prod @drillgaze

COVER ART BY @DATURASNIFFER ON INSTA

Lyrics:
Stay off this concoction 
Only thing that helps me breathe
I don’t need yur love baby
I need ketamine
I don’t wana talk if we’re not talking bout money
I don’t wana talk if we’re not talking bout money
But for the money I’m a psycho
Ain’t crazy how th way life goes
She don’t wana hold me close, no
But she want me to be safe tho 

It’s a long lonely road that I’m walking
I can feel my brain rot when yur talkin
I’m getting paranoid at night when I’m walking
Home alone I’m tweaking, R they lurkin n Stalkin??
I’m feeling trapped inside a cage
I been walkin thru a maze
It feels like it’s 30 days and  I’m still here
Pullin up to th block
They already know my name 
What I’m gona fucking cop, it’s the same shit


Dirty pills in my pocket but it never feels the same
Need to get higher, need to find a new way
Dirty pills in my pocket but never feels the same 
It feels like I live my life in a horror game

KETAMINE PROD. DRILLGAZE 🇮🇪💋

ROCKSTAR

(Instrumental By Fifty Grand) 

Dedicated To Ailime

Lyrics: 

Your touch is sacred 
Your touch feels sacred to me 
I can’t replace it 
I can’t replace what you’ve done  

I feel you Filling up our skies 
Surrounded by a million dragonflies 
Amidst a place we call our home 
Your gods have given you their Throne 

Your eyes are waiting 
Your are eyes are waiting for mine 
I feel them aching 
I feel them  wondering blind 

Our love has nothing left to fear 
It hurts to see you shed your Tears  
I’ll take it all for you my dear 
Don’t cry there’s nothing left to fear 
Reach out for you to take my hand^ 
Interlocked in a dream beyond the  gates 
Hold on until our shape decays 
And never let go of our tangled faith 

Your touch is sacred 
Your touch feels sacred to me 
I can’t replace it 
I can’t replace what you’ve done  
Your eyes are waiting 
Your are eyes are waiting for mine 
I feel them aching 
I feel them wondering blind

Dragónflies 
Gossip around us 
Following the  abstractions of our steps () 
Intertwine and woven into an everything painted with an image of a pure nothing 
Change is never ending 
Change is un sepreate from our being 
Change is what creates us 
Touch the big air 
Become it , even tho it never was . Leaves dancing , leaves dancing . Their ballads  are ever so inviting .. 
soft . 
Corres ever so slightly the calm surface of the waters that surround us 
Don’t drown in these waters , be cautious of the fragility of your wings 
Rest your tired wings on a heart shaped pedal 
You are safe beneath its shade . 
Now softly 
. You may rest . 
Rest to touch the air  agin 
   Fluttering ever so elusively . 

Thank you

Remedy For An Elusive Dragonfly.

"
lyrics ;
"
myh mentalle divydatione
my openingk iys sacredt
myh foone iys antichriste
a dog loves his lyfe
"
iym inside a cut where iy dont get appreciated
im wittar groupedt wit some dogs livingk simulation
iy listen but already kno wats for dem forsaken
iy hear cuz dey thought is openly statedt
"
maatrix maatrixe maatrixe
(maatriixe)
matrixe matrixe maatrixe
(maatriyixe)
maatrix maatrixe maatrixe
(maatriixe)
matrixe matrixe maatrixe
(maatriyixe)
"
pleause get myh dogs outte de matrix
pleause let myh dogs autt de maatrix
pleause let myh dogs out de matrix
pleause let myh dogs out de matrix
cant raise wat is already raisen
pleause let myh dogs out de matrix
pleauuse let myh dogs out de matrix
pleause let myh dogs out de maatriyxxee
(maatrixe)
"
iym inside a cut where iy dont get appreciated
im wittar groupedt wit some dogs livingk simulation
iy listen but already kno wats for dem forsaken
iy hear cuz dey thought is openly statedt
"
myh mentalle divydatione
my openingk iys sacredt
myh foone iys antichriste
a dog loves his lyfe
"

maatrixe (prod. cqsleep)

"
lyrics ;
"
(laceddog laceddog
delusionalmaine)
"
iy love wen u crawle on to meh wit yur pretty carcas
(iy love wen u crawle on to meh wit yur pretty carcas)
iy love to see ur ribcage makes me think of abortus
(iy love to see ur ribcage makes me think of abortus)
iy love it when myh nails caress ur soft smooth harness
(iy love it when my nails caress ur soft smooth harnesse)
iy love it when ur pelvis is extra sharpened
"
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy need myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex
(iy love it when ur pelvis is extra sharpened)
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex anorexic
iy needt myh hoex
i neeadt myh-
iy need myh-
"

delusionalityfetish

"
lyrics ;
"
if iy didt it for myh children
yy donte dey call myh name
if iy reachedt too farr
iyts beean own faulte
iy wente insane
iy wake up fully deliriouse
lyke evrydaye
"
oohh preserve meh
ohh preserve meh
ooohh preserve meh
oohh preserve meh
"

preserve meh

likethat

Bones - TakeItFromNaomi (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

Adam McIlwee  I Reach Out to You in Song

cover art by boatbenji x coldhart

each song holds a certain memory

Marvelous Misadventures of Coldy

coldhart - Goodnight Cold Hart (prod by lilheartbreak)

prod me
mixed by @cpt_sad

ill never tell you how it is
keep that mouth open
while you swallow these kids
need a place to let out the ignorance
rest in peace to my grandfather who i never met
the other one died too but i dont give a shit
never saw that fucker past the age of 10
never tried to hold me down
never wanted to make mends
i just feel bad for my momma
cause that was her father
both of my grandmothers dying
why should i be lying
to myself
they can’t get no fuckin help
but they lived long and achieved great heights
so many fuckin grandkids in their life
they putting up a hell of a fight
in the hospital bed that they lying in
could this be it got me wondering
i don’t wanna think 
i dont wanna think about having to gather round
while we bury them in the fuckin soil
all the family gathered roundin the usual turmoil 
death brings to us many times throughout our life
stuck on this planet 
shitting rhyme after rhyme

im just a normal like guy
wit a normal like mind
a not so normal like grind
its so hard to fuckin find
motivation in my life
smoke a blunt wrapped in a blunt
call that shit double time
this coming out yo speakers
hope you banging this shit loud
i wanna make my momma proud
i wanna fuckin tear you down
i smoke a pack and drive around
make sure the windows down
man you lookin like a clown
pussy boutta make me drown
im feigning like a hound
dont bring ya girl around
i might have to let her down
girl you look so damn fine 
you know im trynna fuck
not a thang bring me down on my luck
imma give u ya whole bang for ya buck
always stay bringing bullshit up
nothing but water sipping straight from my cup
of course i got about an ounce to roll huh
not trynna look cool im just trynna grub 
couldnt pass a fuckin drug test if a tried
good thing errybody that i work with twice as high
no need to fuckin lie
bring me what i wanna see or step by
no this not hard to do
im so bored of living life 
im so bored of the same 
ins and outs
what the fuck this life shit really bout

yeah me n the boys
smoking gas with the bugs
gator tail and a lot of alcohol
mixed with the bud
contract ya muscles with the taser on my hip
got the pink one as a gift for my trick
the trip went off without a hitch
i aint have to throw hands
with some fuckin ignorant bitch
im so fuckin broke imight need to start hitting licks
if this music shit aint feeling me
cause i aint feeling me
ppl do the craziest  of things for the money
its kinda funny

music video

ill never tell you how it is (+music video)

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Remedy For An Elusive Dragonfly.

Arius