When You Call

🩸 “Wrote it in blood where your scent still lives…”
3:14 AM. Rooftop rain. This letter? My first scream in Sunday best.
Pain don’t echo loud—unless it’s inked.

📄 #FirstPage #BreakupAnthem #QueerRnB #RedInkRealness #UrbanHeartache #SoftBoyHardExit #ToxicLoveLetter #808AndTears #RooftopConfessions #SadWithStyle #StillBreathingInInk

First Page

✝️ He said it was love. But it felt like exile.

From pews to pain, from gaslight to gospel – this is my confession.

🎧 “Gaslight Gospel” out now.

#GaslightGospel #QueerRNB #DarkSoul #ReligiousTrauma #Exvangelical #SurvivorAnthem #LGBTQMusic #CinematicSoul #BrokenFaith #HealingThroughSound #UrbanGothic #SpokenTruth #ChurchOfFire #ThisAin’tHoly

Gaslight Gospel

Goodbye (Club Lights) is a deep, 808-driven club ballad blending soulful vocals with an urban groove. Perfect for late-night dancefloors where hope meets reflection. Feel the beat, say goodbye to the shadows, and rise with the dawn.

goodbye

Revenants of the Lowground

A haunted transmission begins...

[The Story]
They rise where the light dies.
In the shadows of the swamps, where banjos fork off like dark veins and the mud still hums with memory – the Blues Revenants return.
Born from static, rusty but never silent, they travel through high-voltage lines, feeding on forgotten frequencies.
From the old riverbeds to broken radios, their sound crawls into every speaker, every socket, every pulse.
Not a resurrection. A reckoning with today.
This is the original blues – rewired and alive, now echoing through your own static line.

[The Invitation]
This is the first interactive blues-rock album of its kind.
Selected tracks come in multiple shapes – raw cuts, looped edits, recharged versions.

You decide which ones survive.
Like your favorite version. Help it climb.

Your vote carries the hum into the world.


Lowground Gospel (1)

Ombres de ton cœur

🎤✨ "Drama Queen" – The Album ✨🎤

Your favorite emotional rollercoaster is here. 💃🔥 Twelve tracks of chaotic love, petty revenge, and glitter-soaked meltdowns—because healing is optional.

💔 Themes: Toxic exes, 3AM breakdowns, fake confidence, and the delusion that you’re totally over it.

Apple Music

Hate You, Love You

Larmes de minuit

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


14. Life In Another City

eternal spirals

Still Human is a post-digital folk album that explores the fragile line between connection and disconnection in an age ruled by screens, notifications, and silence. Created by R.U.D.Y., with hauntingly intimate vocal work by KennedY, the album weaves a modern tapestry of emotional isolation, digital intimacy, and unspoken longing. It’s a deeply human record built from synthetic spaces.

Through stripped-down piano and acoustic arrangements, the album tells a nonlinear story of two people navigating love, loss, and loneliness across the glitchy terrain of virtual life. The songs don’t shout, they ache quietly. Each track is a snapshot of a private moment most wouldn’t share aloud: messages unsent, tears shed after a “seen” message, love kept alive by memory alone.

Rather than fight against the digital world, Still Human embraces it as the setting for a more complex truth: that our feelings remain real, even when our interactions are pixel-thin. It’s a love letter to the ones who never asked how you really were, and a reminder that behind every profile is a person who still feels everything.

App Says I'm Fine

I like experimenting with sounds. Most of my songs are going to be #melancholic and influenced by #rnb, #rock, #pop, #edm, #blues, #electronic and #trap. I often blend genres into #fusion. I like to incorporate #romantic, #dark, #literary, #historical, and #cosmic themes into my songs. But I plan to experiment with more themes and genres in the future.
I am currently a university student so my uploads might be somewhat irregular, but feel free to follow if you like my work!

⚠️ I don't answer mails and comments a lot due to too many messages by bots and people trying to sell me things.

When You Call

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