just bc i Luv u… dont go breakin my heart
remix of self love by mavi / mixed by kid cole 

{lyrics}
Clasp the Windows to my soul
The smoke thicken as I drown inside my lows
And My hands still shaking from the feelings that ain’t gone
These pills can only numb me so much until it falls
I, reached out for a word, but you offered me a blessing
Said my head is full of ghosts who will forever hold the leverage 
On my soul and aching body, crumblin to this depression
Said I’ll die inside this bedroom, if I let you in my head 
And, I can feel it when you lying, don’t repeat that shit you said
I can tell your tells right from a text
And if you ever gave a fuck then I never would’ve left

And I’m Not sure what I’m saying but I’m talking
Staring at these walls until they crumble and they cave in
Bones breaking snapping while I’m lying on the pavement
I died in Montreal I felt my mind fade to nothing
My physical remains, but my soul is succumbing
Leave it to my brother in the sky, he can see it
Kamyar watching over me he knows that I need em
I woulda never made it, in September I was bleeding

You know I been alone since I was 12, so the feeling is indifferent
Fighting for my spirit in this world and you can see it
Mama tryna it make out the hood fore she see heaven
I would do bout anything to toss her ass a blessing
I’m trapping in Chicago all the gunshots deafen
Youd think with all this drama I been living with a deathwish
I’m tryna meet my end so you could say you fuckin guessed it

And I could never show you anything if you could never get it
I show you what I think you’d understand or you can phathom 
Listen to this.. when I’m gone and maybe you can hear the gasping
Crying out for help inside my head, but I can’t have it
I just know that everything I need is in my jacket
Pull the gun out from my pocket, you can hear the moon talking
All the words you never said You can tell me in my casket
Until it’s nothing

argent/pour/une/flour/noir

spit on my grave

spit on my grave (prod. mavi)

family guy [prod. jopxt]

TRACK 2, all production by me , sorry to bother you 🕊️

SNOWFALL

KOME
shout out beck for the adlibs

edit: I MADE THIS SONG BEFORE THE DIDDY STUFF LMAOOO

PROD & MIXED : EMOK
MASTERED: STYRANT

LYRICS:
who done switched up on their brothers
who done played reckless i did it i did it i did it 
i cannot count all my blessings 
half the time i just keep thinking like how did he did it 
bump after bump after bump i need a bump like my name was p diddy or diddy 
might as well go to the start 
deeper i’m in it the deeper the hole that i’m digging 

they don’t know that i be diggin 
they don’t how deep im in it 
ok uh 
i done seen multiple bitches 
i done seen multiple bitches switch up over women 
shit that done got me offended 
don’t even phase me no more when implemented 
uh ima stay down in the trenches 
underground never i’m jittery making  impressions 

impossible mission i’m cruising with dead 
half of the rap scene is starving i’m fed 
i had some homies call me on the low when they told me to listen i heard what they said 
kome don’t you rap you got stories to tell 
so i done treated this shit like a book 
kome don’t be private with sorting your bells 
again i done treated this shit like a book 
looking back on all the people i loved 
some my brothers left out in the woods 
i was lost and my own mind overtook 
cant control my trust in people i’m cooked 
cant control the way i’m programmed to think 
hard headed from the whey that i think 
shaker cup and spit the words on a beat 
if i don’t breathe it out i surely will sink

TIME GOES ON

APOLLOISLAME