(prod. JessieRosse)

ily @reddwinterr

[apxthy verse]
i forgot how to love you
and thats pretty apparent
you wanted to leave
so you called up your parents
i packed up your bags
and told you i never cared and
stabbed you in the back
rip out your flesh and i tear it

im a monster and thats alright
you're helpless no you cant fight
imma eat your heart like you did mine
this is retribution im divine

[reddwinterr verse]
Retribution, my life story
There's no angels up above
Imma get back at you girl
And everyone you love

Everytime I cut my thighs 
and everytime your in my mind
Just one more pill I'll be just fine
Hopefully I wont wake up this time

All alone ain got no one with
Bipolar shawty signed my name on her tits
Hate my fucking life so I cut on my wrists
Jump off a bridge and I wont be missed

retribution /w reddwinterr

(prod. peril)
💜🕷️

a key to  aheart
you lied from the start
just play all your parts
in your sad story :<
I worry x3

key to a heart <3

the pain is drawn out but its ok
i eat like shit and get high everyday
nothing good comes out of it anyways
if i try to say what i really wanna say
rather blow my brains out than wait another day
5 mminutes in and ive lost all hope
i just dont know where id go
im at the end and theres nothing else so 
whats the point of health

when it hits harsh


(intro)"when youre older will you listen to the shoulder that the devil is sat over when
he says to cut away?"

cuts on my arms and my hands
you told me stop i told you that i cant
"oh you cutter
youre a dumb motherfucker
you wont ever have a lover
if your arm looks that way"
"when youre older will you listen to the shoulder that the devil is sat over when
he says to cut away?"

ill never be alright again
i try to get fixed but they never fix it
ill never see the light again
my solution grab the rope and end it

cuts on my arms and my hands
you told me stop i told you that i cant
"oh you cutter
youre a dumb motherfucker
you wont ever have a lover
if your arm looks that way"
"when youre older will you listen to the shoulder that the devil is sat over when
he says to cut away?"

(outro
cuts on my arms and my hands
you told me stop i told you that i cant
"oh you cutter
youre a dumb motherfucker
you wont ever have a lover
if your arm looks that way"
"when youre older will you listen to the shoulder that the devil is sat over when
he says to cut away?"

cutter

gone with the wind(w apxthy)

ive never felt this alone before
crying in the bathroom i woke up on the floor

i am obsessed
i am near death
shes gonna kill me with no regrets (x2)


slumped over, sunday afternoon
on my phone "soul i hate you"
i cannot take it
my legs always shaking
leave for the pain 
or stay for the pain 
"it is your decision"
but i just hate listening
to this hate
i feel insane

ive never felt this alone before
crying in the bathroom i woke up on the floor

i am obsessed
i am near death
shes gonna kill me with no regrets (x2)

stop it please youre being mean to me im crying im crying im crying im crinhg

drama queen

SKEL COVER :3

everytime i hit record , my cats chilling on the bed
by the laptop, where she rests her paws infuckingstead
clickin keys till theyre broken and they cant be fucking pressed
and these songs play over and over inside her head
and she listens to my words, never knowing what i said
man i wonder and i wonder wholl love her when im dead
when i step outside just to smoke a cigarette, and i come back in see her waiting where i left
she be sleeping all day like its time well spent, and shell always be a cat but my very best friend
and im kinda antisocial, friends, i dont text them
lifes kinda lemonade when its bitter in the end

i love my fat stupid cat :3

ydkm so dont act like it
when its snowin only time she like me
when im drinkin only time she right here
i dont get it am i not enough man

prod. bigghoney

it's on me

@projectkyra

bitch im off my meds and u talkin fuckin dumb
wanna try n fuck me u gon end up in a tub
yeah she in the back snortin coke and a double cup
slurred speech, trippin feet and ion wanna sober up
ask me if i love em man i only love smokin nic
keep her round me like a purse cus im a pretty bitch
i been thru it so dont think im not gon act quick
pretty boy fuckin with me so i left him in a ditch
cast a spell if ion got my gun cus im a blood witch
i got ties to the underworld how the fuck u think i got rich???

@fcxkjxh

this lil vape not enough, break ts open i need the nicotine 
i love shopping for shit i hit the mall imma true religion fein 
pull up in a new whip 2025 im in a space coup 
they all wan be like me but they can’t do what i do
yah swaggin on this beat got this shit for free
double parkin all the whips n the hoes from dollar tree
said bitch we moving up this a movement
move bitch ain room for u on the pavement 
i ain talkin shit  less u got my payment
they all thinkin it but they won’t say shit
but omg u movin up can i get yo autograph
back as a jit i was sleepin in that math class
what i love most abt that bitch is dat fat ass

ties to the underworld w/ fcxkjxh

(prod. robin_cause)
art by my friend @emofs-869113733 :)
💜🐼

you'll find someone to look after you..
and I know it hurts
and I know it's my fault

but don't forget all the good that I did for (your heaaart yea) youuuu

it's cool, don't get too comfortable
don't think that it's alright
for you to go and loose controlll

my thoughts,
my thoughts I think of you..
you're what just keeps me through

the things I usually do ooo
I'm sitting round in my roooom
^w^

don't think too hard about it boo

I know it hurts

apxthy doesn't care

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<3

retribution /w reddwinterr

apxthy.