Do I Exist At All?

Backing track credits: 
https://youtu.be/M7DO9k0uF3Y?si=Fbyl27gFE_tFqEiK

iris (cover)

Грім і блискавка — не лякає

Dust

where this goes

SOMETHING OVER NOTHING

this song is now out on all streaming platforms!!! it's so important to me and i hope y'all enjoy too. if you wanna support me, u can name ur price to buy this song on bandcamp: https://faithz.bandcamp.com/track/1st-place
streaming links -
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32oqkGYXYs2PgcZDCTB5cZ?si=ttvovZ8JQXWkiwgSGaQlvw
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/1st-place/1504685771?i=1504685773
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lyrics:
what's it like to be so cool and pretty 
what's it like to live in new york city 
you remind me of myself, but a version that i made up in my head 
i wanna be like you 
i wish i knew how to 

she does all the things i wish i could 
and she wears all the clothes i wish i could pull off but i can’t 
she's beauty and she's grace 
she always comes out in 1st place 

what's it like to have perfect skin 
what's it like to always win 
i wonder all the time how you manage to shine so bright 
i wanna be like you 
i wish i knew how to 

she does all the things i wish i could 
and she wears all the clothes i wish i could pull off but i can’t 
she's beauty and she's grace 
she always comes out in 1st place 

i know comparison is wrong 
but when i see her i just can’t help but notice all my flaws 
i know i shouldn't try to live up to you 
but a part of me just can’t help but want to 

learning to love the way i am 
doing the best that i can 
we're different but that's fine 
but it'll take a little time 
to learn to love the way i am 
(repeat) 
the way i am

LSD

april