Marigold

Complacent (feat. SadBoyProlific)

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS

threw out my plan b
everything is clear to me
won’t ever reach my dreams worrying about contingencies
i got verses on verses but i got lack of sleep
cause i would rather live it than see other people on a screen
i eat beats like i saw em as sweet treats
i’m deep deep in some of the best weed from bc
i straight feast until i am held in esteem
the best team is anyone else but plus me
i’ve had enough of all the self-deprecation
lemme talk my shit i’m fly for a caucasian
i’m usually not too cocky my discography can back me up
i’m mad as fuck if spending my time isn’t accompanied by payment
i’m a man of my word
if i said i would do it then often i’m finished first
if i said it’s for free then i would gift you verse
but i expect a percentage whenever my voice is heard
cause i’m a man of my word
but shit this talk is not cheap
set of flooded diamonds fit the apparel for my teeth
i feel like a bakery it’s bread it’s never beef
everything i spit is covered meaning hidden underneath
and if time is money
then you understand the compensation that i’m looking for
i pour up a glass and then i smoke and then i smoke some more
i look up eric godlow just to check if he has posted more
and then i beat it up the way your girl said she been hoping for

yeah
how she been hopin for
has she been home before?
cause she been stayin with me for like a month or four
ask me for the twitter told her "don't forget the underscore"
cause i ain't famous yet but imma get the (inaudible) @ for sure
on that verification
at a peril i'm patient
she gon give me sensation
on an everyday basis
oh she don't give it to you? 
that's kinda sad if it's true
so here's a couple grand go and buy some candy lil dude
im fuckin off of it
i reciprocate but you the opposite
my composition commas, collard greens and water moccasins
i'm poppin shit
only really tags and never glocks and shit
but if i gotta shoot
i'm boutta shoot you where your problem is
keep you mouth shut and stay walking
i hear a peep you gettin cut don't try to play possum
daylight you in the street you better pray to god quick
that my homie don't run you over on some autobahn
shit
130 your girly just got flirty
her skirty is off surely
she serving me top perfect
i'm hittin the spot cervix
i jack in the box worth it
she flashin me aw
she ride it good when she not nervous 
uh wait
you should stick with me in the burbs
i wanna take you out the place where they get killed on the curb
or maybe i could buy a plane and we could sample the earth
i'll show you everything you want girl i'm a man of my word

man of my word w/ akumuh (prod. eric godlow)

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

this song means a lot to me,  so hope yall enjoy<3
also last release for a while since ill be super busy
love yall<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty

lyrics:
i didnt care, you were showing off,
yea no wonder we never blasted off,
you went with him with no care in the world,
but didnt look back to see what had unfurled,
dont look at me with those eyes and those curls,
you were my world,
but now i sit back cause i know that its over,
and through it all, yea i kept my composure,
tried so hard just to work it out, yea,
but you didnt want that,
you needed a reason to leave cause i wasnt special to you, and you got that,
but now that you want that,
what others cant give you,
but hey i was on that,
i gave you the world when you would wake up, 
dont say you forgot that,

(vocalize)

i didnt care, you were showing off,
but now it has come back to haunt me,
wish i could sleep with the ceiling off,
instead the memories surround me,
make it so hard to breath,
my sweat is soaking my sleeve,
i wont lose the fight to my conscious,
the next time she ups and leaves,
beat myself up for no reason,
i know im worth something,
but when im misused i just cant see it,
think im worth nothing,
you used to say i was pure gold,
but now where are you that ive been told,
that you didnt care a bit,
so ill find somewhere my heart will fit

no wonder (prod. boyfifty)

"Fractured Reality" is my 3rd album, a reflection of real life, heartbreak, and grind. Each track takes you through different pieces of my world from late night work session to moments of clarity, pain, and growth. I put my experiences into this project, turning struggles and emotions into music. This is more than just rap; it's my story. 

clarity (freestyle)

Wow I loathe my recording set up. Yeah I know, the quality is garbage, but I figure the lyrics are the important part.

Anyway, I'm recording a project in an actual studio, and that's coming soon, so keep an eye out for that. Thanks for your support.

another sad song about love (prod. Riddiman)

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @snøw x @teqkoi - trapped

they must think it’s fine not being fine, but i won’t stop till it’s all mine

i think its u w/seon (prod. kado)

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