https://soundcloud.com/prodmelik

drop my body to the floor
ku takkan hidup lama
cause everytime i want some more
kau bakar ku bagai neraka, sudah lelah ku hidup di dunia 

i gotta remember what happened to me last time
world war 3, yea its dark. i cant even go outside
everything is a cycle yea i feel that in my heart
shoot me in my head, yea shoot it like a dart 

wont try wont try, i wont try so hard
one try on try, and i fell so hard
percaya tak percaya, semua kan sama saja
kau tak perlu percaya, cukup rasakan saja 

losin in the game with your own heart, its hard
i cant even trust the people that i trust
cause it feels so fast, its fast
and i cant even stop


Timecycle (prod.melik)

Siomaygo ft. Om Jem - How ?

✨lyrics✨

*hook*

oh baby u said to me i love u
sorry sorry can't be with u
ur not my type can't be with u
sorry sorry can't be with u
ur not my type can't be with u
sorry sorry can't be with u
ur not my type can't be with u
sorry sorry can't be with u

*verse*

ahh u thought that i gonna love u too
oh baby wtf is wrong with u
sudah jelas aku tak mau 
coba pikir lagi apa salah mu
sudah ulang kali engkau begitu
terulang kembali itu salah mu
terulang kembali itu salah mu

*verse 2*

kamu ku pinta untuk berubah
tapi terluang lagi kisah yang sama
aku tak mau aku tak bisa
aku sendiri aku tak apa
soal cinta aku sudah biasa
banyak wanita menunggu disana 
sorry sorry kau bukan yang utama
sorry sorry kau bukan yang utama
sorry sorry kau bukan yang utama
sorry sorry kau bukan yang utama
sorry sorry kau bukan yang utama

*back hook*


sorry

morisuffer

glory 2 (freestyle)

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Performed by AREUDIE
Mixed & Mastered by AREUDIE
Produced by zMardyzBeats

Lyrics:

Hancurkan diri
Di tanganku sendiri
Aku tak kuat lagi
Tak ada yang mengerti

Karena setiap kali aku mulai bercerita
Bisik di telingaku bilang "mereka tertawa"
Bila ku akhiri hidup, sengsara di neraka
Dan bila ku tetap hidup, serasa di neraka

Andai ku ga jatuh cinta, yeah, 5 tahun lalu
Buat apa sejuta kata, karena semua udah berlalu
Kota palu, namamu 'kan ku kenang selalu
Ku takkan lagi membiru, uangku berputar selalu

Tahun baru
Lembaran baru
Kau dan aku
Kini tak lagi satu

Lupakan saja semua yang kemarin
Dan biarkan kita jadi asing
Karena ku ga mau lagi ambil pusing
Tinggal delete contact, yeah, aku ghosting, oh, aku ghosting

Tunggu, aku ganti flo-o-ow
Spittin' fire, yeah, like komodo-o-o
I'ma switch, huh, bagai nintendo-o-o
She's a bitch, hoe, emang sasimo-o-o

Na-nadaku bahagia, tapi hidupku tidak
Luarku ceria, tapi semua tak seperti yang kau lihat
Ku sudah mencoba, aku sudah lelah
Ujungnya sama saja, yeah, tak ada yang berubah

Asylum

how tf u wanna ballin
ure not even workin
i bet u can do nothing
talk too much bro stop cappin

who tf is you
who tf is blain
you talkin on my name
bro u such a lame

gw ama lu kita beda level
talkin bout me ure not even closer
dissin rag berarti game over
u got what? stop actin like a killer

imma bag chaser u clout chaser
diamonds what ure not a flexer
my brother mike doin better 
finish ur study and diss me later

yuh

ahahaha
who tf is you bruh
ion even know u bruh
like suddenly u diss me
and talkin on my name
shut yo ass up bruh
stop actin like ure big star
you a bitch boy

stop sayin n word in ur song bruh
youre not even black
and stop actin like ure livin in the streer
lu uang aja masi minta ortu lu
mending lu sekolah yg pinter
trus kerja nah baru flexin tuh
bitch ass

who tf is you? (prod.ceaser2k)

[Lyric]
How you doin'?
How about you?
Its a lotta new thing,hope you- hop you doing good
I dont need your love, baby i dont want you
i got money i got cash , how about you?
Too much liquor stomach hurt
Too high man i leave the earth
Love less, more lust
Tell that bi*tch to get the fck out, cuz she just make it worst

Remember when i was a kid im playing nintendo
Dont give a fck if i lose,cuz i got a lotta plan bro
Hop in and i ride, i just trynna make a go
Gotta getting guap, bitch*es know i got the Mo-tion
Used to cryin and shi behind that damn door
Got a different emotion ,im still on the same soul
now i be the coolest that bitch like "Hi Nor!"
im running to that thing yea im chasing high score

"Hi Nor" "High Score"
"Hi Nor" "High Score"
"Hi Nor" "High Score"
"Hi Nor" "High Score"

High Score (Prod. normi)

Note:

"Kau terus menipu, tapi, ku tetap candu"

I'm just.. crying out for help but now I've realized that no one will come to save me, so I have to save myself and I think.. saving myself from myself is a job.

 It's funny because I used to hope that a girl could make me stop this bad habit, and it's funny when I imagine heartbreak becoming an addiction that changes my life and dropped me into the abyss.

This is not something to be proud of, having addiction and mental health problems isn't even cool, I'm just letting you know, guys.

Don't waste your time falling in love at a young age, I don't want anyone to end up like me, don't expect too much from anyone, only hope in God.

Thank you for reading by the way, stay clean.
#1717

"PMO" Lyrics:

[Intro]
(Dari layar Handphone ku tau dirimu, aah)
(Let's call it "P-M-O")
(Bitch, let me flow)
(Aah, aah)

[Chorus]
Kau pergi, lalu menghilang
10 menit kau buatku melayang
Dopamine yang s'lalu mereka berikan
Ke otak, ku semakin tinggi dari awan

Tolong adiksi bawaku pergi
Tempatku bukanlah disini
Karena ku tau sampai akhir nanti
Ujungnya ku 'kan tetap berakhir sendiri

[Verse]
Sudah 5 tahun aku dibelenggu
Bayangan yang terus datang mengganggu
Lelah, sudah lelah aku menunggu
Tak tau arah mana yang harus kutuju

Kepalaku penuh asap, kabut
Mata merah, berkaca dan juga kabur
Pudar memori, hati pun ikut tertutup
I'm sorry Momma, disini ku coba jujur

Begitu berat, begitu berat
Lepaskan sakit, nafasku mulai sesak
Peluk tubuhku erat, pelukku erat
Saat jiwa yang tersesat mulai sekarat

Dari layar Handphone ku tau dirimu
Kau terus menipu, tapi, ku tetap candu
Let's call it "P-M-O", bitch, let me flow
I just wanna let y'all know about me 5 years ago

[Bridge]
I sell all my clothes, I ain't sell my soul
I fuck with all these hoes and play them like a toy
I be riding all these whore then ride them like a horse
Girl, you were just a decoy, so I can make my songs

[Chorus]
Kau pergi, lalu menghilang
10 menit kau buatku melayang
Dopamine yang s'lalu mereka berikan
Ke otak, ku semakin tinggi dari awan

Tolong adiksi bawaku pergi
Tempatku bukanlah disini
Karena ku tau sampai akhir nanti
Ujungnya ku 'kan tetap berakhir sendiri

[Outro]
(Tolo~ong)
(Toloo~oong)
(Tolooo~ooong)
(Help me, help me)

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Performed by AREUDIE
Written by AREUDIE
Mixed & Mastered by AREUDIE
Cover Art by AREUDIE
Produced by loverboy x alsbeatz x jkei

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Lagu "PMO" tampaknya memiliki makna yang sangat mendalam dan emosional, menggambarkan perjuangan pribadi melawan adiksi yang seringkali tidak terlihat di permukaan. PMO, yang sering merujuk pada singkatan dari Porn, Masturbation, dan Orgasm, menjadi simbol dari siklus ketergantungan yang sulit diatasi. Dalam konteks ini, liriknya memberikan gambaran tentang konflik batin, rasa bersalah, serta dampak negatif pada kesehatan mental dan emosional seseorang.

Ketergantungan pada Rangsangan Eksternal:
Menggambarkan bagaimana seseorang mencari pelarian melalui aktivitas yang sifatnya sementara, tetapi justru memperburuk kondisi mental dan emosional dalam jangka panjang.

Perasaan Kesepian dan Isolasi:
Adiksi semacam ini sering kali membawa penderita pada keterasingan dari dunia luar, memperparah rasa hampa dan terjebak dalam lingkaran kebiasaan destruktif.

Penyesalan dan Kelelahan Emosional:
Ada pengakuan jujur tentang kerugian yang diakibatkan oleh perilaku ini, baik dalam hubungan sosial maupun kehidupan pribadi.

Lagu seperti ini tidak hanya menyuarakan pengalaman personal, tetapi juga bisa menjadi bentuk edukasi atau kesadaran bagi banyak orang yang mungkin menghadapi masalah serupa. Perjalanan dari keputusasaan menuju harapan adalah tema universal yang relevan bagi siapa saja.



ARDICTIONS

PMO (NarkoLeMa) [Prod. loverboy x alsbeatz x jkei]

4. POST-TRAUMATIC ENIGMA

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AREUDIE is an Artist from Palu, Central Sulawesi, Indonesia. AREUDIE performed the lyrics of an Emo-Rap themed song with a melodic sound, Inspired and influenced by Juice WRLD. AREUDIE started recording cover songs and started composing his own songs in March 2022.

The first song was titled “Malam” which was produced by Indonesian producer, sadface and American producer 5head, Make sure you follow AREUDIE at @areudieofc.

Asylum

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