MY A WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE GIVE ME A REASON FOR ME TO SURVIVE

fuckin hectic much luv bro 🫶🏻🫶🏻

ft. Tropes (https://soundcloud.com/tropes777)
prod. RIOT_ANGEL (https://soundcloud.com/riot_angel)

available everywhere/free download:
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lyrics:
genius.com/Stoneman-whatever-it-takes-lyrics

can't rain all the time

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whatever it takes ft. Tropes (prod. RIOT_ANGEL)

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lyrics:

7.62 by 51 at yo neck
i don’t really deal with 
the nonsense that you send
talkin all that mess
talkin talkin all that shit
i got clips clips clips
drum mags on the sticks 
everyday i question myself
and my mothafuckin sanity
rifle made with plastic
but it blowin out ya memories
bitch you do not wanna go and fuckin step to me
cuz 
hey!
diamonds on my roley face
posted with the bands
feelin like a bad bitch
and these are just the facts
laughin at your bullshit
you needa learn i’m not ya fuckin friend
just take your fuckin life and 
hang yourself up on a bridge

tuggin on my jacket 
yeah she really want me
cup of codiene 
got me feelin like wall-e
lookin at you
got me feelin so happy
but this saiga 12 gunna make me
see reality

everyday i question myself
and my mothafuckin sanity
rifle made with plastic
but it blowin out ya memories
bitch you do not wanna go and fuckin step to me
cuz 
no!
cock the rifle back
sittin on the asphalt
cryin
no friends 
nobody
no violence
everything feels fine for once
i’m scared for the moment
it falls apart

instagram

insanity (tenoji)

prod. headshot
@aprilsangel

artwork by twitter.com/pontiikii
mixed and mastered by @aprilsangel

they will
lie in my face
lead me dead without a trace

ill strike you down
no need to brace
catch a blade
right through yo lace
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space
im paralized and sown to reap
a pacifist aint much to keep

they will
lie in my face
lead me dead without a trace
ill strike you down
no need to brace
catch a blade
right through yo lace
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space
so terrified
of this place
im paranoid
just give me space

there is to much on my mind
that i cannot escape
and its eating me live
and i wish i would die
where i stand in a fire
when burning to death is the
end i desire

is just the pain
now im insane
mentally taxing
its rotting my brain

3 shots a day
dont wanna stay
leaving this planet
will settle my pain

day after day
left me astray
feeling so broken
but never okay

falling to pieces
but now that i know that these 
pills are inside me
i can fade away

i want to save
all of these memories
that have resided
from this fucking place

i think that if I wasnt sick than
things may have worked worked out
so ill just daydream about another

day
my whole life is a lie
give me a reason 
for me to survive
fuck.
just one more chance to revise
my choices are broken
i cannot decide


die
my whole life is a lie
give me a reason 
for me to survive
fuck.
just one more chance to revise
my choices are broken
i cannot decide

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LIE (headshot)

prod. recyclebin

i know im never good enough
i know u dont like that
i couldnt be there for u
my head wasnt right then
i wanna let you know im in love 
but i know you dont like that
dont like that
dont like that

her dark eyes
and black hair
everything i wanna see
never right there
give me one more chance
i wont fuck up again
hold my regrets i wish
cmon just tell me when

now ive found out
been running out of faith
ive been outed -out a doubt

stop lying to me
its killing me slowly

the truth will hurt more
cause youre doing it without me

and thats the reason why
im worth it
i care for you and thats enough
so why u nervous?

for a purpose
think i deserve it
for a purpose
im not worth it

except mine (recyclebin)

BUSINESS w/ sacreds, kuriosity, kaeo, 4bsence, visions, ayotrevor, ch6se, sin, riot

FREAK 🎃🎃 W/ CHANELFATHER & KXTAMINE [inffabe]

prod. @akvri
@aprilsangel

cunt
still I got different styles up on the ready
im a making a move and im keepin it steady
u think of a move when u back up against me
i spray the collat wit da gat like confetti yuh
breakin ur back with a 40 stack
bitch imma need my time back
when i block yo phone i know u gonna try to crawl back

domesticated feeling that just makes me wanna kill myself
bullet hole in my chest before i die before you,
scream for help
scrape it from my wrist my blood i know im goin straight to hell
made it 2023 bitch im suprised im here aswell

bitch i think im suffocating
all my roles im elevatin
stuck in this fuckin hole im waitin
this hoe stop fuckin baitin

SUFFOCATE (akvri)

CLOUDS. + (Feat. funeral) p. joshwa

i cant focus on a subject
im just living out my life
yea ill probably die in public
but ill never give a fuck
bitch im up
im with angelz yea they save me from above
i been smokin on the same shit
focused on the same shit
everyday the same shit
living life just aint it
im just happy that i gave my fuckin soul away
throw my body in a ditch n let me rot away
everything i sing about just ends up w me dying
i been sick of all this shit and i could never hide it
im stuck i know
i suck i know
my thoughts are numb
cant feel my throat
i think thinks just stay the same when im alone
i been feelin cold but the demons hold me close
i just wanna go to a place that no one knows
bitch im on a one way flight to hell
i cant see the gates but i noticed when i fell
i been in the castle i been stuck inside a cell
manifesting death but i know u couldnt tell
living life everyday its just the same thing
i just think that i aint even got the patience
i just rolled another wood and ima face it
bitch i never had a soul and you wont take it
i cant focus on a subject
im just living out my life
yea ill probably die in public
but ill never give a fuck
bitch im up
im with angelz yea they save me from above
i been smokin on the same shit
focused on the same shit
everyday the same shit
living life just aint it
im just happy that i gave my fuckin soul away
throw my body in a ditch n let me rot away
IM JUST FUCKIN SICK N TIRED GET IT OUT MY CHEST HUH
DO NOT LEAVE ME FLOWERS JUST GO THROW IT IN THE TRASH HUH
IF IM EVER FAMOUS IN A PRIVATE JET ILL CRASH HUH
IF IM IN YO CITY THEN I HOPE MY THROAT GET SLASHED UP
i dont mean to be a let down
but im always let down
but im always let down
but im always let down
i dont mean to be a let down
but im always let down
but im always let down
but im always let down
peace of mind 
i took my time
in dark i find
this light of mine
i sawwwwww
i know its goneeeee
peace of mind 
i took my time
in dark i find
this light of mine
i sawwwwww
i know its goneeeee

DYINGGG 💀 [SAPJER]

cover of @d4vddd - poetic vulgarity </3

hello, are you there?
cause i missed you at the show tonight
anytime, anywhere
i just want to make sure youre alright
if youre off with someone better
then i wont fault you
but what can i do but complain about us?
times were better, but it seems minute
the grand scheme of things never seemed to like us
we never fit in the same frame
the pictures always cut me out
the right love but in the wrong time frame
heart too small, you had to push me out

poetic vulgarity

fuck 12
art remade by @llxveii on instagram

I SHOOT RACISTS

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