i have lost the urge to run
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/taurs


i said today was different 
she asked how can you tell 
don’t feel, it don’t feel significant 
drink up white Zinfandel 

yeah the progress can be slow 
enough to make you wanna quit 
there’s feelings i don’t even know 
and that’s not easy to admit 
i cannot cry i’m stuck inside a second world 
i’ve lost the urge to run
said i gotta give it one more try before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i won’t try, try try try 
won’t say i won’t lie not one more try  


my needs and your wants yeah they always collide 
i can’t help it we can’t help it that we always try
takes two weeks to make a bad habit yeah
always knew, yeah i told you this was happenin
take another sip then back to work got shit to do 
i’m in my hut ran outta luck I’m in the slums with u 
who can i trust i’m lookin left you’re always lookin right 
at me with those eyes i might just fall right to my demise 

yeah the progress can be slow 
enough to make you wanna quit 
there’s feelings i don’t even know 
and that’s not easy to admit 
i cannot cry i’m stuck inside a second world 
i’ve lost the urge to run
said i gotta give it one more try before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i’m done 
done done done done done 
before i say i won’t try, try try try 
won’t say i won’t lie not one more try

lost the urge to run (jolst x taurs)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

HATE. (prod. kubsy)

Check Out the Producer:
Youtube: www.youtube.com/@branwenbeats
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Cover art by BVD CXRTEX:
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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@bvdcxrtex

Lyrics
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Is this real
When I'm dreaming are you there
I can feel
Something that tells me that I care
But I can change and so can you
Broken hearts can become two
And I can tell I'm pushing out my room
But it's for the best I swear

I never knew the guilt would get this hard
Tryna play it right but I only got so many notes on this guitar
Strumming in the dark
When I'm looking up at least I'm seeing stars
Need to quit it I've been playing with your heart
'Cause if it don't work out then I'll go back to getting fucked up, popping bars
It could be a start
Or it could be another part
I never knew the guilt would get this hard
I'm tryna play it right but I only got so many notes on this guitar
Fingers are raw
I'm just tryna make something nice for when I'm gone

I barely know the meaning
Am I dreaming
Baby are you leaving me
I would get right down on my knees
If it meant that you were mine to keep
I've been stopping but it's fleeting
This feeling always been deceiving me
Is this the feeling of being free
Or is there more that I can't see
I've been wondering if I'm too young
To ask these questions
Learning my lesson by falling in line
Am I just destined to march into time if I'm all outta time
I've been wondering if I'm too young
To fall in love
And make it work for all of our lives
Don't it seem daunting that we'd be together 'till the day we die

I never knew the guilt would get this hard
Tryna play it right but I only got so many notes on this guitar
Strumming in the dark
When I'm looking up at least I'm seeing stars
Need to quit it I've been playing with your heart
'Cause if it don't work out then I'll go back to getting fucked up, popping bars
It could be a start
Or it could be another part
I never knew the guilt would get this hard
I'm tryna play it right but I only got so many notes on this guitar
Fingers are raw
I'm just tryna make something nice for when I'm gone

Guilt

Guilt [Prod. Branwen]

check out unknxwn: 
https://on.soundcloud.com/sNAaJ

Lyrics

Hatred is stated 
My mind stay sedated
This life is a matrix dont know if ill make it 
I see the truth now all I see is black

Wish I didnt come here cause I cant go back 
I cant love you too many emotions I lack
Bottled up im a reckless emotional shack 
They wont care till im dead and I know that's a fact 

Sad find a beat rhyme some words thats a rap
Why do my feelings not fucking exist? 
Except for the few that make me break my fist
Breaking my door that im too poor to fix 

Being the reason my mother is pissed 
Not really caring about any school
Im out all the time looking like a damn fool
I know where im wrong but im too fucking sick 

To care about all of the effects of this shit 
Im what I hate 
I am my toxin 
Keep taking serve it wont help out my coughing

Only will help to put me in a coffin 
But wait im too broke I might as well burn 
Im going to hell anyways what ive learned 
God doesnt love me and he never did 

I stopped trying to meet when he did what he did 
Took away something from me that meant 
A whole different life complete opposite
A whole nother story that wasnt so shit 

I sound like im crying and I cant control it 
Cause all of my music is my true emotions 
When I say I want to be dead I do
When I set a gun against my head it was true 

But I didnt pull it I guess im a fraud 
Im sorry for all of the pain that ive caused
Im sorry im sad and im sorry lost 
Im sorry my words always come with a cost 

Im sorry for being the way that I am 
Spending my last couple dollars on grams 
When I wake up it just starts all again 
I put myself in the maze that im in 

unknxwn- Toxin.

unknxwn. - Ash

unknxwn. - ash. (prod. Flamingo Bill)

bleed (prod. wissery)

been having a rough time so i made this, hope u enjoy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

sayin that she miss me, baby i aint comin home
sleepin in my car, trynna hide from the cold
left my home town, i left everyone that i knew
hope they understand it was what i had to do

oooooohhhhh
what i had to doooooooooo
its what i had to do

am i livin a lie, or am i livin a dream
do i love my life, well thats what it seems
i hate myself, thats the reality
hurtin everyone, everyone is a casualty 

stuck in my chaos, im playing the victim
told so many lies i dont what the truth is
im not a good person, im not a good human
hate my fucking mind, why not just shoot it?

hope she doesnt hate me for leaving her all alone
i been on my own so i know how it feels
maybe in another universe weve done well
but im not a profit so who really knows

baby i love you but i dont think im good for anyone that ive ever met
i go thru a mania for a week n when i snap out of it i look at the mess i made

maybe in another universe (i dont have to look at the mess ive made)

Bonus Track :)
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
you can take my heart n cut it into peices
dont matter how much it hurts ill still be feinding
feinding for your love, its what i be needing
you dont even care if im dead or if im breathing 

stuck wit you like i got stockholmed
n i love your icy heart cuz it reminds me of home
id prolly fuck with you more if you broke my bones
if that girl do me dirt put that girl in a song

[verse]
shorty give me brain like lobotomy
leavin marks on my neck, im her property
lovin how she looks up on top of me
when i look in her eyes i see the galaxy

she came in my life n i think that i need it
talkin to her it was what i been needing
layin with her in my room in the evening
dyin with you, i dont think ill be leaving

[chorus]
you can take my heart n cut it into peices
dont matter how much it hurts ill still be feinding
feinding for your love, its what i be needing
you dont even care if im dead or if im breathing

stuck wit you like i got stockholmed
n i love your icy heart cuz it reminds me of home
id prolly fuck with you more if you broke my bones
if that girl do me dirt put that girl in a song

HATE. (prod. kubsy)

Archive: detmer, garrett (unknxwn.)