Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

@rxseboy x @fennelily x @sarcasticsounds - stay for the night

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

@sorrow - hand me your heart (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

G double OD ft. DEELOw ( prod. pyctur )

SadBoyProlific - Misconception Ft Indii G [jungle - Vibe.com]

instagram: @cavasoul
artwork instagram: @organict3a

lyrics:

i don’t wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake/ only time i feel of use is when i’m with you in the day/ cherish every single moment before you ever go away/ i know you gotta go but i just wish that you could stay/ yeah you’re all i ever think about even when you’re with me/ you have made my dreams come true like the place called disney/ we could get away i don’t think anyone would miss me/ live in isolation on an island tell me you’ll come with me/ from blue moods to blue skies you change up the weather/ i’ve never ever heard someone tell me to do better/ you just look so good when you’re drowning in my sweater/ all the fun we have is lighthearted like a feather/ every single day i look back on it smiling/ you could call us hoarders all these memories we piling/ watch romantic comedies both of us are bawling/ it’s like i can’t stay on my feet cause i just keep on falling/



last night i had a nightmare/ where i woke up and you weren’t there/ feel like i’m going crazy/ i just need to see you baby/



yeah last night i had a nightmare/ you said you had to go/ you left me in the dust/ except i’m laying on my floor/ i asked myself what i did to make you wanna leave/ i got a text from you saying that you didn’t love me/ anymore/ heartbroken and i don’t know what to do/ all the time and effort that i put into you/ is all wasted and the skies are no longer blue/ i feel anxious i can’t be here i think i need to move/ so i pack up all my things and i put them in the trunk/ trying to forget that i recently got dumped/ now i’m speeding on the highway and the rain is pouring down/ i was feeling scared cause i had to leave my town/ it just felt so real and i just hoped it wouldn’t last/ i’m bracing for impact and the car was coming fast/ life flashed before my eyes you were the last thing i’d see/ but then i woke up and you were there right beside me/

last night i had a nightmare (prod. slowet)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

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i think its u w/seon (prod. kado)

just the two of us :(

con
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIsCdBYkKiDGJxR8ZpeAYqw
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i think its u w/seon (prod. kado)

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