Name: orange meditation by APi_ZZ
Duration: 3 min 10 s
Description: Some thoughts about eating an orange might come across quite neat when wrapped into sounds. Decide yourself ...

Very wise advice! I really like the percussion, and she has a wonderful voice.

This new track is so awesome!!  Amazing work <3

Really beautyfull tune. Like the soft vocals and Nice feeling here.

"Alone at the Window" is an immersion into a suspended moment — somewhere between solitude, introspection, and soft light. With delicate piano, this track paints an intimate sonic landscape, like a quiet breath between two silences.

Let yourself drift through this contemplative piece — perfect for sleepless nights or foggy mornings.

Alone at the window (final version)

Produced and Written by Sarah Paradise-Brown

I wrote Mary Ann 13 years ago and since then I never felt the song was done...it's been bugging me for YEARS!!  After a lot of blood, sweat and tears, this is my dance version of one of the first songs I wrote.

I know that a life
Is there for living
How we abuse
The time we're given

I'm not that girl
I remember very well
There were things that I'd never do

Oh my name is Mary Ann
From the other side of town
My name is Mary, Mary Ann
It's one week and a day
Since I took those thoughts away
And found Mary Ann

I won't pretend
Of that I am certain
I am not someone
Who craves attention

The scars that I hide
Constantly remind me
Of the things I thought I'd never do

Oh my name is Mary Ann
From the other side of town
My name is Mary, Mary Ann
It's one week and a day
Since I took those thoughts away
And found Mary Ann

You have helped me overcome
To forgive the things I have done
Now I forget who I'd become
I found Mary Ann
Yeah
Yeah

I found Mary Ann 
I found Mary Ann
I found Mary Ann

Mary Ann (Remix Version)

This is a rewind song from our previous song "With Open Arms"
It's about seeing the world in another reallity. Not the old but a new reallity that we are creating from within us.
lyrics
welcome to the realm of God
into the space all around

i close my eyes
to see the world in another Light
ooh ooho o ooh
ooh ooho o ooh

even in a veiled world
ascending i'll raise
my spirit high
credits
from Rewind, track released July 17, 2025
Composers Hans De Bruck - Kathleen Merckx
Lyrics Kathleen Merckx - Hans De Bruck
license
all rights reserved 

See the World in another Light

Some thoughts about eating an orange might come across quite neat when wrapped into sounds. Decide yourself ... 

orange meditation

collab ..Nitacx & Cellophane.. and for the first time you hear my voice 

Feelin Myself (Open Verse Challenge)Nitacx byCellophane version

This song is for anyone who’s ever had an ex try to convince them they couldn’t survive without them. It’s my story from a long-ago relationship—but even more, it’s for every person who’s ever been told they’d be nothing after a breakup. It’s about finding the strength they never wanted you to have, turning their doubt into your drive, and rising higher than they ever imagined. Every word is both a battle cry and a celebration—a reminder that you can walk away, rebuild, and come back stronger, wiser, and unshakably free.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Now that you're out of my life
I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya
But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya
But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya
I laugh harder 

[Verse 2]
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya
Now I'm wiser
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya
But I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya
Sold nine million 

[Chorus]
I’m a survivor, I’m not gonna give up
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna work harder
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna make it
I will survive, keep on survivin’ 

[Bridge]
Thought I would crumble, thought I would fall
But look at me now, I’m standing tall
Your doubt was the fire that lit up my soul
Now I’m in control, I’m in control 

[Verse 1]
Now that you're out of my life
I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya
But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya
But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya
I laugh harder 

[Verse 2]
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya
Now I'm wiser
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya
But I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya
Sold nine million 

[Chorus]
I’m a survivor, I’m not gonna give up
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna work harder
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna make it
I will survive, keep on survivin’ 

[Outro]
Stronger than ever, I rise from the pain
Dancing in freedom, I’ve broken the chains
You’ll remember my name when the night turns to day
I survived, and I’m here to stay 

[Chorus]
I’m a survivor, I’m not gonna give up
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna work harder
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna make it
I will survive, keep on survivin’ 

[Bridge]
Thought I would crumble, thought I would fall
But look at me now, I’m standing tall
Your doubt was the fire that lit up my soul
Now I’m in control, I’m in control 

[Verse 1]
Now that you're out of my life
I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya
But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya
But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya
I laugh harder 

[Chorus]
I’m a survivor, I’m not gonna give up
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna work harder
I’m a survivor, I’m gonna make it
I will survive, keep on survivin’ 

[Outro]
Stronger than ever, I rise from the pain
Dancing in freedom, I’ve broken the chains
You’ll remember my name when the night turns to day
I survived, and I’m here to stay


Survivor

My Son Ted, he's 6. Last year he taught me what I think is the first truly intelligent thing I've ever heard from a human. He's friends with his tree. This moment showed me how we need to be laser connected to nature to fully find, appreciate and save our place here. Ted obviously has this connection naturally so I think he is showing us a positive evolution for human behavior. Just have to help him retain that now as he grows up. He gifted it to me so I aint going to let this fucked up world unlearn it for him. He's our answer to becoming truly intellgent beings that synchronise with planet Earth properly, securely and that only happens in a world of peace where we are a humanity filled with free thinking individuals that know themsleves. Thats my boy... 💪🏿🧬🔆🎶❤️‍🔥

True Worth

Woo Oh
Hello true worth
Woo Oh
Well hello true worth

Where are we today?
Are we inside our minds?
Does ego front us?
Or is now a spirit defined?
To the subconscious
Give us answers
You are the greater
Infinitely combined free will chances
Are we there?
Or do I mute the new with old reference prayer?

Come with me
It's unknown Galaxy
It's new
We fucked up intelligence
Let's be the better job
Who knew?
Stun with me
Make new known
Universe
We broke this one
So it's multiversal fun
True worth

Forget yesterday
Good lessons learned greet now
Hopeful tomorrow
You need not worry me
Hear the how
Don't be the past
You will be the future
Your moment lasts forever if you choose this
But that's too hard 'cause life is suffering
And we are here
Alive
Doing just creative things

Come with me
It's unknown Galaxy
It's new
We fucked up intelligence
Let's be the better job
Who knew?
Stun with me
Make new known
Universe
We broke this one
So it's multiversal fun
True worth




Mistake filled perfection

AI looks backwards... It has a set data set..

we don't. we have billions and billions and billions of neurons and we have billions upon billions of photographs to refer to as our free will desires to combine with the actual empathy we have inately built in... We are forward looking creatures that live in the moment and have the most amazing abilities known to the universe... True intelligence! Other creatures have true intelligence relative to their points of view... but we have the ability to fully reason it too so it's our job to get it right... AI can help us find it but won't find it for us... We can think outside it's boxed dataset. it is our tool always and once we don't make it something that kills everything then it can be our bitch ass tool forever... But we'll be the ones that continue to create this corner of the milky way! not some fucking shitty ass computer. it will never understand properly what connects us as that evolves with us as we evolve as human beings.

So tap your own intelligence and show us... Your vulnerability is one of those amazing traits of solidarity by projection and mistakes and raw honesty in your music can be a cherry on a musical cake that makes you unique if you aren't afraid of them. Think Eric Carmen!
https://youtu.be/iN9CjAfo5n0?si=5_QISvV9Bg_sJotK
Now that's not being afraid of your own vulnerability and it sent Eric to the top...

Cheers Eric!🫶🏽 I'll keep digging bro

Listen to Changing the Mind by cgmaness on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/AsB2CNzXG3obkMOMZs

More perfection right there and well worth connecting to cgmaness

True Worth

Kombat

When the night falls, and the bassline rises… you don’t just listen — you remain. 
🔥 I Remain (Dance / EDM Version) – FREE DOWNLOAD 🔥

Vedran – I Remain (Dance/EDM Version-DJ WD40)

with many thanks to Cecilia for her vocals

free to live in peace

Being musician and artist "since ages", the last two decades and all the developments in digital music broadened my interests and activities in doing music actively and passively. Not being shy of any genre (OK, leave off some Punk and Extreme Metal derivates) I engage in composing, arranging, mixing and collaborating. 

Oh, and I do all my artwork and designs as well. And as you may notice I regard AI as a friendly helper.

Have a few looks & listens into my repertoire and eventually gain some insights. I'm always open for collabs if the the interests match ...

orange meditation

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