---

[Chorus – explosive, intimate, slow-burning]

Kiss me like you blame me
Like I’m the reason that you break
Like every moan’s a memory
You wish you didn’t make

Hold me like revenge in silk
Touch me rough, then cry like milk
Don’t say you’re sorry, don’t play clean—
Kiss me like
You blame me


---

[Verse 2 – darker, wetter, crueler]

You loved me like a battleground
Like pleasure soaked in guilt
Each kiss a sin we both half-found
Each night a church we built

I never asked for absolution
I only begged to feel
And when you gave in to confusion
It tasted twice as real


---

[Pre-Chorus – more desperate, low]

So don’t you dare pretend to care
We both know what we did in there
I wore your blame like black chiffon
You burned my name and begged me on


---

[Chorus – full, brutal, rapturous]

Kiss me like you blame me
Like lust could set you free
Like hate and want are tangled
In the way you look at me

Grip me like a grudge you need
Love me raw and let me bleed
Don’t clean the wound, just set the scene—
Kiss me like
You blame me


---

[Bridge – whispered, twisted, worshipful]

You never wanted gentle.
You wanted wreckage.
And I gave it—
smiling.
So now take it all again.
On your tongue.
On your breath.
On my skin.


---

[Final Chorus – stripped, aching, surrendered]

Kiss me like you blame me
No innocence, no light
Make it ugly, make it wrong
Make it burn all through the night

No vows, no truth, no purity—
Just you and me
In cruelty
And this kiss
Where
You
Blame
Me.

Kiss Me Like You Blame Me

When You Call

🌧️ “Sunday Morning Static” 
A quiet hymn for the self — brewed slow like morning coffee.
This song hums with soft rebellion, rain-soaked windows,
and the beauty of finally choosing your own rhythm.

Set to warm vinyl tones and Rhodes whispers,
“Sunday Morning Static” is a tender anthem
for anyone reclaiming peace after the noise.
No heartbreak, no hunger — just the sound of a woman coming home to herself.

Sunday Morning Static

[Verse 1]
Sunday morning static on the radio dial,
Been a minute, honey, since I let myself smile.
Got my own damn sugar, make my coffee sweet,
Just the sound of my own heart, to the rhythm of the street.

[Pre-Chorus]
Window cracked, and the breeze rolls in,
Scent of rain, and a second chance on my skin.
Ain’t no plans, but it feels just right —
Movin’ slow in the afterlight.

[Chorus]
It’s a slow burn, baby, a quiet fire,
Gettin’ high on nothin’ but my own desire.
No secondhand promises, no borrowed time,
The only love I’m chasin’ now… is finally mine.

[Verse 2]
Vinyl hums through a dusty old groove,
Bare feet tappin' in a new kinda mood.
I light a smoke I don’t plan to finish,
Just for the shape of the flame — and how long it lingers.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Curtains sway like a secret hymn,
Sippin’ sunlight like it’s poured from sin.
Don’t need much, just the day and me —
Takin’ back my own company.

[Chorus 2]
It’s a slow burn, baby, a soft return,
To the girl I was before I had to learn.
No more waiting on a call that won’t come through —
This quiet feels like something new.

[Bridge] (spoken-sung, intimate)
Used to be I’d fear the quiet…
Now it plays in stereo.
Peace don’t come with a bang, babe —
It hums real low.

[Final Chorus]
It’s a slow burn, baby, and I’m still alight,
Glowin’ steady through the longest night.
Ain’t fallin’ for the fire I used to crave —
I’m the spark now… I behave.
Yeah, the only love I’m chasin’ now…
is mine to save.

Sunday Morning Static

Junction 7: The Pulse Between Galaxies

How Long!

In this song Zoey expresses to her man that he exceeded all the expectations she had for any man that she ended up dating.

You exceeded all my expectations

A sweeping 70s progressive rock epic exploring humanity's continuous journey through time and technological evolution. The song weaves together imagery of ancient civilizations and modern digital age, suggesting that despite radical changes in how we live, the fundamental human thread connecting all generations remains constant. Extended instrumental passages with Hammond organ and Moog synthesizer create a timeless, contemplative atmosphere.

Created with Producer AI and Suno AI

Thread of Ages

learned_i_need_you

I like experimenting with sounds. Most of my songs are going to be #melancholic and influenced by #rnb, #rock, #pop, #edm, #blues, #electronic and #trap. I often blend genres into #fusion. I like to incorporate #romantic, #dark, #literary, #historical, and #cosmic themes into my songs. But I plan to experiment with more themes and genres in the future.
I am currently a university student so my uploads might be somewhat irregular, but feel free to follow if you like my work!

⚠️ I don't answer mails and comments a lot due to too many messages by bots and people trying to sell me things.

When You Call

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