wrote this song abt being burned out and procrastinated the music track for a month- idk if it's good but I tried 🥲👍

lyrics:

 [Verse One]

I shouldn’t overwork myself
I’m trying way too hard
I only ever hurt myself
But maybe that’s a start

[Verse Two]

I’ll put my feelings on the shelf
My ribcage is to guard
The bloodied battered pulp itself
That you would call my heart

[Pre-Chorus]

Let me tear paper apart
Dark ink in red from the heart
It’s getting harder every day
Won’t you just leave me to die?
Each word coated in a lie
Every second passing by, so

[Chorus]

Tell me who I am
Am I more than just my plan?
If I live promise I can’t
Fall apart



[Verse Three]

I couldn’t ever learn I guess
A twisted work of art
The words I write are meaningless
It’s tearing me apart

[Verse Four]

Ask me if I can read myself
I’m reeling yet again
Can’t realize if I need some help
If friends are really friends

[Pre-Chorus]

I have torn paper apart
This ink can’t brighten my heart
I’m sick of trying not to stray
I’ll rot, so why should I try?
Don’t even bid me goodbye
I’m left waiting to decay, again

[Chorus]

Tell me who I am
Am I more than just my plan?
If I live promise I can’t
Fall apart

[Bridge]

I can’t take this anymore
Close my eyes and heal my core
Can’t help falling to the floor
I can’t save myself from the storm

[Chorus]

So
Tell me who I am
Aren’t I more than just my plan?
If I live promise that I’ll
Fall apart

[Chorus]

Tell me who I am
If I’m more than just my plan
I won’t live so take my hand
As I rot

wham- lyrics :,)

ROT (ft. Mai) - SynthV Original by Err0r-P

જ⁀➴♡  ୨ৎ updated 10/31/25 𝜚
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⣷⠛⣿⣿⠀⢘⣏⣾⠀⠀⣾⣳⣦⢤⣇⣾⡿⣛⣷⠿⢽⡅⠀⠀⢉⣴⣸⣾⣿⣧⠀⢸⢟⣿⠃⣾⡝⣭⡾⢑⣞⣛⣻⣃⣽⣱⠋⢸⣇⣨⡇⣸⢸⡆⠀⣴⣿⣭⡎⣸⢿⡇
⡿⠀⣿⣏⠀⣸⢶⠇⠀⢸⣯⡙⢞⣿⣽⣿⠉⠹⣟⣏⣚⡗⣸⠧⣼⠀⣿⣳⢟⡿⢱⣟⣰⡏⠠⣟⣋⣻⡃⢼⡻⣯⡉⣻⣷⡇⢸⡽⡯⣿⢿⡿⣳⡇⢰⣏⢴⡿⢀⡟⢿⡇
⡗⠀⣿⡿⢂⡟⡿⠀⠀⠹⣾⡴⠟⠀⢹⣿⣅⡀⣻⣾⣿⠿⠋⣤⡟⠀⣙⣷⣛⣵⣿⣿⣿⣇⣀⣿⡿⢯⢿⣀⢙⣻⣿⡛⢟⢷⣀⣉⣛⣺⣿⣻⣟⣼⣽⡜⣞⣡⢘⣯⣿⡇
⡇⠀⣿⣅⣸⢯⡇⠀⢀⡀⠀⣀⣤⡶⠋⠀⣈⢹⠏⠁⣐⣦⣾⠟⢡⠞⠁⣨⡽⢻⣫⣷⢍⡉⢯⢿⣢⣤⣴⠟⠉⠀⣂⡾⢿⣗⠩⣻⣋⣗⣹⣵⡽⠛⠿⠽⢳⡛⢛⡶⢻⡇
⡇⠀⣿⣫⡿⣾⠀⢀⡿⢿⢻⣯⣵⣠⣴⣟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣞⢽⣷⡄⠀⠈⣧⣿⣿⣿⣶⠄⢉⠏⢩⠈⢿⣿⣿⣦⣬⠌⣿⣿⢞⣽⠫⢉⡿⣿⣿⡏⠀⢸⠀⢸⡅⣩⣁⢸⡇
⡇⠀⠀⢰⢷⡇⠀⣾⣧⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⣿⣿⣿⠛⢿⡟⣾⢲⣦⣿⣯⣻⠹⠎⣳⣜⠀⣼⣧⣄⠀⡭⣝⠛⠙⠓⠒⠚⠓⠛⠛⠛⢿⡿⢧⣤⣼⣧⡞⣧⣏⣯⣼⡇
⠀⢀⣠⢟⡈⣘⣦⠿⠃⠻⣿⣥⣿⣿⣿⣿⣻⢹⣧⣧⣯⢠⢎⣧⠸⣇⢿⢿⣿⣶⡄⡾⢾⡮⢦⠤⣝⢿⣿⣷⣤⣤⣀⣠⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡟⢉⣤⠉⢻⣉⣉⡉⢹⡇
⡀⣾⢹⡋⠉⠁⢀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⢱⢃⣿⢸⢹⠇⠘⡞⢹⡀⢹⡜⡏⢿⢞⡞⢻⡘⣟⣾⡶⣿⣮⣾⣿⢿⣷⣿⣿⣿⢿⣻⡛⠒⠀⢀⢙⣒⣾⡿⠀⣼⠀⣼⠁⡾⡇
⡇⠳⣬⡙⡟⠛⢟⢭⣣⣾⣿⣟⣽⡟⢠⡾⢸⣸⠸⢘⢠⠀⡇⠀⠇⠘⢿⢹⡘⡌⠞⡄⠳⣌⣳⣿⣾⡽⠣⠻⠚⣻⣿⠟⣁⡄⡏⠟⣦⣙⣿⠟⡵⠋⣠⢞⡁⢰⠇⢸⠃⡇
⠁⠀⠈⢉⠍⢉⣩⣽⣷⣿⣿⣿⡟⠀⠀⡇⠸⢹⠀⣸⣸⠀⠁⠀⠂⠀⠘⠆⢣⠘⡄⠘⣄⡘⣿⣿⣿⣶⣄⣒⣀⣽⣷⣪⣾⣻⣇⣾⣿⠟⠁⢸⣃⣀⣉⣉⣹⣾⣀⣾⠀⡇
⠀⠀⠸⣿⠚⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠛⠛⡷⠀⠀⣿⠀⢸⠀⢇⢇⠀⡄⠀⠀⢸⡐⡄⠈⢇⠸⡄⡘⢾⡼⢛⣭⣾⣿⣻⣿⠋⠉⠻⢿⣯⣾⠟⠉⠀⠀⠀⣼⠏⢀⣤⠀⢀⣈⠉⡇⡇
⡆⠀⠀⠿⠸⢿⢯⡿⠿⢿⡇⠐⠻⣼⡀⢿⡄⢸⡄⣿⣸⠀⡇⠐⣄⠀⡇⠹⡄⠈⠀⣹⠞⠋⠁⢼⣻⡿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⣠⡾⠛⠁⠀⠀⣀⣴⣾⣿⠀⢸⠒⠀⠒⢻⠀⣷⡇
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⠀⠀⠀⢸⣷⣯⡝⣯⣟⣹⣋⢻⣆⣀⣤⡴⣴⠂⠈⣿⣿⡟⢱⣿⣿⣻⡿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠈⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⢻⣿⣽⣿⣡⡟⠀⠘⠛⠋⠙⠛⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠀⠈⣯⡓⢚⡷⠷⣾⣾⣿⣚⣿⡟⠺⠟⣠⣿⡿⣿⣿⡛⠻⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠲⢄⠀⠀⠀⢘⣿⣿⣿⠻⣦⠙⠛⠁⠀⠛⢻⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠀⣾⠏⢷⣼⣿⣼⣾⣳⣿⣷⣿⣻⣭⣮⡥⢉⣙⠿⣿⣷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⠂⠀⠀⠀⢀⡿⡵⡟⣞⠛⠀⠛⠃⠀⠛⠛⣿⡇
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⠀⠀⠀⢠⠖⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣬⠽⠿⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣦⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠋⠟⣿⢱⣿⢙⠾⡟⠋⡽⢶⣤⣿⣿⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠰⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⢋⡴⠒⠒⣆⠙⣟⢿⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠓⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⣆⠏⠀⡇⠀⠛⠋⢁⣠⣽⣿⡇
⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡾⢡⡞⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⢹⣌⠑⠦⣄⠀⠉⠛⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠑⠯⠀⢰⡇⠀⣶⣛⣉⣁⣸⣿⡇
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⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢐⣞⡽⡛⠉⠙⣖⡁⠘⢀⣸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡠⢪⡇⢰⡟⠛⣿⠋⢻⣳⣿⡇
⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣐⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠲⢤⣸⣝⠀⠁⠀⠀⠐⣌⡝⠲⢯⣓⠂⠠⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠖⠋⠀⢸⡃⡼⠀⣸⠋⢷⠀⢳⣸⡇
⣇⠐⠒⠦⠴⠖⢋⣍⡍⠒⠒⠦⠤⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠒⠚⠉⠀⢽⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⣳⢇⠄⢢⠙⣧⠀⠈⢆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠃⢠⡏⠀⠘⣧⢀⣿⡇
⡿⢦⡄⠀⠀⠀⣷⣿⡋⣻⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⠘⡆⠀⡺⠥⠏⠀⠀⢠⡿⠀⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⡟⠛⡒⠛⠒⠛⣿⢹⡇
⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣾⣿⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠙⠀⠉⠉⠀⢀⡴⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠎⣠⣇⣤⣭⣭⠭⢤⣼⣼⡇
⡿⡟⠒⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣇⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡄⠻⣴⠀⠠⠶⠶⠶⣤⢿⡇
⡇⠹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡠⠠⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠀⠻⣌⠳⢶⢿⡻⣷⡞⠳⣼⡇
⡇⠀⠸⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢦⣀⣨⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡶⢶⣿⣾⣦⠀⠈⢶⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠈⣿⠋⢀⡼⠻⡇
⡇⠀⣄⠈⠳⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠿⠉⠀⠀⣀⣹⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡀⠀⢀⡎⠀⢀⣀⣠⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣼⣧⡴⠋⠀⠀⡇
⡇⠀⠸⠛⠉⠉⠙⠲⢤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣍⠁⠀⠉⠉⣺⣵⡆⠳⣤⡞⠀⡀⣜⠮⣳⣧⠶⣆⠀⠀⠀⠸⣏⣀⡽⠃⠀⠀⠀⡇
⡇⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠓⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠲⣄⢀⣰⠏⠫⣧⣦⣬⡇⣶⢿⣿⣟⡧⣧⠀⠿⠋⣿⠤⠀⠀⠋⠀⢠⣀⠀⠀⡇
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⠀⠈⠳⢄⣀⠀⡀⠠⢤⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣯⠁⠀⠐⡿⠄⣀⠿⡳⢞⡊⢙⠁⣘⠷⡶⠚⠁⢠⣻⠿⣲⠷⠿⠿⣷⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣽⢟⣿⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⣶⠞⠉⣷⢺⣮⣯⢷⡯⠀⠀⣿⠇⠈⢳⣴⡄⠀⢘⡇⡇
⢣⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⠈⠛⠛⠛⠿⣿⣻⣦⣄⣄⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠏⡰⠁⠀⠀⢠⠞⠉⣯⡓⠒⠸⠞⠃⠙⠘⠃⠢⠀⠙⣧⡀⣬⣛⣧⢀⣼⢳⠇
⠀⠓⠤⣀⣴⣟⣿⣯⣠⣄⣀⣼⣷⣋⣉⣙⣓⣿⣁⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣞⣁⣉⣀⣀⣀⣀⣸⣀⡀⣈⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⡀⣀⣀⣀⣈⣛⣛⣛⣛⡻⠕⠃⠀

I like making vocaloid songs >:3

I'm also making a webcomic

also other random crap lolz

they/he ? my gender is weird as heck yall

feel free to message me! (I have no life :,))