victxrw - stayIntact4me (recyclebin & irby) #us

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

click click picture
prod https://soundcloud.com/3xogmel + https://soundcloud.com/ev333

ive been looking through the camera
show the best of you
you been burning on my retina
im an afterthought
i been trying not to mess it up
going after you
i been thinking that im better off
with a shattered heart
(x2)
 
(click click) thats a headshot, photograph
keep taking pictures cause i know thisll never last
you were the better half 
i didnt stand a chance
you were the one who stole the show, made me shatter fast
i look at my own reflection
no wonder shes never texted
i see what keeps me from getting
all of the love that i need
im in the dark keep me guessing
im never one for the lessons
cause i just keep on forgetting
how theyre applying to me
 
ive been looking through the camera
show the best of ya
you been burning on my retina
im an afterthought
i been trying not to mess it up
going after ya
i been thinking that im better off
with a shattered heart
(x2)

camera (3x/ev333)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

involved (metis x tonari)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

@mental

i don’t wanna see you leave
take my heart its yours to keep
just keep this between you and me
i’d give it all just stay with me
(x2)

i’ve been doing some thinking
maybe you’re the reason that its hard to breathe in
gave you all my love but you wont even see it
doesn’t matter what i say you’re probably leaving

girl i don’t really like it
i can try my best to fight it
don’t like my feelings so i hide it
stuck in my head and i’m so frightened
i’m so frightened by it

stay (mental)

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

(165)

i'll never change

prod by the best: https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu + https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
extension + additional production: me

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

im moving on to another girl
hey, hi, hello to another girl
im on the phone to another girl
its another world, for the better, girl
and i buy her the things that she wants, i dont care what the cost is
and i buy her the ring that she wants, i dont care when its loving
and i cry on my own, when i am alone
so i hide in the phone, i type in the code, i write in the notes

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

arid

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