"What is your name?"
"My name is Mimi!"
"Really? My name is Mimi, too!"
"Oh, wow! Nice to meet you. Come over here—look, look!"
"Huh? What is this?"
"Did you see that viral video?"
"Um... which one?"
"It’s absolutely gruesome—spine-chilling! Let's watch it together."
"Sorry, but I'll pass."
"Please!"
"No way! No way! I said no!"

I saw a picture of her face
it's an internet grave
where she passed away

Yeah, what are you running from?
is it that you are afraid of my gun?
all of the faces were maimed
blood dripping down in a bracelet of shame
cold as the air in Alaska
hunt you down, eat you, you ever been asked of
the body's of girls that no one's ever seen the last of?

I saw a video of a little girl
access to everyone all over in the world
I saw a video, body in a tub
get out your camera, time to love, love,  love  

Take your picture, and go to sleep,
Bacardi bottles, nicotine,
catch a case and take your leave
put you're homegirl in a live leak

spit up vomit on your sneakers 
bloodied socks, I leave you
curled up in the bleachers
body bags, fluoxetine, and reapers
keep her body in the dumpster for you to find
and publicize
make her famous, wanna be her
star on the rise
on the internet you can meet her
suicide on her mind
you wanna see her all the time
got her cutter cutting deeper
all the angel's up in heaven are boutta meet her

I SAW A VIDEO OF A LITTLE GIRL </3

“a mess” is a heartbreak record centered around emotional paralysis—the feeling of being stuck after a relationship ends, unable to move forward but unable to let go.

The song builds on the idea of self-destruction turning into creative fuel, where pain isn’t just something you feel, but something you turn into expression. The core of the track lives in the line: “Thought your love was a remedy now it’s a poison in my veins / Dancing in the heartbreak making art out of pain.” That moment captures everything—the shift from healing to damage, and the choice to create something out of it anyway.

It sits in that space between falling apart and pushing forward, where every thought loops, every memory lingers, and you’re left trying to rebuild yourself while still feeling broken.

A Mess

“October” is a dark melodic track about falling back into something you know will hurt you—but not being able to stop.

Built around the feeling of emotional relapse, the song captures that late-night spiral where thoughts repeat and pain feels familiar. Lines like “I’ve been falling right here tonight, pain that’s in my mind” reflect that internal loop, while “and she gon’ fuck me over and it’s October” ties the emotion to a moment in time—cold, distant, and inevitable.

At its core, the track lives in contradiction. Wanting someone close, but knowing they’re not good for you. Pushing them away, but still hoping they stay.

It’s not love…
it’s a cycle you can’t break.


October

Don't Feel That Anymore (prod. Flower, 5head)

“my will” is an emo-rap track about being stuck between wanting love and feeling too broken to accept it.

Built around a melancholic acoustic loop, the song explores emotional conflict and dependency, where reassurance is needed but never fully received. The core idea lives in the tension of the chorus: “Can you tell me that you love me / Instead of you just falling for me,” capturing the difference between real connection and surface-level feelings.

Throughout the track, there’s a constant feeling of drowning—mentally, emotionally, and internally—where pain feels permanent and clarity never fully comes. It’s not just about a one-sided relationship, but about being in a place where even love can’t fix what’s already broken.

It’s the sound of needing someone…
but not knowing how to let them in.

My Will

“wasteland” is a short-form emo rap track built around emotional exhaustion—where the only way to cope with a broken relationship is to numb what’s left.

The song opens with its core truth immediately: “You can move on from me, you can move on from everything / I don’t want no motherfucking pain.” It’s direct, vulnerable, and sets the tone within seconds—this isn’t about fixing anything anymore, it’s about surviving it.

With a dark, looping synth and strained upper-register vocals, the track captures a sense of desperation before the verse even begins. The repetition of drugs as a coping mechanism isn’t glorified—it feels like the only thing keeping the narrator from collapsing under everything he’s holding in.

“wasteland” sits in the aftermath—
where feelings are drained, clarity is gone,
and all that’s left is trying not to feel anything at all.


wasteland

СОЦИОФОБИЯ 2 (prod. xenshel)

Мечта (Dream)

“so cold” 🖤

This one came from the heart. If you like my sound, consider liking the song, commenting, and following me on Soundcloud! 🙏💙

Prod: SkellyBeatz 
mix/master: Love$ickYouth

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16yo neurodivergent rapper and songwriter with a passion for all things music and audio related 🔥💯

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dumpin the old files before the new world.
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18 year old musician from Connecticut. Multi-instrumentalist who is constantly making music and finding my way around Logic Pro.

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