nothing like listening to music while surrounded by bombs blowing buildings up

prod. bughvvl (@bughvvl)

lyrics:
why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake x4

man i feel so trapped emotionless surroundings feel so fake
i don’t even know if i’m asleep or i’m awake
to be fucking honest when asleep i feel alive
when awake i stop and wonder how am i alive yeah how am i alive

existential questions always fucking with my mind
i just want my family to feel like they are mine
i’m not suicidal but i’m scared to be alive

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
all my senses nulled it feels like i just died

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
this is getting old and i might not survive

hope there’s hope for me
i cannot do this 
hope there’s hope for me
help me get through this x2

why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake

depersonalization [prod. bughvvl]

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

done with the bullshit i always deal with i just wanna hang myself and end this fucking pain

try to feel okay but people steal it i can’t wait to off you f4gg0ts you’re the ones to blame

take my knife and write symbols on my fucking face
and i love it when my cuts are fucking vertical

take your lives i can’t wait to go inside this place
im about to shoot this bitch up like it’s terminal

stabbed in the back to get rid of me
i just always laugh at the fact that you pity me
even though we had what we had you got rid of me
i just wanna stab fucking stab it’d be pretty neat

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

prod. mutru
mixed by me

lyrics:
first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

what the fuck do i do, should i end my fucking life
you’re a cunt and i’m through bitch i’ll stab you with a knife
should i run should i hide should i fuck myself or something
all the love i gave to you i know that it meant nothing

hang out with your friends like all the fucking time as if i did not just fuck them
look at em and say my name into their fucking eyes i bet you can tell i fucked them

first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

cunt [prod. mutru]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

wtf [prod. copiya]

prod. plucksunset
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics soon.

torture [prod. plucksunset]

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1)
prod. triplesixdelete
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

SLUT (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION) [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

lovely [prod. yungwraith]

u already know the usual bio, "lyrics soon" but i never add them.
prod. mud & doublefour
mixed by lxxiv

leave me alone [prod. doublefour & mud]

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CONDO

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

depersonalization [prod. bughvvl]

citrate

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