this track was not made by me, all credits go to the amazing band north folk

North Folk - Picking Patterns

You Can Learn A Lot From A Pair Of Black Lungs...

All Mouth, No Matter

missing the untitled track from Long Live Nothing and the exact release date is unknown

Discography (Unofficial)

Lazarus Plot - Something Good Has Got To Come Out Of All These Goodbyes

Bedhed - Sickbreaker Vol.1 - 01 Not Alright

Comme du papier

bulletsbetweentongues - Severance (feat. Since My Beloved)

Foreknown/In Remembrance Of Me - Split CD
(2003)

Foreknown - Not Long Forgotten

With Blood Comes Beauty - It Never Rains In Vegas

even when im present in the moment i cant hold onto a single thought or form the words to tell you what im thinking of
i could sit for hours just to listen to the silence 
i could paint a pretty picture if my hands could find the things to say
tight between my fingers i will hold the pen as i begin to write with it i still cant seem to pick my hand back up
make all of the scribbles into letters in the process 
i figure when im finished i will tkae the book and rip the page out

put the words back in my mouth
youre talking through me again
and i listen you think that i wouldnt by now
time can be awfully convincing 
i swear one day i will learn how to keep a door shut when its closed
ive been closer to contradicting all my doubt 

keeping up is hard to do when there is only two of you inside this room that you have stumbled yourself into
want another word to say or anything to go the way that i had planned i understand its out of my control
confidence and honesty in things that you have said to me to trust a thing that i repeat would be a big mistake
make believe to lie again relying on the evidence and evidently i have not prepared for this or figured it out

put the words back in my mouth
youre talking through me again
and i listen you think that i wouldnt by now
time can be awfully convincing 
i swear one day i will learn how to keep a door shut when its closed
ive been closer to contradicting all my doubt 



all my doubt reprise

youre my hope and my joy my relief

you stop my heart from being swollen

cuz youre my 4 leaf clover my dead leaf 

seeing you out in the open

these people they dont understand
but me? im not one to give a damn



and these people havent gotten a clue why i believe you are the only celestial id come in contact 

you and i in the sky like a pack of swans in the light

(kiss on your bad sores) 
(have a smoke on the back porch)

Swan Song For The Altar (Four Leaf Clover)

Lost Northern Star. Live performance

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