You keep appearing in my dreams and I get butterflies
Just like you're someone new
I love you like I did when my teeth were pulled out
But, I wish I hated you

Open spaces make me nervous
Give me closure I deserve it
Oh, no I know what you're about to say
Even though I've bled for you
It's "best if we just go our separate ways"

The stitches dissolved in my mouth
I want to pull them out so you'll take care of me again
In the morgue my body is labeled as missing
I checked myself out
I didn't wanna be pumped full of formaldehyde and metals
Waiting patiently until the blood finally settles

Well, I want to return to nature
Kiss the ground like it's my savior
Oh, no I know what you're about to say
Just kill my body and then leave it to decay

serenades for the false-hearted

livor mortis

A Mistake by Fiona Apple (live) at The Bowery Ballroom

02 - Titanic Sinclair - Guppy

01 - Titanic Sinclair - Trust Fund

A commentary on the fetishization of youth and explaining our experiences on turning 18 and certain past lovers no longer being interested.

Lolita ~ Caviar Noir

DIVINE BIKER LOVE

crimson spots on pale pink silk

acid & coca-cola

So Long July

A hazy, psychedelic dream-pop track shaped by warm analog synths, soft pulsing drums, and phaser-washed guitars that swirl gently around the groove. The alto vocal feels grounded yet dreamily detached, lightly drenched in reverb, with smooth stacked harmonies widening the chorus into a floating, nostalgic rise. The lyrics follow someone drifting between reality and imagination, moving through surreal, distorted scenes while searching for meaning in a world that feels slightly off-kilter. It’s a dream-like journey of escape and self-reflection wrapped in a shimmering, hypnotic sound.

Signals in the Stormy Sky

Elita - Hypochondriac

a song about being... Pretty & Skinny!

LYRICS

walking down the high-school halls
I see their backs up against the walls 
there's the jocks and nerds
 and that fake ass bitch
but that's just my life so who gives a shit...

been in this hole for about four years
but I run these bitches and I shed no tears
I run these bitches like I'm running track 
and if you got a fucking issue then step the fuck back now

(Get it cuz I'm pretty and I'm skinny it's the usual)

Get it cuz I'm pretty and I'm skinny it's the usual

(usual usual)
(yeah you)

Just another day and I'm still looking pretty
I let them bummy little bitches talk their shit so I'm winning
and I still cum dick down in leather ready for a good show
they wanna be me so bad but bitch you look like a no

and all you fugly little bitches try to see what it's like
to get attention everywhere you go and fuck every night
I don't think that its an option for you oh what a shame
but when I'm in the fucking room they're only screaming my name

(Get it cuz I'm pretty and I'm skinny it's the usual)

Get it cuz I'm pretty and I'm skinny it's the usual

(usual usual)
(yeah you)

even at our worst you know you could not compare
our legs are covered just enough we walk the halls and flip our hair
got each others back like dolce gabbana
with the lace all over my waist we wear whatever we wanna
cuz we're pretty and skinny

Get it cuz I'm pretty and I'm skinny it's the usual

(usual usual)
(yeah you)

Elita - Hypochondriac

Apollo delphinius