I would love to be in and abusive relationship right now

Lyrics finally make sense after i just got out of an abusive relationship, shit hits hard

hyperpop type shit

Produced by @johnnyfriend

MXD by @1thxmas + @iluvtora + @ullbefine

+/ @1thxmas + @ullbefine

Lyrics:

iiiiii swear i gave you everything
and i wanted all the shit back
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwu
just tell me why you falling out of love :(((
iiiii can just tell that i'm never enough!!
xDDDDDDxDDDD
and i wanted all the shit back!
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwuuuu
just tell me why you falling out of looooovexD
i can just tell that i'm never enough :((

close the door cuz i don't wanna talk 2 u !!
n all the shit u said , man i hope it's true
& i finally think that i'm over uuuu
but i always end up right bacc in the same room :/

and u lead me on but ig im outta luck xd
but now we're there again ye we're both feeling stuuuuuckkk
but i guess i never was enoughhhh:(

iiiiii swear i gave you everything
and i wanted all the shit back
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwu
just tell me why you falling out of love :(((
iiiii can just tell that i'm never enough!!
xDDDDDDxDDDD
and i wanted all the shit back!
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwuuuu
just tell me why you falling out of looooovexD
i can just tell that i'm never enough :((

im never enough
but thats okay with me
aslong as i know that ill be alright
with u by my side

added me on sc
u know that i dont add back
u can try and call me but ull probably get a text back

am i still a mess? check (im a fucking mess)

iiiiii swear i gave you everything
and i wanted all the shit back
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwu
just tell me why you falling out of love :(((
iiiii can just tell that i'm never enough!!
xDDDDDDxDDDD
and i wanted all the shit back!
i still have ur stuff right in my plushie backpack uwuuuu
just tell me why you falling out of looooovexD
i can just tell that i'm never enough :((

++N1GHTC0R33++!!

Spotify

plushie backpack +/ thxmas + april ++ johnnyfriend

SugarCrash!

SugarCrash! (feat. Kim Petras & Curtis Waters)

ElyOtto - SUGAR CRASH (slowed)

150lated: @150lated
2k6: @prodby2k6

PULLUP2MYSHOW! </3
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(emo fruits)

i dont mind 
u can go and hide away
i'll make her mine
i know we can find a way
i'll make the time
baby get me high today
i love the lights
lookin for a brighter place
like whoa 
whoa
pull up to my show 
oh
cant let this one go

and every night i wanna take her home
and every night i really feel alone
shawty kiss me 
yeah i feel the cold
open up my eyes and now she gone


(150lated)

PULL UP TO THE MY SHOW 
SHOW 
FLYTRAP GOT THE BLOW 
BLOW 
READY SYSTEMS GO 
GO 
I CANT LET THIS GO
GO 
SHE IN THE CROWD I KNOW 
KNOWWWW
KNOW 
KNOW KNOWWW

SHAWTY ONLY WANT ME 
W THE LIGHTS OFF 
TOLD HER I COULD NEVER BE 
WHAT SHE WANT 
IM ON STAGE CRAZY 
I CANT CALL 
YOU KNOW IM BALLIN 
I GOT K’s IN MY WALLET 
IF U WANT IT U GOT IT 
PASS THAT BITCH OFF LIKE STOCKTON

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<3

-emo fruits aka young kakeru

PULLUP2MYSHOW! W/ 150LATED (2K6)

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

act like it’s a problem i have female friends why
all you do is talk to all my friends and it’s alright
for my own sake this has to end bye
if we take a break bet you'll fuck my friend no surprise

doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch
doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch

why are you changing my outlook on love
constantly talking bout guys that you fucked
leaving me hanging here i’ve had enough
losing my friends cuz they’re girls bitch it’s rough

you never go days without taking offense
i never do nothing it doesn’t make sense
you truly control me you cannot defend
you truly control me you shouldn’t pretend

and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not

why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

control [prod. fendi444]

FOLLOW US 

citrate: @areizaga
TR3: @cursedones

SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC

LXXIV, TR3, & citrate - Defeat

prod. triplesixdelete (@triplesixdelete)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

slits on your fucking face cuz you are my slut
smoke this cig but it’s fucking laced got it from the mud
bitch get rid of your love it’s fake please just let me fuck
got a dick on my fucking blade boutta get it stuck

black shirt says wrath bitch put a shell in that bitch
shotty in your class bitch i’m boutta off a fat bitch

and then i fucking shot her that f4gg0t just got slaughtered
and now i put the shotty in my mouth just like my father

sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

SACRIFICE [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

prod.johnnyfriend
some goofy shit i wanted to make please enjoy :)

FOLLOW CITRATE
https://flow.page/citrate

(intro) lxxiv
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste
push the needle in my veins
i think im addicted all i needed was a taste

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

(verse) citrate
i dont wanna do this anymore i need some help
tried out medication and it made me feel like hell
put those useless fucking pills right back onto my shelf
hit up lx for some shit that might make me feel well
put the needle in the slits, that i cut into my arm
feeling manic, start to panic, and then i self harm
"what the fuck you got me on" he said "its black tar"
 throwing up im feeling dizzy and im seeing stars

(Hook) lxxiv
i just hit my plug told him "i dont wanna care again"
plug hit me back said that "i might need some heroin"
i dont do the hard stuff, but i might try it for once
grab the silver spoon, now i think im lighting it up
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste
im addicted to you, yeah im addicted you 
i put the needle in my veins all i needed was a taste, yeah 
(im addicted to you, yeah im addicted to you)

heroin ft. citrate

idgaf [prod. copiya]

x-ray vision ft lxxiv + shisui prod chull

prod. kilolit
shoutout @gabedoesntsleep for the mix

lyrics:
why you gotta make me feel like i'm the fucking victim when you fuck me to the rhythm of the music that you play

i just messed up now i'm in her fucking system and i'm thinking i have symptoms of panic and i can't take this strain

i don't know where ima go
no one gives a shit about me
might as well become a hoe
going on a fucking spree

how many times do i gotta tell your bitch ass i do not care
slice up your tummy you looking so funny backshots while i pull your hair
i literally don't give a single fuck about you i don't care
your fucking life is so unfair

i don't really care whatever
ima make her give me head but hers is severed
leave her in my freezer she can stay there forever
i don't even see her but we're better together

when i cuddle you my whole room smells like vomit
months of decomposing i can see inside your sockets
i'm like little peep fucking on a goth bitch
you're a fucking faggot you should come out of the closet

why you gotta make me feel like i'm the fucking victim when you fuck me to the rhythm of the music that you play

i just messed up now i'm in her fucking system and i'm thinking i have symptoms of panic and i can't take this strain

i don't know where ima go
no one gives a shit about me
might as well become a hoe
going on a fucking spree

hoe [prod. kilolit]

prod. ???

FOLLOW THE GANG
@11kxtamine
@areizaga

LXXIV - THROUGH DIMENSIONS (FT. CITRATE & KXTAMINE)

prod skotskr

FOLLOW CITRATE
https://flow.page/citrate

[lxxiv]
another pill, another bottle/
crack a seal, and my brothers follow/
they staring at the fit i feel like imma model/
bitch, step into my world this shit like sleepy hollow/
yeah way too much medication my head is gone/
another line to the nose it makes me feel paranoid/
yeah they come to me, wanna talk but ive been annoyed/
you cant blame me cause all my feelings have been destroyed/

he aint hard, just a drag queen/
talk alot of shit but he aint mean/
aint getting far, gotta say cheese/ 
first time he see the blick yeah i bet he freeze up/
black nail wrapped around the trigger/
this white boy boutta catch a body, go tell god im sinnin/
imma have his brother dying, crying right there with him/
leave em DEAD DEAD GUARANTEE NO ONE WILL MISS EM/

[citrate]
i pull the glock out put it to his face and that motherfuckers like OMG/
i dont care how many times i gotta say it bitch you such a fraud/
dropping a xan in slurpee, omg im boutta fucking noddddd/
caught that boy lacking and i left him screaming thats why you dont fw my squad/

bitch im goin retarded, bitch i feel just like im hypestar/
getting rich off ccs, bitch i run a fuckin swipe farm/
i dont put no effort in life, im not a tryhard/
got these bitches mad obsessed i swear to got theyre diehards/

SPOTIFY

drag queen w/ citrate

listen to the original "problems" from "the darkest thoughts" EP here: https://shorturl.at/kD4PL

FOLLOW US
@adam-vanscoyk
@areizaga
@crowlyyy

lxxiv - problems (remix) ft. citrate & crowlyyy [prod. whitecxffin]

prod. mutru
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics: 
she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

why you toxic why you act like i got time
bitch you lost it but you do not even matter
why you toxic why attack my fucking mind
bitch you lost it but i’m used to being shattered


i’m so fucking done bitch there’s blood all on my hands color red is dousing on my pants
i’m not having fun bitch i’m stuck inside a trance all my friends are drowning in my rants

talking like this i don’t think you care though
you know i’m pissed outlook is so narrow
it’s a crisis that you can’t repair no
take a minus out my life prepare hoe

fuck outta my life fuck outta my sight don’t want you no
not making it right by taking my light girl that’s so low x2

she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

hate [prod. mutru]

WELCOME 2 SAINT WRLD!
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･
PROD/MIX/MAST: @trechorboy
FEATURING: @erisucult

YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
they call me shaye saint
steady stackin up heavy lately
the underground screen queen
hit up macy’s
kiki always by my side, she my A team
its a daydream
wire therapy 
drip drop drip
in the washroom
skin tape 
what i sip
u better bet believe im up in this bitch
and when ur eyes locked in its an acid trip

elastic spastic fantastic 
im boolin by myself
although im covered in plastic, im manic and need help
i fade away 
in the day
till the night time
is when the wire therapy will make it alright
im in my own world
kiki my homegirl
she know what’s up & never talks back
+saint wrld!
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ERISU DELPHINE:
she calls me shaye st.
i told that bitch 2 do the “HAND THING “ 
lil kiki broke her wrists on my balmainZ 
BEST believe u bust IT DOWN 
GIMMIE me “THAT GOOD BRAIN” 
LET THE BL00D RAI-i-N-N-N-N!! 
wire therapy 
i drIP drop drip 
in the washroom 
SKIN TAPE ON MY LIPS 
you know me & trech up in dis bitch 
and if UR JAWS BROKEN KITTY CANDY YOU’LL MISS ;((
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YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
i call her shaye saint!
cuz they say
she so moves godly!
street walking 
you’ll be stopping for selfies!
kiki hovering around in my driveway!
like its broadway !

wire therapy

wire therapy (feat. Erisu)

My second account go listen to my main!

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/pknUw

control [prod. fendi444]

citrate

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