Ireglass

once in a lifetime

This is a concept album about a very dark time period in my life. The title "Spring" denotes the idea of rebirth and of me trying to start fresh. This plan to start fresh is exemplified by the fact that I had just recently gotten sober during this period of my life and also the fact that I had applied for college to become a graphic designer. I was learning guitar, singing, and audio production all in an attempt to prove to people how passionate I was about music. I was also becoming heavily inspired by emo rap and was incorporating that into my sound, which already included elements of other genres such as pop punk and hyperpop. This album features themes of addiction, loneliness, depression, NPD, hope, anger, revenge, determination, and optimism.

05 I'll Be Fine If I Numb The Pain

This song is about the stages of grief following a breakup. I made a very lo-fi summery video to go along with it! Enjoy the jam! There’s some pop punk, emo rap, AND post-hardcore elements to it so I’d say there’s something for everyone!

Fuck You And Your Friends

A Lil Peep inspired track. The lyrics are inspired by “The Birth of Tragedy” by Friedrich Nietzsche and his philosophy that we all engage in self-deception as a way to cope with the unpleasant realities of life. This song is specifically about distracting oneself from the harsh realities of going through a breakup.

Fun fact: I created this particular song for a project for my philosophy of art class in college,

Birth of Tragedy

A song about being among my friends and struggling with things but being unable to be vulnerable and tell them about it. I don’t want to burden them so instead I go on pretending everything is fine and try to make them laugh. This song has been remixed by Tessa Henderson!

Alone With Friends (Feat. Tessa Henderson)

The Bell Jar (Feat. Vikki & Tessa Henderson)

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

Pop punk, glam, funk, emo rap & more from multi-instrumentalists April & Brian (as well as our band mascot, Jack)! 🤘🏻

05 I'll Be Fine If I Numb The Pain

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