[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

prod by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and ive been
up n curvin around
can i catch a break
so far can i just relax today
so quiet is my soul
but my heart keep goin for this hope
the doors peakin
im stircrazy
locked outside
while its still raining
havent started life
but it feels so late and
theres so much to do
cant relate ya
clock is tickin i can feel the time go
started a new chapter of my life so
still adjustin need some room
sortin myself out got stuff to do ya

lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya
lately ive been outside
but im so homesick
miles away from what i feel like home is
takin steps backwards
foward i can focus
trip around so far
lost sense of the road ya

and i close my eyes
just cover me from the light
i face at the end of the tunnel
and its not that great
wait till then
what a bummer
when i can use my gps to go home

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homesick

// chorus
such a cost to pay
watch it all go in flames
if i could explain
would it all end the same?
but I can’t convey,
simple thoughts in my brain
well I guess, checkmate
yeah I lost, what a shame

// verse (envy)
everything will fall apart if you just give it time, oh no
and I'm not fine and you're not far
my pieces too misaligned, oh yea
and im not trying to waste your time
so there's no need to put on a show
and i might call you once or twice
cause i have a hard time letting go

the queen always corners the king
her shadows lingering
i feel my heart skip a beat as she sings
this is the end for me

// verse (geist)
this is the end for me
you’re getting close, i start to freeze
i’ll hold on to the memories
of times when we both had a dream

and i’ve been sick of overthinking
make your move i’ve lost my patience
there’s no way that I can make it
I’ll take the loss but,

// chorus
such a cost to pay
watch it all go in flames
and if i could explain
would it all end the same?
but I can’t convey,
simple thoughts in my brain
well I guess, checkmate
yeah I lost, what a shame

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Girl I put my trust in you but the time we spent just left me bruised
when I lost my grip I lost you too
Now i’m by myself tryna start a new
No I won’t change for nobody 
I been lifting up my spirts stackin up my money
I be pourin out these spirits til im feelin funny
Drown these thoughts from the past with a glass and a smoke
The words that you spoke
i thought that you meant them
Lied to my face and you forgot to mention
You would leave me for a better man
Please take me away from this life and this strife I don’t wanna stand

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

alright that’s enough  
act so tough
till it’s time to take the blame 
and sure, i’ll show up 
but i’m walking right out 
if they don’t know my name 

oh love you know i’d never change 
i’ve grown so much 
been carved by pain 
i’ve bled every song out my veins 
you’re all just copies of the same 
 
i can’t afford to trust 
its set in stone 
so leave it love 
it’s all but said and done 
but u know i wont change my ways 
i go   
i drive with my ego 
it always brings me home 
so i’m just fine alone

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

I gotta save myself from ever going backwards
Know some people in my past that were more like actors
I didn't know my value, But now I've got standards
Got no time for chit chat; I dont like to banter 
I won't change myself for a soul in this life
I'm gon chase my goals, feel the fire in my eyes
Fuck a fake bitch fill your head with lies
The prettiest of eyes is a snake in disguise

take me away w/ Weepings, I'm Geist & Saphir (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

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vocals, mix & master by wrentek

flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch 
need no whip
need no bits 
bro got the corn, he aint eatin crisps 
bullseye the shot n he don’t even miss 
like OTN know who ur dealing with 
cus u can get hit with a big 4.5
not from me but from bro, that’s slime 
leave you with a hole in ur chest like shepard
soap mctavish how i throw this knife 
sittin on the shed, sippin lean i’m nice
“big crime lords” but u stealing bikes ?? 
30 year olds goin out on rides
hittin kids in school, 
u ain’t about that life 

so i’ll sit here now for a little bit
if you wanna swing 
just swing 
make a call and get gone
i don’t  wannatalk to civilians 
cus they ain’t about shit 
all this fuckin talkin is long
i don’t ride on opps 
just a little one two
beef on the estate 
grab a knife and get armed
all these broke boys 
sharing spliff and i 
don’t wanna have to expose 
what u really is on 

so slow ur role
watch the roads
look both ways before u shoot that pole
b town shit 
fuck ur road 
i don’t wanna 
see another yout 
turn cold 

pass me the flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch

SOAP MACTAVISH (LXCID)

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

everytime w/belak, ulovely, kbackwood$, & arkaeo (prod. belak x king theta)

this is probably my favorite song I've ever made, and it means a lot to me.

if you've made it here, please like & repost as it helps other people who might relate to my music find it

ty to all who listen <3
prod. michael harrison

**lyrics**
I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

I dont really wanna die I just want a warm embrace
Looking at ya' from the sky but i cant see your face
Babe It's just another ride, you know Ima be okay
But man i hope they hear my cry when i finally break
(x2)

If I turned around, would you call your friend?
I hate who I was but I'm better again
I cant stand the silence, you're my medicine
It's starting to rain, would you just take my hand
(x2)

I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

limerence (michael harrison)

lofi more like shmofi

it's been tough
nah, this shit ain't addin up
why do i feel like it's my mission just to get up
as if its not bad enough
i can't sleep cause i miss you when you're so out of touch
when's the last time you needed help without you bleedin
gone for the evening time to start the reapin

everytime w/belak, ulovely, kbackwood$, & arkaeo (prod. belak x king theta)

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