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arkaeo

idk just feelling

Time for 🎸

Chill Out

Oceans Ate Alaska - Vultures And Sharks

please wake up

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/a33884'>download for free here</a>

sanctuary 💕

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

USED TX [Prod. DOWNTIME]

"Book Of The Dead On Sale" "Book Of The Dead On Sale" by Saintseneca
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Saintseneca - Book Of The Dead On Sale

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Stream on Spotify: https://goo.gl/xs6AfQ

Written by Jogger
Mixed & Mastered by Jogger
Produced by Syndrome
Artwork by Davis Bloom

[Lyrics Below]

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LYRICS:

Verse 1
Yeah, feel like obsessing with pretentiousness ahead of ego
While they follow my shadow, and go wherever he go
Scanning patterns, like they’d even know the shit that we know
Focus on my dinero like I was in Casino
Yeah, a star born, in raw form
Can open up the pages you fought for, the wrong war
Can’t say how long I’ve waited on that single call for
Flip a brick, yeah I get it, get it, we all poor
Yeah, and what’s my girl doing?
Well technically she ain’t my girl, but still I heard Cupid
I walk with arrows in my chest, until my urn ruined
A living heart attack, I guess I gotta burn through it
But it’s oh… it’s okay, right? I still have a chance?
I feel like I would benefit a little bit to advance
Just a little kid, up in the middlemen, just don’t get rid of him, I think I just need closure, give me one more dance, I need that
Unconditional love, from someone of above
Yeah, you got a man, I’m like fuck love, to cover up
The empty pages, and spaces, you left up in my heart
I gotta see this shit end, to know where I can start
But every time my phone light up and I can see your name
I can’t stop thinking bout how imma never be the same
It’s like the shit up in my stomach boutta rearrange
I shoulda locked you down before, it’s only me to blame
But imma keep all my promises, in my pocket
I always come through, I should fly away in my rocket
So maybe I could find a peace of mind that I could be behind
And let you live your life, and redesign, the part of me behind
It’s prolly for the best, I’m working on my honesty
I swore to god I’ll be the biggest, so I gotta be
But it’s a struggle, they don’t know what’s going into this
They sit behind the picket fence, no shit I don’t want different friends

Intermission

Verse 2
Why everybody looking so see through?
Yeah, and goddamn, I miss the old me, too
I got that difficulty talking ‘bout my feelings, so I’m writing em
So no one else can judge me when they staring, wishing I was them
Yeah, and fuck, I wanna drop out
Because this shit ain’t really working, what if I stop now?
I got 2 years of this shit under my belt, like that
I know if I decide to quit, I’ll prolly run right back
And get a... big diploma, fake a smile on graduation
Pretend I’m really happy, but that smile is slowly fading
I’m blessed to have the opportunity that I was taking
But I’m running out of patience, fuck it, I can barely take it
And I don’t care if no one hear this or relates to me
I did this for myself, so I can show what I was made to be
My preconceptions be the best of my worst
Some days I can’t define the line between a blessing and curse, damn
So let me take a little time to myself
I’m so confused, I can’t decide if I’m well
The one I love is busy with another person, got no money I’ve been earning, like I’m driving in hell but it’s...
Okay, cuz these are first world problems
I got no reason to bitch, unless the third world got em
I’m just in a really shitty situation in my life
I don’t know what the fuck to do, but I know it’ll be alright
But this shit taking forever, I’m like what’s the reason?
I’m learning shit that don’t apply while I’ve been fucking bleeding
And when I’m looking out the window I see nothing scenic
I see kids carrying books that they ain’t fucking reading
Yeah, on the bright side, I’m out my comfort zone
But people hit me up, when I just wanna be a-fucking-lone
I’m sorry, this shit ain’t getting me where I want to go
I think I’m going crazy, but there ain’t no way I’m coming home

Outro

SPOTIFY

First World Problems

EJAAZ - 333 (NRA ECLUSIVE)

lyrics:
i dont know what love is but im sure of what its not
got a bitch from calabasas and she said she want the cock
got a brand new moterola and i never call the ops
and im always on the corner sellin pack and flippin rocks
like that
put it on my dad
drugs they me glad
in the back
of the new mayback
rollin up some woods
then i face it
i will never lace it
your girl is amazing
always on that laced shit
i hate it

she just want my money
kick her out that honey
is a no good shawty
and her hair looking bummy
i got so much honey
put it in my cart
and im always smokin out
that rainbow shark
and im always too sad
to make another song
and the table in the back
is broke tell me im wrong
and my stomach feels bad
i shouldnt have hit the bong
but the hoes always ask
when you gonna drop that song

im like i dont even know
bitch in the back on that blow
and im smokin wit ya hoe
she like cannibis you know
i smoke j's i cant roll blunts
but its always way less fun
if you catch me with a gun
put a bullet in my skull
but i always be rappin bout i wanna die
the end of the day i drown it and get high
percocet in my stomach makes me feel like i can fly
in the jet od maybe this time imma die

what its not (Prod. Jody)

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

Knife to the throat 
Its a funeral 
Go dig up her bones 
In a tow
Please God rest my soul 
Fuck a death note
I won’t go 
Three 6 in a row 
Add em to the cult
No one knows 
No one better know

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

prod. nev ver

bury me deep.

"𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟"
_____________________________________________________
lyrics:

[verse 1]
you are perfection ain't nothing less
sundress so tight, you dress to impress
the taste of your lips makes me second guess
if i can commit cause i am depressed
a perfect picture i will burn
drown in the liquor I got her concerned
sunlight is waning so we should return
the stars in the night, an image that is burned
RIGHT IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL
ALONG WITH THE IMAGE OF HER GOING COLD
MY LOVING SWEET EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE KNOWN
TAKE ME INSTEAD, PLEASE GOD LET HER GO HOME
why cant i find what i seek
blacked out, wake up at the top of the peak
drowsily realize she left me again
this time forever, my mental descent

[verse 2]
run back to my house flip through photographs
my mind cannot seem to come and grasp
my angel is dead, will she fall from the heavens to see me again
maybe im dreaming this whole damn event
under my bed i found the red sweater that she has left smells just like perfume she got at celeste
first time i saw her, she stole my heart; theft

[bridge]
i really miss you
i need a tissue
you were perfection 
and this was my fault
I let you hit the asphalt

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[verse 3]
I seem not at home when
you ain't give me dome bent
i seem not at home when
you aint give me dome bent
why cant i just find what i want
fuck my damn life why cant i restart

[bridge 2]
all this fucking pain in my brain
think ill kill myself just so we can meet again
will i take a bullet or jump in front a train
take some cyanide, or resume being insane

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[outro]
trapped inside my headspace
coping by just smoking the whole god damn cigarette case
known as the boy who got that damn red face
anxiety building its causeing the fucking headshakes
hope you got your bets placed
cause honestly these people be moving at an intense pace
get up out of bed and get your debts paid
someday you'll escape the pain no matter the intensity

mourn [prod. Ryini]

(only available on soundcloud because copyright / respect to n.n orig. sample)
prod. nicholas hunt
sample is nothing,nowhere.

lyrics ~

virginia is for lovers ...
yeah, that's what they say bout my state
lotta girls back in the day
picking up pieces of hearts that i ain't mean to break

gotta admit the first time that it happened to me
i got no sleep going cray
karma came back for the girls i had hurt
and it gave me a slap in the face

no sleep, i was going crazy
first time that i took a xanax had me feeling wavy
told me that she couldn't be with me cause i was shady
found a letter i wrote to another girl and saved, but

she took every single line i wrote the wrong way
had to get out of the city, you know it's a long way up to new york
brooklyn is my new home with my new friends
didn't even say goodbye, fuck a loose end

and that's when the love starts creeping
and same time the drugs start creeping
but that's okay, çause we're all just kids
and all we do says can we just live

need these drugs but the racks come in
plugged my plug cause the packs come in
addict? yea, but the world can't tell
just my friends and my fucking self

just my friends and my fucking self
just my friends and my fucking
self.
.. yeah

i lost it all and i left my dreams
lost the girl of my fucking dreams
came back south to a broken home 
where my family told me i'm on my own

but my love for them never fades
game of life, gotta play solo
i got clean and i saw myself 
in a brand new light and i want my health

and i know i'll never fall that far
i've been that low, and i still have scars
you'll catch me on the up and up
take my hand, and with me you'll come

and i know i'll never fall that far
i've been that low, and i still have scars
you'll catch me on the up and up
take my hand, and with me you'll come.

virginia

(prod. sketchymyname & kuroime)

Lyrics:
Ive been walking miles
Ive been doing time
Learning bout myself
Tryna socialize
I cant realize 
Look into my eyes

If you wanna kill me you can do it
Take your knife yeah, you can do it
I wont stop you, im letting go of the edge tonight

Walk down stairs and im falling now
Catch me quick im balling my eyes out

Were you gon
Why arent you here anymore
Why did you leave me on the flo-or
Crying and I dont know where to go-ho
One more time x3

i give up

Lyrics🕷🕸

The Unsuspecting colors 
Molting like a spider 
Youre not who you said you were 
Oh im a fool how could i do this
Ooh

Hes crawling in my heart
Tearing me apart 
(Molting like a spider) x2
Crawling in my heart 
Tearing me apart 

Hes crawling in my heart
Tearing me apart 
(Molting like a spider)
Hes crawling in my heart 
Tearing me apart 

Why did i decide 
To believe in your eyes ?
Deception

Hes crawling in my heart
Tearing me apart 
(Molting like a spider)x2
Crawling in my heart
Tearing me apart

Hes crawling in my heart 
Tearing me apart 
(Molting like a spider)

Metamorphosis

Metamorphosis (prod. Akuauk)

Written, Performed, Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Mert Yıldız 
at Innsmouth Studio - İstanbul, Turkey (February - May 2019) 
Additional Personnel: 
Tuğba Selin Ülker: Voice 
Özüm Özgülgen: Electric Piano 
Cover photo taken by Mert Yıldız
Released 5th June 2019. 
Inspired by and dedicated to the world of "Twin Peaks." 
From the forthcoming "Flowers Of Doubt" album. 
This mix is exclusive to this single release.

Lyrics:

Like a feather in the wind 
And as you float into the night days pass you by. 
Like a drifter under rain 
And as you walk into the fields, trailing with no will: 

You take a chance, you take a turn 
But all the roads they lead you home 

Face your worst fears time and time again 
Tearstained black years time and time again 

Went searching for the place 
And as you moved on and on, it would ease the pain 
And in your final stand you said: 
"I hope to see you all again sometime in the dreams." 

You took the chance, you took the turn 
No cars left to drive you home 

Face your worst fears time and time again 
Tearstained black years time and time again

TIME AND TIME AGAIN

traktrain

destination

Haunted

marc garcia: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp6VBa4isGRLD0DiZXbpfqQ

bleeding heart *p. marc garcia*

You are about to find out that In Every Dream Home: the upcoming debut album from Melbourne post-punk trio ATOM (out next week -  June 21) is full of potential singles, it’s the very model of “all killer no filler”. We thought we’d tease one more out before it drops. This one is Harry Howard fronted and penned, a lugubrious lamentation on life’s disappointments, an angry jeremiad affronting a dark and expanding storm of synth. 

"This is an early one inspired by the dark relentlessness of that damned Ben Hepworth's satanic mills. Sometimes you almost feel as if you live in a state of grace. Then the gears jam, the whole machine starts burning and all you are left with are strange memories. Worlds falling apart, over and over, laid to waste. That kind of thing." Harry Howard

ATOM is a new project/ collaboration between a trio of Melbourne post-punk heavyweights: Harry Howard (Crime and the City Solution, These Immortal Souls , Pink Stainless Tail, Harry Howard and the NDE), Edwina Preston (The Moll Flanders Band, Harry Howard & The NDE) and Ben Hepworth (REPAIRS, Eastlink). Dual vocals (Harry & Edwina) synth, keyboards, drum machine and scorching guitar make for razor-sharp, dark and edgy synth pop. The result sits somewhere between Chrome and The Cramps, Suicide and the B52’s, with a haze of Hawkwind. Dirty, swampy New Wave.

I USED TO WIN is released worldwide Friday 14th JUNE on all digital platforms though It records. 

In Every Dream Home will be out June 21st 2019 and can be pre-ordered now at itrecordsmelb.bandcamp.com

We are celebrating with a FREE in-store performance at POLYESTER RECORDS Fitzroy at 6pm on Friday June 21st

Official Album Launch show details TBA

Atom - I Used To Win

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

Entitled

@QAWIKAMRI

LYRICS:-
Sorry that i messed up
Didnt mean to break your trust
Didnt mean to crush your heart
I swear i didnt mean it

Im not okay
You’re not okay
Im afraid
Im just afraid 
Cos i dont wanna
Dont wanna lose you
Im afraid
That imma lose you

Hold me close for one more second
Hold me tight so i feel your heart and
Hold your face, feel your skin on my fingertips
Wipe your tears, feel your pain on my fuckin lips

Im calling out your name
Just please dont go away
Im holding out my hand
Im begging you to stay

Just stay
Just stay
I promise id be better i promise

Swear that I cant live without you
Swear that I cant breathe without you
Life means nothing if i dont have you
Everything means nothing if i dont have you

I know that you’re in pain
Im tryna stop the rain
Im tryna understand
Just please dont go away

Im not okay
You’re not okay
Im afraid
Im just afraid 
Cos i dont wanna
Dont wanna lose you
Im afraid
That imma lose you

Hold me close for one more second
Hold me tight so i feel your heart and
Hold your face, feel your skin on my fingertips
Wipe your tears, feel your pain on my fuckin lips

Sorry that i messed up
Didnt mean to break your trust
Didnt mean to crush your heart
I swear i didnt mean it

Hold Me Close

💙Same shit, different day. Nothing changes.💙
💙Produced By: @yerbownik_beats💙

[LYRICS]
I tried...
explaining like why im so sad
nothing...
ever just comes out my mouth
Hold this...
My fragile heart in your hands
Wait wait oh...
Dont you break it oh damn 

no one can hear you at all 
no matter how much you scream at the wall
You yelling end me oh end me for war
Your echos silent like baby whats wrong
Tell me the wrongs, Tell me the pain
do not abuse me cus i know the ways
I've been there past again and again
You want to tell me that this is my fault
I know the rights, i know the wrongs
You want to tell me go hit out your bong
im going weird i know im weird
You aint got to tell me that shit yeah im weird
Everywhere i go im feeling the pain
You said dont say that like what do you mean

New friends never need no new ones
old friends fuck it you can do one
New bens hope up in the new ride
You tell me that you rather watch me soon die
I know new shit old lies
oh woo tripping of the shrooms right

N.D.S.S (Prod By. Yerbownik)

"I only make music because I'm confused and I don't have the money for therapy yet" 3/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @caustyk
Artwork: @digitalyams (on twitter)

MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QT_vcYlqgko

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"I Gravitate Your Soul”

Lyrics-

I hope, I don’t break
Barricade all the ways
For you to get in
Who am I kidding? 
The only life that I’ve lived I’ve failed in
Nobody wants to be me
Everyone wants me to be alone
I don’t really wanna be 
I only feel like a peep clone
I’m in deep need of some rest
I bet you didn’t know that I didn’t enjoy sex
I only make music because I’m confused and I don’t have the money for therapy yet
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way 
On your way
“I’m outside of your driveway” 
at my house but you're miles away
You don’t even have to say a thing cause I’m
Incapable of feeling that way
Love comes with happiness, But I’m in pain 
Trying to care but you won’t say a thing
If you leave my heart I will erase your name
I wanna know, what I am screaming for
Leave your broken alibis at the door 
You ask me if I want to be your friend 
But I can’t because I wanna be much more, to you
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way

Haunted

Arkaeo