i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

@prodspxce
@1tezzu
@lo3rd

im messin u up now u all outa luck!

outa luck w/ tezzu x lo3rd (space)

@prodgreentop
@k4rson

lyricz:

[arid]
they only know me from my title
we goin crazy like a vine w goin viral!
always wanna pull me back jus like a rifle
i aint doin nuthin else im not entitled
yea u say u want me back u call me up again
yea i always feel attacked the way u comin in
yea im always runnin laps around inside my head
takin everythin i had and tear it into shreds

always wastin all my time
i was way too blind
flippin thru tha pages but i never found tha sign
always stay in tha center
i could never do better
im too sad but i let her
always loosin my temper but im gettin this baaaaag
everywhere i hide im always keepin a staaaaack
ye im always lost i never know where im aaaaat
dont know wher im goin never makin it back
yeah im always taking damage always under attack

[k4rson]
they only know me for my title
hit your vitals 
bring a bible 
going viral 
this is final
i'm entitled 
keep a rifle 
it's a cycle 

and i'm burning all my bridges 
she say can i get yor digits 
what i do is not your buisness 

she asked if i wanna hit it?
i said quit it 
know i had to get my bag and then i flip it

title w/ karson (greentop)

@angelicxmei
@quannnic
@k4rson

[arid]
i get the bag im poppin them tags
i dont got time dont know where you at
im causin a takedownnn
on track i cant find my way back
im just tryna get my racks
all my memories play back
the way u act is so wack
stab me in my back

i relapse in my mind its all ending
i cant go all my life keep pretending
and everytime u talk i always seem to fall
i wish every problem always felt this small

[angelicxmei]
inside im empty
yea im like doll

i cant see the ending
am i going to tore

u cant break my heart
yea its made of stone

tryna come back to u
cuz you're my home

and my heart cold
i need a sweater

i hate me 
i cant do better

and my hands are cold
i need u for a warm
and i trust more and more
im about to fell in love

[quannnic]
spent a rack on yojhi, dont judge me
what the fuck are you becoming
your so close but you cant touch me
cant hear you did you say something
bitch i turn you out
put my gun up to your mouth
talk to me i wont allow
bitch its you im fine without

ending w/ angelicxmei x quannnic (karson)

@moodyriley
@prodgreentop
@prodsoma

its so bad, everytime i talk u get mad

bad w/ moodyriley (greentop x soma)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

leave me aside w/ angelicxmei (diligence)

@memorie
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
i take it all back
always keep my soul tact
i let it all bleed out now its on the floor
never fall back
even though its like that
i dont wanna do it again dont try anymore
yeah i dont even know whats left in store
i dont wanna take it back u left me sore
yeah im gonna cover it all up for a reason
i dont wanna try and solve this feeling

try and solve this feeling
i swear all my problems fly to tha ceiling
and theres no going back no leaving
yeah and i feel like that its reaching the line
im tossing all of it aside
dont wanna find myself
i know its hell
i know it felt
yeah its always not the time

[memorie]
i take it all back
i take it all back 
i take it all back

(suuuuuki)

close the door again, they clone me like a sharingan
never hold me down for too long bitch i can handle it :P
but i cant handle this i cant give you another chance
shoulda seen this in advance i guess i’ll cancel my plans

you hold me so far down i cant breathe the air
and when you talk about me you think i cant hear but i can
so you’ll stay a fan

this feeling w/ memorie (inno)

shoutout @diligencexs fo dis BEAT

lyricz:
i know its alright
even though i lost sight
remember when u say everything that i cant take
and it wasnt bad at all i didnt think youd know why
everything would go down and end and not feel right

and not feel right
everything in near sight
goin up to the stars lookin far i see clear white
but in the dead night
i cant seem to steer right
im tryna feel fine
i just wanna rewind

and i dont wanna take it no more
everything goes down to the floor
and nothing was the same as before
and i know i cannot try to restore

restore (diligence)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

@1gash
@diligencexs
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
dont try to say ur faithful
i know uve been ungrateful 
to me and all ur friends
i always felt that it would never end
its breaking my heart
im going back to the start
im always counting the stars
i know u found every scar

im bleeding out
and i cant heal
im seeking out
for something real
just take it all from me
i dont wanna see
everything that u lost from me

[gash]
tell me dat im wrong 
tell me dat u werent lying
see da pain in my eyes i aint smilin 
(smilin) 
now im stucc smokin gas bitch im cryin
they all wna stab me in da bacc bitch im dyin
u said u gon find me
das a lie doe
walkin onna thin line issa tightrope
fuk u if u did me wrong u cnt do it right bro
we gon slide in da night wit dat sight go
they gon bleed out
im da 1 they need now
ion camp nigga im the type 2 seek out 
reach out
WLR just like freakout !
creep out
we b like sum wolves nd they sheep now
breathe in thats a sign that im still alive
fuk dat nigga i just rlly wna die
cn u save me ? tell me would u be mine ?!
om own path i cant walk a straight line

tell me w/ gash (diligence x inno)

@victxrw
@012207
@1wasterr

[arid]
u know im doin what i can
i know it wasnt planned
but everything's so real
u know im fallin wen u stand
spinnin round in my head
just give me time to heal

its not what i wanted
do u know the deal?
cuz im feeling haunted
ur taking me back
where we had started
i tried to reach out
but im not far yet

[victxrw]
i so feel hopeless
cuz im at my lowest...
i thought we knew this
tht im always useless
i need a distraction 
2 keep my mind at bay
when i see my vision blacken
i still say im okay :):

when im really not
nothing is enough
i need it 2 stop
im coughing up blood >_<
falling off the cliff
bones breaking brittle
ur 2 hard to love
ur just like a riddle

wanted w/ victxrw [me + baz + wasterr]

@avit69
@kyur0
@prodsoma
@zekzo099

lyrics:
i know its harder to see ignore the pain
i fall in place
i cant erase whats new
new to me
my hearts redeemed
i dont rlly think that i loved her
dont need one or another
too many lies to uncover
i dont need others
im losing color
i waited dawn just to fall to push u farther

just break me down
im out of reach too hard to save me now
i cross my heart i keep it safe and sound
i tried
im taking my time
i dont need a sign

dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another

another [avit + kyuro + soma + zekzo]

u make me break my bones
im feelin dead alone
i dont know where to go yeah
centerfold
u told me what i know
let it go
yeah i cant take u home
make it all pretend
i know that u wouldnt take it for a friend
and im always steady faded in the end
yeah i couldnt face it all the dread

now theres always nothing to leave in
nothing to reason
is it hard to have one person believe in me
i dont think i felt it deep beneath
havent been to hell yet i cant breathe
leave in
nothing to reason
is it hard to have one person believe in me
i dont think i felt it deep beneath
havent been to hell yet i cant breathe

wasnt worried bout u
i dont care what u do
dont want it at all
i wont wait for ur call

pretend prod clvr + novachance

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

@mental
@7ripp0
@deadat18

[arid]
yea i dont even know how long im taking
always said that it was fine i never faked it
yea i never understand what u say in ur tone
i cant even see right makin it home
i dont even feel right when im alone
u know what it feels like nothing to hold
just put my heart to rest
i alr know that u wont

[mental]
put my heart to rest
tell me that im dead already
and u never said
anything that makes me feel like i should go forget
put a stake into my heart
its not even in my chest
i dont really wanna go
not outside
im too scared dont know how to be alive
wake me up when im someone u can like
cause ill wait for u til the day i die
with u by my side

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

@prodsoma

put all my thoughts in a cauldron
idk whos arm youll be holding now
u said its right
its all been wrong
its been this way
for far too long
all wrapped up in my head
dont think you understand
everything left unsaid
dont think that ill forget
forget me now
yea u wont hear a sound
took everything even though im not allowed
pull all the strings till u see me turn around
only found a fear of u now
only wanna take it back
ik ur used to that
ik i feel so bad
oh
dont think that ill try again to tie these ends anymore
i cant even call u a friend my love has nowhere to pour

forget (soma)

@jacynyte
@avit69

[arid]
idk whats real when u fumble words
idk the deal when u call me first
i just need to stick and find my way
i dont think that things will ever change
cuz i never learn
tried to tell u once but u never turned
all i did to make it work
never meant to make u hurt

[jacy nyte]
And I'll say it first
Something feels off my minds a blur
A silhouette never felt so cursed (so cursed)
Now there's nothing that you could ever say
Just need to break out of all these chains
Feel my heart its getting worse
Just don't want the past to reoccur
It can't be helped I can't get a break
I'll keep getting sicker in my brain
Watch my senses wither away
If I knew you would stay
Would've never changed

words w/ jacy nyte (avit)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

@terastic
@negativecreeper

[arid]
yea i left my heart open needa lock it
left behind guess i was the target
tryna get to u but im not far yet
i dont think u see my scars yet
i dont wanna stay
only feel the pain
i feel locked in my brain
i dont need u girl i just needa find my way

[tera]
locked up inside my brain
i stay by myself do this shit my own way
said u wanna talk i tell u not today
its left in the past i think u should go away
tears falling on my t shirt
if i could js go back in the past yea i wouldnt wanna meet her
hittin my phone yea i think she need a beeper
drink too much ima sip a couple liters
ima tell her that its over
im not gonna be there if you need a shoulder to cry on
and i think u need some composure
gotta go away so i cant be the one u rely on

scars w tera prod tera + negative.creeper

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

@closr18

i know its hard to see the tears here on a black shirt
all ur words hurt like a fractured bone
treating me dumb like I didn't know the answer
wanted u to think I was the only one
in my life
threw it all behind just to see u cry
tried to look back it was me behind
look me in the eyes I cant even try
its not the same i was always broken
I don't feel the pain I got ibuprofen
tell me what to say all the words you've chosen
laying here like I haven't awoken
tried to run and leave me how?
ur words have the safest sound
grab my hand trust me like I figured it out
don't know the plan cant wait for it to turn all around

Ibuprofen (closr)

@jkjmetasco
@prodjayysoul

[arid]
u said u dont mind it
but tell me why im dying
ur words undividing
the feelings that I'm hiding
yea I wake up blinded
i know u dont mind it
look into ur eyes u know I'm tired of trying
was it enough to let me go tell me now cuz I don't like it
I feel it in my heart yea I feel it undeciding
everything we did was always something that u knew
I only want the real nothing that was blue

[jkjmetasco]
writing in my diary bout you
wait u want a bag, you get 2
blue money, blue car, blue heart
blue drugs when i’m down
put my blues in a song
i know why i hid from u
i know wat i did to u
cameras on, i ain’t in da mood
tell me why i’m dying to you
and u broke my heart, yea to the fullest
blacked out truck, yea, look like toothless 
bad mouth us, wait why u hate me
girl i pick you up, in a Mercedes

blue + jkjmetasco [jayysoul]

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

@k4rson

[arid]
it feels like everybody's leaving me
I don't know what u see in me
only scars and cuts
tried to reach out but its not enough
would u tell me if I was the only one
I was at the bottom when u fell down now I'm staring at my gun
yeah I'm done with everything
yeah I don't wanna even be enough

[karson]
tell me that you love me baby
text me please dont call me baby 
i dont wanna talk 
all you do is call me crazy
telling me to stop
you dont know how i feel like lately 
i told you once now im telling you again
i cut you off no i dont wanna be friends
girl youre blocked from my texts
i told you stop i dont wanna do this again

arid

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