written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

9. Last Ones Left (A.Sey)

SadboyProlific X Yung Shinra BLACK ICE [Prod.King Taylor]

Reminiscing

Produced by @citrusgastank

Mix & mastered by @berler

Artwork by ig @mymindblcknwht

brighter days (prod. citrusgastank)

Much love to the boys @sadboyprolific and @nuxemusic for creating this song with me <3

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

SadBoyProlific
(Yuh)
Sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs
Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys
And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine while my mind leaps to different forms of fuckin' suicide
Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key
To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat
I've got some family whose faces I could never see and even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me

Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

Feel Something

Thomas Reid x SadBoyProlific x Nuxe - Feel Something

Let this be your escape.

Mix and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

Sin (Prod. Llouis)

Spotify

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

Produced by M.E ( @meproducerrrrr )
Art by: David Kiernan 

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Lyrics:
[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I empty out my soul trynna think of what i'm confessing.
hope you open up the the door to your mind and I'll be the blessing. Late nights of heart breaks, we think everything is a weapon.
See I know he broke you down to the bottom but I'm obsessing never stressing.
Know it's tough, know that we got it rough, It's hard to say that "I'm sorry" but harder for you to trust. And i'm learning that I'm enough, something I had to find,
You say that you're broken down,
But really one of a kind, and I know..
We make mistakes and it shows
But baby I don't think that I could ever be on my own.
I used to live inside my head, was feeling empty and cold.
You gave me reason not to fear of ever being alone.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I know you hate it when I compliment you,
but you should love yourself, there ain't a single thing against you.
See I'm not picture perfect and I'll prove it cuz baby, you fit the frame.
I'll always feels the same, there ain't a second that I'll never miss you.
No going back, swear no going bad.
Whenever I'm chilling with you my head it be running laps.
And lately I'm feeling better, been moving away from past,
So when I write about you just know that I'm speaking facts.
And I was walking on a tight rope, stuck inside a life boat, but now I see the light inside of you, don't tell I don't
You're way too insecure, but I'm the same, I found the right cope, we could be whatever.
Said your exes? I'm not like those.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

i think its u w/seon (prod. kado)

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