shapeshifting

addicted and conflicted

Experimental ambient track written for a play called strange farewells. Most parts are relaxing, but some are uncomfortable or dissonant allowing a calm between transitions. Please enjoy

Strangefarewells

(Verse 1) 
I’m own
Worst enemy 
You mother 
Fuckers never 
Seen nothing 
Like this
I’m back for 
Revenge 
Contracts up
Fuck you 
Fuck you 
Fuck you 
Oh you didn’t know 
I don’t I give a fuck 
Don’t press your 
Luck 
Don’t press my 
Buttons
I’m ready to 
Self destruct 

I’m ready to 
Self destruct 

(Verse 2)
3
2
1
This ain’t no 
Firework show 
It’s a bloodbath 
A war of good
Vs evil 
Casualties 
At mass 
Everyone 
Turns a blind eye 
They don’t want 
To be the boy 
That cries wolf
Boys don’t cry 
Fuck a suicide 
This is a sacrifice 
For the people
I’m Thanos
Inevitable
Said
Fuck you 
Fuck you 
Fuck you
You’re now 
Tuned into
Dead thoughts 
Volume 2
This the devil 
Speaking with 
You now 
Told you hush 
Don’t make a sound 
Do the job 
Leave no trace 
Make mistakes 
Self destruct 
You’re replaced 

I’m ready to 
Self destruct 

Ready to
Self destruct 

Ready to 
Self destruct 

(Chorus)x4
I’m in self
Destruct mode
Ready 
To blow 
Any second 
I’m detonating 

(Verse 3)
Never wave a 
White flag 
Never throw in 
The towel 
Give an inch 
Take a mile 
Walk 500
More miles 
Just to say 
Fuck you 
Fuck you 
Fuck you
I hope I
Got my 
Point across 
Kneeled to 
The cross 
For my sins
That’s my 
Jesus peace 
We keep it street 
Never ratting 
Only talking 
To God

Never ratting 
Only talking 
To God

I’m ready to 
Self destruct

Ready to 
Self destruct 

(Chorus)x4
I’m in self
Destruct mode
Ready 
To blow 
Any second 
I’m detonating

simulation

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