If I Die

If I Die (feat. Julia Alexa)

you couldn't love me back

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/cloudwatching-feat-powfu-2

Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)
just woke up to a text that said
"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"
i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"
"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"
she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"
i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"
she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"
then my heart started beating faster
i started sweating, im such a disaster
talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"
so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars
you said "i wonder how they got so far?"
now you got me wondering the same thing
how'd they get so bright?
thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh
i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want
is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?
so much better than my dreams with you here
i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year
you made of alchohol, cause im falling
and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et
follow the clouds until they departure
move farther, i see the starting line with you there

Cloudwatching

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Cloudwatching Ft. Powfu

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

missing u when the lights go out...

Credits:
Written by: Thomas Reid, Bijou
Produced by: Bijou, cøzybøy
Mixed by: cøzybøy

Discover Thomas Reid:
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic

Lyrics:
so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

lately i been anxious
still haven’t sleep yet
i’m missin’ you when the lights go out

hard for me to focus
my heart’s like a fortress
and everybody tryna break it down

but i’ll
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

wishin’ i could take you
all these different places
but there’s a lotta bad shit that goes down

i know that you could take it
you’d shine in the darkness
nothing else to say but i miss u now

and i
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

miles from nowhere

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Feat: @powfu
Feat: @indii-g

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/5DKRTAhiaqg3QynSI5Aq9W?si=S92kCLIvT6GfYBXg3DCJNw

https://genius.com/Sadgods-separate-from-you-feat-powfu-and-indii-g-lyrics

Spotify

Separate From You (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

run too far

Everyone in the rotation (in order) ~ 
~@lukexi
~@neronoir
~@adriangarza33

Lyrics: 

Hook (2x) (Lukexi)
-----------------------------
Knock knock on my hotel door
I don't even know what she want me for, girl
I'm over you, I'm sober now
I'm feelin fine, when you're not around

Verse 1 (Neronoir)
---------------------------
knock knock at my hotel door
I don't really know what you want me for
You didn't see when I was on the floor
Waiting for you just to call my phone
You think that I'm gonna come back, don't you understand?
That you don't even have the upper-hand
I still remember when you left for another man
Tryna come back, 
the f*ck is that?
So knock knock on my hotel door (hotel door)
And I still see that you're ringin my phone
Wish that you could see that i wanna be alone
I don't want your love no more, no more
Yeah I'm over you, and I'm sober now
Can't you see, my heart's colder now
Can't you see that it's over now
We're done for, we're done for

Bridge (Neronoir & 𝘓𝘶𝘬𝘦𝘹𝘪)
----------------------------------------------
Yeah I'm over you, and I'm sober now
Can't you see, my heart's colder now
Can't you see that it's over now
We're done for, we're done for
𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳, 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭
𝘐'𝘮 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘐'𝘮 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥

Hook (2x) (Lukexi)
-----------------------------
Knock knock on my hotel door
I don't even know what she want me for, girl
I'm over you, I'm sober now
I'm feelin fine, when you're not around

Verse 2 (Adrian Garza)
-----------------------------------
Knock knock on my hotel door, baby
Only coming 'round when I can give you what you're askin for
Lot to take, and none to give
What a shame, the way you live
Why you wanna take advantage of my love?
When before you said I never did enough for you
But what changed? Circumstances
And I'm not taken any chances
Look in- look in my eyes
I been tryna tell you I'm a really nice guy, feel like
A long time, I could love you right, but you
Passed me up for some other guys, and
All I'm saying baby is you passed up and opportunity
Actin nice today but yesterday, girl you were rude to me
Now I'm thinking baby, really lately, who are you to me?
You to meeee, yeah!

I'm Over You w/ Raspy

produced by @skinnyatlas
Artwork ig @misplacednotlost
Mixed & mastered by @skinnyatlas

good on my own (prod. skinny atlas)

featuring @ilovejomie
produced by @hievanbeats

it doesn’t make sense 
i’m so fucking anxious
like all the time
i’m getting upset
and i’m making a mess
i want to die

i’m really gonna go insane
i guess i’ll never know what’s on my brain
but it’s getting crazy up there 
give me something to distract myself
cause i’m really gonna go insane

Someone put pads 
On my walls again
Strapped me strap down 
Straight to the sofa bed 
Told me that things fina
Be alright 
don’t really get it 
Till I have the matress
You probably wake up 
To bitch 
N bend 
Im wakin up 
for another expense 
People they wanna pretend 
But me I’ll be blunt 
This life I wanna don’t extend  

Don’t help me 
Unless got a noose     
Got so many personalities 
It’s hard for me to choose 
To be real I blame society
There’s way too many rules 
Judgin me in everything I do

la da da da 
la da da da
la da da da da (x4)

anxious (feat. jomie & naveih)

do i really?
message me for beats or to ask questions at 
matthiasproducer@gmail.com
credits: @sadboyprolific @entrebandhad @powfu

I'm Over You w/ Raspy

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