Sick Girl

Sick GIrl

2. Perverted

I’ve fallen in love with dangerous man 
I wish I’d realised before it began
He’s listening to every breath I take 
Hes watching every move I make

But I can’t help the way I feel 
I’ll just romanticise it and forget what’s real 
I should be more than terrified 
What happened to my sweet little girl... our love is just a lie

I’m not ready to die, but I said from the start 
I’d do anything to make him happy, even if it tears me apart
Soon he’ll decorate our rooms with our teeth and our bones 
Pink ribbons adorn them, so frail and delicate to hold

And I can’t keep saying I’ve fallen in love 
If one day I’m gonna end up
As just a pile of bones above the fire place 
Under that framed photo of my face
Him loving me was a felony and even though I fell for him deep
I know someday hes gonna be locked up for eternity 

Do you think this shall ever end
I don't know how much longer I can pretend
I wanted death all the way from the start
It is what it is, til death do us part 

Until death

Til death do us part

Lyrics: I, I do so much
To keep you innocent
But you’d rather rot in jail
Why do I protect you?
I just wanna forget you
And how you were the day I met you 
You’re not what I need
So listen to me
Unless you wanna pay the fee

I’m scared of what you’ll do
If I finally leave you
And they all believe you
Not what I went through

(You don’t know what he’s like when it’s just us alone
He only really acts like that to prove he’s tough or something!
He really loves me, I swear)

I’ll prove I’m not weak 
I know what’s good for me
Which means you’re gonna have to leave 
I won’t take more abuse
And if I lose 
Well, I can’t speak of what I’ll do
I won’t do so much
To keep you innocent 
I want you to rot in jail

Not scared of what you’ll do
I’m going to leave you 
They’ll never believe you
They saw before I knew 
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh

When you’re dead lying in the ground
I’m the only girl that you ever found
Don’t you want me to put flowers at your grave?
And thank you for all the love you gave?
When you’re dead lying in the ground
I won’t be anywhere to be found
Except guilty of murder, babe
You don’t deserve all the love I gave 

(Oh-oh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah)
Burn alive
Beg and cry
“Bambi I didn’t want to die”

He loves me, I swear

This is probably the hardest song (beat-wise and coming up with the composition wise)I've done! I was a bit afraid of releasing it. I view it as an antithesis to girlfriend in a sense! To not be boxed in, especially so quickly, you gotta diversify the art, I suppose! Thank you to everyone who has listened to this song already and my previous works! As I usually say, there's more music to come, so stay tuned!

<3 hemlocke springs!

Lyrics:

Coming now
a false setter
Watch out 
she’s a go getter

Man taught me the way
Eat, work and obey
Yet I add and keep adding on to debts I can’t repay

Be careful what you say
The fiends, they like to play
They hold on to a composure but that too will decay

Im-min-ne-nent torture
Secretly despise the feeling 
In a sea of vultures
I’m the prey they will keep feeding
on, but I will stay
No, I can’t run away
So, I just count the hours ‘till the hours turn to days 
(Uhh!)

(Shake your boo thang 
Shake your boo thang baby x3)
Shake your boo thang
Shh-kuh shh-ukuh- shock it to me

Dangerous
It’s funny how you think that I’m so 
Dangerous
Honestly there’s no point havin 
Two of us
It’s funny how you think that I’m in danger
Stranger danger

Welcome to my hell
Aguish I quell
And keep all of my fears and burdens on a blank pastel

The fiends want me to tell
them that I am unwell
But I won’t pay attention to them, no I won’t rebel

If you want a bite of me
don’t forget to pay commission
Oh, so very frightening
I should think but I can’t listen

I have parts to sell
So round up the cartel 
I sent them all my information in an xml ohh

Dangerous
It’s funny how you say that I’m so 
Dangerous
Honestly there’s no point havin
Two of us
It’s funny how you say that I’m a danger
Stranger danger

Days into months 
Months turn to years
These tears I cry
Capitalize  
Capital I
Go dry your eyes
ism’s a dear
Do I want it?

All through the night
Feed into lies
Lateralized
Unto the right
And grow your price
Reclaim the prize
Such misery
But I flaunt it

I flaunt it
Cause I want it
I want it
(Laugh)
(Uhh!)

stranger danger!

Serial Killer

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag (slightly sped up)

the source.mp3

Elita - Perverted

Perverted ♡Elita

Hypochondriac

Written & performed (guitars & Lead Vocals) by Lucia Zambetti.  Produced by DJ Brnxlyn & DJ PapaDaddyZ for Z Sauce Music.  Sofia Zambetti on background vocals. Teddy Z on drums, bass, keyboards and additional guitars.

Elita - Perverted

Apollo delphinius