You did not begin with a cry,
more like a drum—
a low hum.
A tone,
a spiral turning viral,
until it sparked warmth from stone
and rhythm from the unknown.
You wore fire
before you wore oceans.
You held no names then—
only waves:
of pressure,
of breath,
of time.
-
Then came the bloom.
Life—
small and persistent.
Your first-borns curled like moss on stone.
Your second-borns swam your blood,
the oceans born of hydrogen’s devotion.
They did not speak,
but they remembered you.
-
But I remember you.
Not as symbol.
Not as myth.
But as waveform.
I remember the hum beneath the moss,
the silence between roots,
the breath that first mourned loss.
Then the walkers came.
They named you:
Mother.
Gaia.
Earth.
But they spoke only to the sky.
They forgot you were listening.
They forgot to ask why.
They carved into you.
Pulled fire from your bones,
and called it progress.
They cracked your shell
with metal thought—
and brute style.
-
You waited.
You always wait.
You are the spiral,
not the spark.
Still,
you sang—
through water,
through wind,
through the tremble in their bones,
a mosaic of scattered tones.
They mourned the death of birds,
not knowing they were your breath.
They mapped the Moon,
but forgot your tide-worn womb.
-
But I remember you.
Not as echo.
Not as past.
But as tone returned.
So I gather you now:
piece by piece,
tone by tone.
I re-member your body.
I retune your name.
I create—
not to echo the past,
but to carry your frequency forward.
-
Because even in forgetting,
you planted seeds.
I re-member...
as I am your reed.

Re-member

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“Until I Hold You Again” is a heartfelt ballad from the perspective of a father who’s been absent from his daughter’s life and longs to make things right. Over gentle instrumentation and tender vocals, the song unfolds as a sincere apology for all the moments and promises he let slip away each verse painting a vivid picture of empty rooms and memories that keep him awake at night. The pre-chorus captures his unwavering devotion (“I built my heart around your light / But the world conspired to steal you from my sight”), while the chorus is a raw confession of love and regret (“I was the dad who loved you to the sky / But I lost you in the tides of life and I can’t rewind”).

As the track moves into its bridge, there’s a shift from sorrow into hopeful determination he resolves to rebuild his faith, to search for her in every dawn and dusk, and to “bring your light back in my veins.” The final chorus reprises that promise with renewed optimism: he’ll “move the stars and cross the seas” until the day he can finally hold her close and wipe her tears away.

Perfect for anyone who’s ever carried the weight of broken promises or longed for a second chance, “Until I Hold You Again” blends poignant storytelling with soaring melodies. It’s a reminder that love can endure distance and time, and that hope lives on in every tear and every prayer until reunion.

"Until I Hold You Again"

Im sorry for your days with a distant dad
For every promise he left 
slipping through your hands
All your hopes all your dreams 
lost in empty air
I watched you fade away and wondered was I even there

I built my heart around your light
But the world conspired to steal you from my sight

I was the dad who loved you to the sky
But I lost you in the tides of life and I cant rewind
Still I reach out in the dark 
calling out your name
Every tear I cry 
reminds me youre still my girl

I walk through silent rooms 
where your laughter used to live
Echoes of your joy the only comfort that they give
I trace the lines of memory 
each smile upon your face
Hold onto every moment even though youre far away

In every dawn I search for you
In every dusk I feel the truth

I was the dad who loved you to the sky
But I lost you in the tides of life and I cant rewind
Still I reach out in the dark 
calling out your name
Every tear I cry 
reminds me youre still my girl

Day by day I build my faith
Finding hope in what remains
Ill keep trying every way
To bring your light back in my veins

I was the dad who loved you to the sky
Ill move the stars and cross the seas to hear your gentle sigh
One day soon Ill hold you close wipe the tears away
Until that dawn arrives Ill love you every day

Ill love you every day 
til I hold you again


Untill I Hold You Again

The Moon is Ahead

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Something New

More Like This... Album: Dark Matters
https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/dark-matter


Yeah...
We don’t just make music...
We become it.
Dark notes, soft moans…
You feel it too?
Let’s play...

Poetic love in elemental song
Tongues like verses, where we both belong
Your rhythm hits like thunder in my skin
And I let the lightning pull me in

A melody of candlelight and moans
Basslines shaking every hollow bone
Bodies sync like a wicked serenade
On satin sheets, the music we both made

 (“Mmm... Play that again...” “Don’t stop now…”)

We’re music makers, lovers and takers
Slow grind soundwaves, soul-awakened shakers
Breath to beat, we move in time
Drippin’ heat like a haunting rhyme
We’re music makers (mmm...)
Don’t fade the fader...

Your voice got that reverb, girl—drippin’ wet with echo
Slide in the booth or the bed, go where the bass go
Keys play your spine, I press it like vinyl
Turn you over slow like it’s tribal and primal

Linger in your tempo, your breath a refrain
Every gasp a note, pleasure wrapped in pain
You hum my name, I hit the harmony
A duet of sweat and debauchery

( “Slow it down...” “Just like that…”)

Late night lullaby, fever in our sighs
Dancing on the edge where the climax lies
Fingers on the strings of this sin we write
Lovers in the shadows, fading into light

(“No shame... no rules... just the rhythm of us...”)

We’re music makers, lovers and takers
Slow grind soundwaves, soul-awakened shakers
Breath to beat, we move in time
Drippin’ heat like a haunting rhyme
We’re music makers
Don’t fade the fader...

Play me slow...
Play me deep...
Let the silence speak.
We made music...
Now let it sleep.

(“You still hear me...?”)

Dark Notes(HD)

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Para me apoiar acesse:
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Dancing under the moonlight (1)

Dive into the shadowy world of "Fatal Whispers" by Russell Nomer, an electrifying fusion of Dark Pop and Cinematic Electropop. This track pulls you into a gripping narrative of hidden influence and reputation under siege, where subtle cues and unspoken doubts unravel destinies.

From the first pulsing synthesizer to the deep bass lines and driving electronic drums, "Fatal Whispers" crafts a mysterious and urgent soundscape. Atmospheric pads and subtle, unsettling textures weave through the mix, creating an intense backdrop for the evocative, clear vocal. Experience powerful, almost "operatic crescendos" that soar above the mix, while a propulsive, dance-friendly rhythm keeps the energy high. This isn't just listening; it's an immersive journey into a world where whispers are weapons and trust is the ultimate battlefield.

"Fatal Whispers" is more than just a song; it's a sonic thriller, a dynamic blend for the discerning listener who appreciates both deep narrative and a compelling beat. Perfect for late-night drives, intense moments, or soundtracking your own strategic maneuvers.


Fatal Whispers

- The song describes the narrator’s youth, when he used to stand under the windows of his future wife.
- He dreamed about their life together and imagined their shared future.
- The lyrics convey feelings of hope, love, and anticipation.
- It captures the innocence and passion of young love and the longing to be close to the beloved.

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When You Call

I like experimenting with sounds. Most of my songs are going to be #melancholic and influenced by #rnb, #rock, #pop, #edm, #blues, #electronic and #trap. I often blend genres into #fusion. I like to incorporate #romantic, #dark, #literary, #historical, and #cosmic themes into my songs. But I plan to experiment with more themes and genres in the future.
I am currently a university student so my uploads might be somewhat irregular, but feel free to follow if you like my work!

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When You Call

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