I cant help it i keep coming back its so good

amv visual video for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORfFABBNerI
@mch6
@areizaga
@sanperseus
@srfak

yea right... ⚰️⬅️ w/ citrate & MCH6 [prod. sanperseus & $ANFAK]

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

prod. triplesixdelete (@triplesixdelete)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

slits on your fucking face cuz you are my slut
smoke this cig but it’s fucking laced got it from the mud
bitch get rid of your love it’s fake please just let me fuck
got a dick on my fucking blade boutta get it stuck

black shirt says wrath bitch put a shell in that bitch
shotty in your class bitch i’m boutta off a fat bitch

and then i fucking shot her that f4gg0t just got slaughtered
and now i put the shotty in my mouth just like my father

sacrifice myself to a god that doesn’t like me
mixing up my fucking pills i’m not dead what the fuck
if he’s even real cuz at this point it is unlikely
nobody can help me so i guess i’m out of luck
suicidal bitches all around me and it’s likely 
bitches try to rape me yeah they always tryna fuck
that i’ll end up wifing one we’ll cut ourselves precisely
fuck you whores quit stalking me cuz i don’t give a fuck

SACRIFICE [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
fuck all this ima jump off the cliff n ill land in the dirt
gas in the lanterns they throw at my feet and there watchin me burn
dance around bullets they marked for my death n im watchin them curve
i just wanna laugh at these ppl they funny they never gone learn
what
ten miles up catch a 4 issa problem
i aint giving up gotta put me inna coffin
stone cold heart ion know when i lost it\
what
gotta hunnid thoughts in my mind i cant stop it
hide from everything i can hear when they walkin
he a lil bitch i can hear when he talkin
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
devil money how im walkin in 
take some for me for your skin
keep my drugs im trafficking
say my name im asking nice
one shot dead 2 paradise
take my ice im wasting life
sew my eyes like caroline
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain

CORALINE 🧟🧟 [amyotrophy]

a song about being a manipulative piece of shit.
don't be like this please.

meatballdog84 [prod. staysilentix]

i hate music .. The world is a Fuck !

mixed by @1myojin

skimmers [prod. ogswin] (vnxbys mixx)

mixed by purpoll [@purpoll]

lyrics:
[citrate]
mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

virus clogging up inside my head and
i miss stopping right by you don’t let in
bias blocking polite times you shedded
crisis stalking me right as i’m bedded

dead at night 
nightmares where i’m headed
full of fright
they just stay indebted
cuz i’m nice
all my life i’ve dreaded areicide 

i’ve been out here tryna cop a piece yah
if you run up boy you’ll rest in peace yah
got that shit illegal fuck a lease yah
acab fuck all the police yah

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

MENTE MALA [PROD. FENDI444]

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

pain [prod. mutru & st. napster]

prod. mutru
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics: 
she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

why you toxic why you act like i got time
bitch you lost it but you do not even matter
why you toxic why attack my fucking mind
bitch you lost it but i’m used to being shattered


i’m so fucking done bitch there’s blood all on my hands color red is dousing on my pants
i’m not having fun bitch i’m stuck inside a trance all my friends are drowning in my rants

talking like this i don’t think you care though
you know i’m pissed outlook is so narrow
it’s a crisis that you can’t repair no
take a minus out my life prepare hoe

fuck outta my life fuck outta my sight don’t want you no
not making it right by taking my light girl that’s so low x2

she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

hate [prod. mutru]

prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:
[citrate]
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

slit my wrist 7 times for you
so i don’t have to feel the pain
try to face what you put me through
but it all always ends the same

i don’t want more friends all they do is lie
keep my circle closed you’ll get no reply
everyone can see it although you’ll deny
you’re a slut you’ll never change my fucking mind

i just ride around and i smoke in the alley
i cry up in the mound sitting close to the valley
inside it makes me drown bro there’s so much to tally
it’s fine i’m leaving town though i’ll roam out in cali

bitch i’m boutta leave all these fuckers up in the past
always getting played with bitch i’m never turning back
didn’t wanna hear about the dudes up in your past
now you out here fucking one who stabbed me in the back

bitch you’re bout as stupid as your friends you bitches crazy
so much bullshit that it’s all hazy
didn’t wanna do it but you made me
cannot count the times you have betrayed me

i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

pain [prod. mutru & st. napster]

citrate

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