Singer/song writer : aaryaa
Co producer : Koupa
Video : Wewonvideo

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Nine-year-old Noah has a mental illness: Dissociative Identity Disorder. He lives in a world that constantly shatters into pieces. One moment, he's sitting in math class; the next, he's standing in the school hallway with a teacher yelling at him. He doesn't remember what happened in between. The doctors say it's because of trauma. A year ago, his sisters—ten-year-old Elara and seven-year-old Mia—died in a house fire. Noah was the only survivor.

But the strangest part is the drawings. They appear everywhere: on the last page of his notebook, on a napkin in the cafeteria, on the floor, on the fogged-up window of the bus. It's always the same picture: a house engulfed in flames.

Noah knows he isn't the one drawing them. His hands tremble whenever he holds a pencil. He's beginning to realize that it's them. Elara and Mia. They're not gone. They live inside him, in the silence, and the only thing they do is draw their final day, over and over.

But there's a third person in there, too—Palmer, a strong boy who emerges whenever Noah is scared, hurt, or when someone tries to talk about the fire. Palmer tears up the sisters' drawings, screams at their parents, and protects Noah from the memories with the fury of a wild animal.

Noah is trapped between the silent grief of his sisters and the blind rage of his protector. To save himself, he needs to get them to talk to each other. But how can he do that, when some can only draw, and the other can only destroy?
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⚠️⚠️⚠️ Disclaimer 🔞🔞🔞
This project is an unfiltered look into the chaos of a mind trying to heal. It is intentionally challenging and emotionally intense.

As someone who lives with the daily reality of a mental health condition, I created this not as a spectacle, but as a bridge. A bridge between the silent world of trauma and the shared experience of art. The story of Noah is a fictional vessel for very real emotions.

Be advised: This is not background music. It demands your attention and may evoke strong feelings. It is not, and was never intended to be, a clinical portrayal of DID. It is a scream turned into a melody. Please engage with it responsibly.

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original lyrics:

Ain’t no fucked up ,ain’t no tired 
That’s 6 am n’ night is just started
Sum sky bright why my sunrise clouded
Any chance that lungs pulled as my abs, oh ….. god! [god] [god]
I never felt more prefect than when I’m open Newport pack…
I’m middle of the road [road] [road] [road]
 inside me something exploded, no scared, just sacred,
no worry, I know we’re supposed, it’s been muddy, [god-god-god-less] but I love it

Inside me five zones, five clones, five bitez 
Inside me five guyzzz
One missed peanuts other fin drugged 
Inside me five guyzzz (5 guys)
Oreo shake mix-in against Cajun sauced fries  
Inside me five guyzzz (5 guys)
Fifth is the mustard dog fillin-in s-class
How much ?! Five! Five! five! Five guys 
Five guys, five guys ? Inside me five guys

Ain’t no fucked up ,ain’t no tired 
That’s 6 am n’ night is just started
Something feels off like I’m skydiving 
Am I ok, what’s is ok, but feelin’ full charged 
How that all twisted isn’t it funny, I though I knew me, but who’s that buddy? [buddy] [buddy] [buddy]
Little hamburger, please… , large diet , I wanna 
keep it-it-it, but secret is giant 

Inside me five souls, five plans, five skulls  
Inside me five guyzzz
One missed peanuts other fin drugged 
Inside me five guyzzz (5 guys)
Oreo shake mix-in against Cajun sauced fries  
Inside me five guyzzz (5 guys)
Fifth is the mustard dog fillin-in s-class
How much ?! Five! Five! five! Five guys 
Five guys, five guys ? Inside me five guys