prod. headshot
artwork by twitter.com/pontiikii
mixed and mastered by @aprilsangel

they will
lie in my face
lead me dead without a trace

ill strike you down
no need to brace
catch a blade
right through yo lace
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space
im paralized and sown to reap
a pacifist aint much to keep

they will
lie in my face
lead me dead without a trace
ill strike you down
no need to brace
catch a blade
right through yo lace
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space

there is to much on my mind
that i cannot escape
and its eating me live
and i wish i would die
where i stand in a fire
when burning to death is the
end i desire

is just the pain
now im insane
mentally taxing
its rotting my brain

3 shots a day
dont wanna stay
leaving this planet
will settle my pain

day after day
left me astray
feeling so broken
but never okay

falling to pieces
but now that i know that these 
pills are inside me
i can fade away

i want to save
all of these memories
that have resided
from this fucking place

i think that if I wasnt sick than
things may have worked worked out
so ill just daydream about another

day
my whole life is a lie
give me a reason 
for me to survive
fuck.
just one more chance to revise
my choices are broken
i cannot decide


die
my whole life is a lie
give me a reason 
for me to survive
fuck.
just one more chance to revise
my choices are broken
i cannot decide

SPOTIFY <3

LIE (headshot)

prod. recyclebin

i know im never good enough
i know u dont like that
i couldnt be there for u
my head wasnt right then
i wanna let you know im in love 
but i know you dont like that
dont like that
dont like that

her dark eyes
and black hair
everything i wanna see
never right there
give me one more chance
i wont fuck up again
hold my regrets i wish
cmon just tell me when

now ive found out
been running out of faith
ive been outed -out a doubt

stop lying to me
its killing me slowly

the truth will hurt more
cause youre doing it without me

and thats the reason why
im worth it
i care for you and thats enough
so why u nervous?

for a purpose
think i deserve it
for a purpose
im not worth it

except mine (recyclebin)

ft. @nowyoufuckingseeme
produced by @prodgreentop

/

[ARPILS]
based yeah
i dont giv a fuc
2,4 in a ride

ill go get someone else bitch
i will shoot u in laroi
dont feel like im alive
my blade will make u die
got 1 too many bodies on the floor
beggin for life

its that
i dont care bout fits yea
tie the string attach yea
put that on yo bitcha yea
hang 3 feet from the floor
and ill leave a note at ur door
yeah im fucking matador
i dont know what youre looking for

deadset
had enough of it 
fallback on my debt
to the ones above
i sold my soul
to win another bet

deadset
had enough of it 
fallback on my debt
to the ones above
i sold my soul
to win another bet


[CAROUSEL]
deadset
are you dead yet?
just fuckin' fix it

you don't know i'm off it
work, i still ain't got shit

off it
you fuckin' knock it
made a profit
40 in my pocket
swear to god i'm not shit

[APRILS]
i swear to god im nauseous 
bout to tie a knot im fucking sick
of repeat caution
im boutta fuckin head off
i call ur life a write off
instead of being me
i see the true lies on the surface
ur not fukin worth it

[CAROUSEL]
any of it worth it
you fuckin deserve it
got the same problem and
i still cant fucking solve it

(cause we're running out of time)
and i can't stop it
(im out my fuckin mind)
just fucking drop it

swear to god im not shit
im just hoping that my shots hit
swear to god im not shit
ill admit its me who wants it

[ARPILS]
deadset
had enough of it 
fallback on my debt
to the ones above
i sold my soul
to win another bet

deadset
had enough of it 
fallback on my debt
to the ones above
i sold my soul
to win another bet

based yeah
i dont giv a fuc
2,4 in a ride

ill go get someone else bitch
i will shoot u in laroi
dont feel like im alive
my blade will make u die
got 1 too many bodies on the floor
beggin for life

its that
i dont care bout fits yea
tie the string attach yea
put that on yo bitcha yea
hang 3 feet from the floor
and ill leave a note at ur door
yeah im fucking matador
i dont know what youre looking for

matador ft. iris (greentop)

"glimpse of us" instrumental by pianonest
written by @solderis @aprilsangel

im breathing now
and i cant find
a way to pretend
that im alright
and right now
most of the time
cause i cant find
a way to fix the whole thing

look me in the face
when youre lying
and tell me its okay
but youre lying
i wanna stay
but youre lying
and tell me its okay

im breaking us out and now
cause im fine baby, being alright

its hard enough to know
even hard enough when im fine

when im relying on you
will you remember me?

when you lie (cover)

cover of @keshibeats - bandaids
@aprilsangel

you should have told me
i don't know what to say
why are you sorry
how did it get this way
my heart is broken
down to my core
it's not what i wanted
i don't know what i want anymore

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

afraid of falling down
but fire has started right behind me
and if i don't jump now
i fear that i can't take the burning
i can't hear a sound
nothing that i say can hurt me
dive into the ground
i fear that i can't take the burning

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

friends of flowers
fragile silence
stand beside you
stop your crying

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

bandaids (cover)

prod. @akvri
art by twitter.com/pontiikii
mixed and mastered by @aprilsangel


cunt
still I got different styles up on the ready
im a making a move and im keepin it steady
u think of a move when u back up against me
i spray the collat wit da gat like confetti yuh
breakin ur back with a 40 stack
bitch imma need my time back
when i block yo phone i know u gonna try to crawl back

domesticated feeling that just makes me wanna kill myself
bullet hole in my chest before i die before you,
scream for help
scrape it from my wrist my blood i know im goin straight to hell
made it 2023 bitch im suprised im here aswell

bitch i think im suffocating
all my roles im elevatin
stuck in this fuckin hole im waitin
this hoe stop fuckin baitin

SUFFOCATE (akvri)

prod. keramictools
mixed & mastered by @aprilsangel

uppin my resident
they dont knw (im) killin it
pussy be talkin
but i do not fuck wit him
yah im the bane of existence
we talkin persistence
be switch on the gang we dont want

stop,
when i die
when ive fucked that pussy
you know what i want
stop,
when i die
when ive fucked that-

they be switchin on the gang
but im givin up
i dont give about the things
that i never know
i be screamin wit da gang
i dont give it up
given, two shots in my brain
yea im pickin up

bitch will be down on my dick
finish up fast finna roll on a lick
when u diggin up the past
nightwalk real quick
yeah im whippin too far
aprils my thing, yeah, yeah

and itll stay with me forever
i got eyes on the back of my head
see you never
i got eyes on the back of my head

pull up on a bitch wit a 50 mac
i dont want fuck arround u bitch u gonna get clapped
make another shit rap
i dont wanna dance
if you gonna make the world,
revolve, around
ya head, a bitch slap
comin ur way
get the fuck up outta my way
i am the bane of existence you wanna put it away?
but the lies in my head think another way
im dead another day

BANE OF EXISTENCE (keramic)

quick remix of first person shooter by drake n j cole while i work on some hard shit < 3

/
who the goat? x8
first person shooter
who knew u gon be the lil bitch
who got bashed to the bone, yuh
im boutta feed my addiction
i smoked too much gas, got evicted on bro
yuh
i got my 9 in my pocket
one lie and ill lock it
what u mean, "i dont know?", yuh
you better watch on your tone, when we show at your home
bitch youre smoked, know your role, yuh
i slapped that bitch, when im full off ketamine
my girl say please, so i throw her on the bed
im up in this bitch, till i put her in a benz
imma get some,,, lemme say

FIRST PERSON SHOOTER (REMIX)

*:･ﾟ

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