Bro this is amazing 🙏keep up the good work g 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

you're 16? god blessed you with a mature voice damn

Everone cant be blamed for what they do ❤️

I've been listening to this since the summer and everytime I listen to it ,it never dissapoints me

🔥 song is fire, deep and real! Keep the momentum and never stop lil homie!

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

backyard beetle - untitled1

backyard beetle - heater

high speed cargo train to the middle of nowhere w/ brecken & backyard beetle (idly blare x lxst boy)

produced by steezy prime & lenny loops

-lyrics-

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

you left swift like a tortured poet
left me lost, girl dont you know it
i’ll put on a cape and act heroic
and save the day to protect my Lois
devine intervention, you’re a Godsend
thank Him every day for the time spent
tears on a page while im writing this
dont need a watch, you were timeless
huh, timeless
couldnt get you to stay, im spineless
can we go back to the basics
dont know how it progressed but my guess is
as good as yours and im sorry girl
i couldnt give you the entire world
now i make songs that you hate
now im the one that u hate
yeah

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

dance in the rain w/ steezy prime & lenny loops

backyard beetle - burned

lyrics

u top of list i want dead
but i dont do prayers for a death
jus roll me an eights for the second time today
and get to work w my friends

u think that im jus fuckin up taking drugs 
and losing my head
cookie to pass once again 
im on top the world

look at where u was at
when i was taking em shrooms
i was jus chilln da room
cooked staring straight to my hands

look at my hands look at my hands like wtf
u still wanna ask me whats in my cup
i'm on my own but ill run it up

couldn’t even think to tell u i love u when i am not the same uh
u are not the same

i'm scared of heights

i'm scared of heights (dash)

lyrics

it feels smooth like it’s streamline 
i’m heading for the top and when i’m done take a steep dive
u wanna come with, i’ll cradle u in the mean time
i’ll act like i got it all together for 
just for u

just for u x 8

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

trip me i wont fall
tip me just like a seesaw
feel i’m on the edge but i’m right against the wall
hurt me, i want more

standing at the top of a glacier
it’s all fog, im so cold, i think i’m lost
snow prints from the ground show a mannequin
at what cost, the wind blows, i’m so lost

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

made a mistake, tied too many souls with this fate
need to escape to somewhere that can hold peace, like a lake
i can explain but these thoughts just travel off like it’s bait
you gave it time of day, thats what they call wrong time wrong place

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

no other way

no other way (jacob vallen)

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We All Just Want Someone Right.

Vizualiser by Nplsm

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Deflect x Not_Yoki -Just One More Day

Sloppy Seconds

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

Dysphoric

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