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ericdoa - Discontinued! (snippet)

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

doin all the blow and heroin, till the my end begins
cant feel my face, cant feel my face
ive been doin so good, tryin to replace my sins
cant feel face, i cant feel my
seein in the distance wit no issue
crying to myself that i know i miss you
fight this life to find wats mine no i
pray to god to find whats right at night
just wanna see you fall down
idgaf if you dont care anymore
i live my life in shambles
i like u sorry to ramble
on (x2)
my brain is to gone

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

wakeup

Produced by sai

// lyrics

What it, what it, what it was, what it is, what you on bout, oh, I'm breaking in
It's like you don't want me to let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I wont need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

say it with ur heart [p. sai]

stroke that shit (sts)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

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Lyrics:
(Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart)
(Baby don't let me go)
(Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart)
(Baby don't let me go)

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Say the truth
Tell me how you hate it
I'll just do what you do
Just say it
Cuz all my life I've been trying and waiting
Baby I
I've been tryna say it

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Tearing Me Apart

Tearing Me Apart (prod. Black Rose)

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