ayo citrate idk who made this beat but someone else took it

art by @vvfangsvv on insta

lyrics:
suicidal thoughts inside my brain bitch
pierce my fucking mental with a bullet from my stainless
i just wanna leave i’ll run away from all the fakes bitch
slice my body slowly i don’t want it to be painless

bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die
bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die

i’m a fucking pussy cuz i never tried out suicide
please don’t ever fuck with me i’ll have you faggots crucified
ima cut your hand off but i guess i’ll let you choose a side
pull up with a shotty ima shoot if you don’t move aside

*satanic curses*

death inside my head
death inside my mind
i don't have a reason but i think it all the time
i don't wanna kill myself i wanna be alive
actually i'm scared as hell i really wanna die

i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away
i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away

russian roulette with my bitch ima kill myself on purpose that way you live
been suicidal since six why the fuck do you think that i have fucks to give

*satanic curses*

MENTAL ILLNESS

mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
i don’t wanna live cuz you make me wanna die bitch
you don’t give a shit i just want some fuckin silence
fuck i think somebody saw me cuz i hear some sirens
did this hoe just call me mommy she think i’m a dyke bitch

eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions your bitch in my house
eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions my dick in your mouth

yeah i’m in your head whore
i know you’re pissed that my bitch gives me head more
why you insist on consisting those meds for
i see you’re sick of existing you dead whore

let’s not fucking talk about it cuz i know you hate me
pull up with a .357 and you know that bitch is not on safety
all these bitches want my clout and they just wanna rape me
fuck it i don’t wanna go to heaven i just wanna go to hell please satan take me

doctors cannot tell me what is wrong with me
feel like i just won the illness lottery
doctors cannot tell me what is wrong with me
feel like i just won the illness lottery

i don't wanna fucking live i just wanna fucking die pussy
you a fucking bitch you can get hit by my knife pussy
i don't wanna go bitch i would rather die pussy
you look fucking homeless do you wanna die pussy

i don't wanna live i just wanna go hang myself
these fucking thoughts inside my head are everything but well
i got a mac11 on my motherfucking shelf
and if you talking down i'll send you faggots down to hell

i don’t wanna live cuz you make me wanna die bitch
you don’t give a shit i just want some fuckin silence
fuck i think somebody saw me cuz i hear some sirens
did this hoe just call me mommy she think i’m a dyke bitch

eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions your bitch in my house
eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions my dick in your mouth

INTESTINES

featuring fangs (@vvfangsvv)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics:
(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

can we cut ourselves with a fucking knife cuz it’ll make us less anxious to take our lives
only time will tell when my mom will find our bloody corpses on the floor when she arrives

stick my knife in your pussy it looks just like you’re on your period
blood pressure dropping and i can see that you’re delirious
cut my mouth open i wanna fuck you why so serious
putting ropes around our necks it was a great experience

hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

(fangs)
everytime i see you i just get the urge to fuck you 
we belong together till forever and i want to 
kill ourselves and end it all 
911 will get the call 
but they were just to fucking late 
our souls will now just dissipate 

and my will to live keeps getting thinner 
while we are finally pulling the trigger 
we both go to hell cause we both know we’re sinners 
but if you die first i will eat you for dinner

(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

hell (feat. fangs) [prod. triplesixdelete]

wtf [prod. copiya]

mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
lyrics eventually

swag [prod. allirt]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

20 [prod. plucksunset & lilrahnera]

cutter [prod. triplesixdelete]

a song about being a manipulative piece of shit.
don't be like this please.

meatballdog84 [prod. staysilentix]

lovely [prod. yungwraith]

prod. pukechamber (@tsujii900)
i dont feel like typing out all the lyrics atm but i may do it later <3

wtf [prod. copiya]

citrate

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