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Lyrics

Embodiment of envy, I don't think nobody feel me
I just need a fucking friend, ain't got nobody here with me
Ex just hit me up while I'm tryna move on
Yeah that shit messin me up, who's the girl I really want?

Is it you? Is it her? I don't really fucking know
I ain't ever really sure about where the fuck to go
Need to find a fucking cure for the shit that I can't cope
So cold, hear me brr, I been stuck inside the snow

Depressed but I'm lit like coldhart
Life ain't really it, this so hard
Way I'm making music feel like mozart
If life is a play I want no part

Cause I don't like my soul, I don't like my thoughts
I'm so tired of these hoes, they always treat me wrong
I can't wait till I can go to a place where I'm not lost
Cigarettes what I'm gone smoke till the day that I drop

Till the day that I drop my life gone fucking suck
Cause I keep having thoughts, that make me feel fucked up
I just can't fucking stop, I guess I ain't had enough
Am I worth it? I'm not, I think that I'm out of luck

envy. | Produced by cryberstarr

Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

curse.

slumber.

Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

All I ever wanted was a friend
I won't ever want that shit again
Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?

All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that shit again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even fucking call me

God I sent you prayers, can you answer?
Why was our blessing cursed with cancer?
All I ever needed was a father
You just made that need feel even farther

Don't know where I am, did I get lost here?
You don't wanna know what kinda thoughts live here
I don't like the energy I got here
I'm tired of fighting, wanna stop right here

All I ever wanted was a friend
I won't ever want that shit again
Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?

All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that shit again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even fucking call me

all i ever wanted.

Lyrics

Broke my heart, ran away
Scream I hate you but my feelings don't match what I say
Make my art from my pain
It's a paradox, wanna let it go, but can't
Where she went I can't go, I know that I'm always gonna end up on my own
Tried love, fell apart, I think that there's something evil growing in my heart
Tried to stop it, I can't stop it, my heart's hardened, out of options
I know I should let you go, if your heart get involved don't let her know
Feel like 2019, give me back my soul
But it's 2024, I ain't a kid no more

i say i hate you but my feelings don't match what i say.

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?
Lies is all I know, Cry is what I don't do any fucking more
I did that enough when you left me in the cold

Oh, God can you please help me?
This isn't a song, this is me asking for help please
Don't ask me why I'm hurting
I know why I am but I don't want you to desert me

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

I don't even wanna try anymore
Really wish I would of died on that floor
I took way too many pills, couldn't get high anymore
I ain't wanna be alive, hope? I ain't have anymore

I can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Baby, why'd you ever go?

this isn't a song, this is me asking for help.

Just experimenting, lmk what y’all like to hear

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Archive: unknxwn.

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