deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me?
Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly
I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on
No love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that
But it ain't my problem

All of yours I can't solve 'em
Numbers in my phone I don't call 'em
All of my emotions, I wall 'еm
If it break, I'mma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gavе her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time that I opened up or tried
I'd cut out my eyes just to never see the light
I can't hide inside forever

I'm not ken, I'M FUCKING DETMER

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

no one. (prod. kubsy)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

nonchalant. (prod. tennis player)

soil. (prod. taylorj)

eeyorish. (prod. erlax)

drown. (prod. kubsy)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

Lyrics

Went to Hell but I got colder
Got the Devil on my shoulder
All I ever wanted was to be older

Now I wish I never even got much older than 14
That's when I changed, lost my dream and found my pain
Prayed to God to try and change what I felt inside my veins

My dad died but he left me a sister
I don't know why God didn't let him kiss her
Even now sometimes, I look at her picture
God I really fucking wish that we could take a picture

You were rеally great and you taught me a lot
Man I seen you in a dream and it was nicе that we could talk
I won't ever let her not know how great you were
You were not my dad but I swear that you were

I remember when you sat me down
Said "Reizy, you cannot just keep on moping around"
Told me to let go, told me to forgive
And you let me know that it is what it is

If you out there somewhere, I want you to know
That my life went somewhere, did it on my own
I won't end up nowhere, I won't be a clone
And again I thank you for all of the things that you have shown

To me, to my mother
I believe you were like no other
I'm on this side, you is on the other
We still go see where yo body covered

Hope I can see you again
You were one of my best friends
I remember when we played
Your life brought mine so much change

I wrote this to let you know I let all of that pain go
I moved on and learned to grow
You'll always be in our souls

a message. (prod. krush)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

Why do I cry? Why am I sad? Why do I lie?
Why is my head fighting against me all over again?
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

I'll never get back the way that I was
Full of hope, full of love, but do I give a fuck about anything else other than myself? Anything else other than my Hell?
That I'm gone deal with all by myself
I only heal when I'm by myself
Making these songs, screaming what's wrong
I don't feel right if I'm not feeling wrong

I'm always right, I ain't ever been wrong
This is my life so is shit really wrong?
If I don't think so? If I don't say?
I fucking can't go no other way, except for the way that I want
I don't care if I'm not getting to where everybody else got
Fuck all that sheep shit, bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit, I'm only truthing

Fuck all that sheep shit, bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit, I'm only truthing

Why do I cry? Why am I sad? Why do I lie?
Why is my head fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

Don't wanna talk, leave me alone
Bitch I am detmer, I'm not unknxwn

Scent on my sweatshirt, weeping alone
Can I forget her? I do not know
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
All that I know is that I'm gonna feel
Like this for the rest of my life till I'm still

Is anything real?
Is everything fake?
Are we all a piece
Of a stupid ass game?
I'm searching for peace
But I keep finding pain

Don't know what I need
How am I gonna change?
I know if I leave, I won't come back the same

I know if I leave, I won't come back the same

why? (prod. saint mike)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

Lyrics

Stuck in my room
Bumping my songs
I wanna blow my brains out

Why the fuck you asking what's wrong?
You cannot make me okay now

You wanna talk
I wanna load my gun
Take all the pain out

Fuck is the sun?
Not waking up at dawn
Wanna be done now

Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna... wait I'm really gonna fucking leave now

I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today

Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I always will not be enough

What did I do?
Am I wrong?
I fucking suck I know it

Life is a game
I'm gonna lose
I had a chance and blowed it

I cannot change
Stuck in my ways
I do not like who I see

Don't wanna glow
I wanna fade
I do not think you like me

Sorry about what I did
Sorry about who I am
Sorry for what I will do
You won't hear from me again

All my pain I fucking hid
Coming from inside of me
Fighting with myself to live
The way I think is right for me

I just hit 100K, I might be a 19D
Sad as fuck like everyday
Cause I don't know who I should be

Broken in like every way
I don't want you to fix me
All I need right now today
Is just you here beside me

Stuck in my room
Bumping my songs
I wanna blow my brains out

Why the fuck you asking what's wrong?
You cannot make me okay now

You wanna talk
I wanna load my gun
Take all the pain out

Fuck is the sun?
Not waking up at dawn
Wanna be done now

Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna... wait I'm really gonna fucking leave now

I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today

Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I will always not be enough

IWBMBO. (prod. saint mike)

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)


Lyrics

Tried to fall in love
Tried to make it right
Tried to hold on
Tried to save a life

But the shit's too much and it's not my problem
You the only person in your life that can solve 'em

I am not what you need to be okay
And if I am that's a sign that you're not okay
I am only here for me, this is my life
So I'm sorry if I made you have a bad mind

And I'm sorry that I can't commit to you
And I'm sorry if I was a bitch to you
But it is what it is, this a speed bump
Shit it is what it is, I don't need love

Fuck a bitch by my side I don't need that
Everything was all a lie and I see that
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see black
Every single time she cried, I would feed that

Put my heart up on a rocket, sent it to the moon
Leaving us was not an option but it was to you
Now I'm stuck with the pain that you gave to me
Now I'm fucked, can't change, ain't no saving me

I be stuck in this room all day
Do me wrong forever and I'll love you always
I ain't got no better cause I'm still thinking bout you
Feeling love don't feel right if it's not you

Tried to fall in love
Tried to make it right
Tried to hold on
Tried to save a life

But the shit's too much and it's not problem
You the only person in your life that can solve 'em

I am not what you need to be okay
And if I am that's a sign that you're not okay
I am only here for me, this is my life
So I'm sorry if I made you have a bad mind

i tried. (prod. kubsy)

75526. (prod. fantom)

intro. (prod. tundrabeats)

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i love u, Ken

no one. (prod. kubsy)

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