Produced by: rx808

Wrote this tonight while going through some shit, the lyrics speak for themselves, while also covering my personal problems with being autistic and mental health issues. 

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LYRICS:

Verse 1: 
Done with the shit, and done with these games
I gotta get high when I'm sober there's pain
Wonderful reality, but alone I slice veins
Too many thoughts I'm just lost in my brain

Little bit of hope but it ain't mean nothing 
Still tryna grind, everyday I'm still hustling
I used to be broke now I'm still struggling
Now I just gotta keep this gun from my hands busting

Lookin at my face, whippin' in the maybach
Why you talk shit to my back ?
Why I got so many problems, that I just can't smack
I hate my life, I feel stuck in a trap 

I really just wish life wasn't that hard
I wish it wasn't 24/7 on guard
I got too many snakes that been lurkin in my yard
While everyone screamin' he a damn retard

Hook:

Verse 2:
Tell the world that I'mma fuckin' king, yeah i wish
Tellin' my ex don't worry boutta thing, but damn I'm wrong

Keep tryna tell myself that there's plenty of fish
But I ain't got faith so to me it's ish 
But to be honest I ain't been sober in so damn long
That I keep thinkin' I'll forever be wrong

Yeah, ask how i feel imma just fine
Even deep down in my heart I'm torn wanna die
Once a proud boy, that would never cross that line
Until I found that happiness was just all lies 

Might as well be a felon cause I'm boutta do murder
On myself cause I just never had help
All alone while I'm sitting inside a dark cell

lost in my thoughts

Whity - Meliodas

Powfu - Dead Eyes ft. Ouse (REMIX)

prod. by DXIJOUBU

Powfu - Dead Eyes ft. Ouse (REMIX)

Dead (prod. heydium)

starstruck (freestyle)

No_Friends x Falling.bird -Wish (Prod. Autrioly)

LYRICS:
7th grade I became someone I wasn’t
Find it hard to look inside your reflection when you don’t don’t love it 
Insecurities of all kind 
Rooted in my young mind
Tried to play it off like I was bluffing

Sat alone and picked apart my skin till I was nothing but a skeleton 
A shell of who I once was 
I couldn’t even stomach it
to the people that I let down
Or Brought down
Ima burden
How do I find happiness 
I’m still searching 
It’s a
New state
New home
This a reset
Pushing boxes of clothes over the pavement 
Blank face
White room
and a blanket 
Take turns watching the news until until we’ve aged quick

It’s the raindrops that trickle in my chin
And the
Cold wind that pressed up in my skin
I could
Pretend that everything is fine but it’s not fine
Live my whole life on repeat then rewind

Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Counterfeit bills smoking spliffs tryina fit in 
Momma got hell when I was out tryina get ins
Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in

Sneaking out late 
I road my bike on the back roads
15 years 
it ain’t long but I felt grown 
Taking anything to feel a buzz
Cigarette buds and pocket full of menthols 
Speedin down Main Street
Midnight rolled and it passed
Hit up every corner store and run it for a laugh
Say it with our chest so there’s no turning back 
Trade a 20 for a slushie and some cash 

“I got that loud homie!”
Never smoked grass but I won’t say that 
Take another hit 
black roach till is ash
Coughin up a lung I shoulda held it in a little longer
I shoulda held it longer 
My friends all split like 3 in the morning 
Gotta 2 mile ride back home it ain’t showing
Ima grown ass man till I’m not 
At a stop light turn and I’m pulled by a cop

Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Counterfeit bills smoking spliffs tryina fit in 
Momma got hell when I was out tryina get in

Counterfeit Boy

this is the first release of little words, and does not yet include a feat. that will later be added

Little Words.. (without feat.)

Thank you for listening to my live performance of Beabadoobee's 'Cologne'! Hope you like it! If you'd like to see a lyric video I made for this, visit my YouTube channel! <3 Thank you so much!

Cologne - Samantha Stevenson (Live Performance)

I don't know anything but i feel like my mind is gone
or maybe i'm just living on a deferent dimension
i don't know if i'm just going insane or if i hit my brain 
but i don't see the world the same
and hey
 if my heart stops moving i hope i leave behind at least one moment

the world seemed so quiet
just for a moment
now the snow flake are tears falling down on my face
i cant help but remember that place
the memories we made 
on those cold november nights

i tried to give you all of me
but what i had was never enough
i always wanted to tell you everything
but every time i talked i swear i said the wrong thing

sometimes i want to get lost on the way 
because i don't want to get where i'm going
i don't want to let go 
but sometimes i feel like i don't have anything else to give
the world seemed so quiet
just for a moment
now the snow flake are tears falling down on my face

i cant help but remember that place
the memories we made 
on those cold november nights

when the world was quiet (p michael harrison)

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終わりのない痛
trying to find light in a world of darkness

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