it hurts for real. 😪💔

idk how i should feel like
im feeling sad it doesn’t feel right 
im cutting ties how does it feels now? 
im saying bye i gotta leave now 
i think it is gonna turn2pain
i can’t find a way to stop the rain 
in the end it was it all in vain 
i don’t think that i will feel the same 

i don’t even need your love , yeah 
i can’t trust u knew it from the start , yeah
i can’t sleep when u step on my mind , yeah 
you told me so many lies  , yeah
don’t even know what to say
but i know that i don’t wanna stay 
was it love or lust i cannot tell 
wish you well / i wish u go to hell 
I don’t think that I can heal from this
I see it in my mind , in my dreams 
I see it when I die , when I live 
I see it when I’m high , when I drink

from today.

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