I wrote this song about the emotional toll of living in a system that seems designed to keep you down. About not having enough money to even support yourself with basic needs. About the mental issues that this lifestyle will bring along. The only thing you want to do is try to find ways to temporarily feel better.


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of what remains

ever since 5th grade

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DECAYING (After Math)

undecided love

Im falling out, going down 
(Yeah)
Im falling out, goin down 
(Yeah, mhm, yeah)

I ain’t been okay, since the day you left 
I’m finna smoke my brains, til there’s nothing left 
Because its nothing else better than loving on you 
I’m finna take bros strap and go and up it at dude 
I wanna die! But I better not say shit 
Gross look in her eyes how she feel that quick?
My babygirl, so quick to up and play that switch
Like borderline, can you really even say that shit?
I’m fucking losing my mind, 
But It’s a matter of time 
Before I’m flying the sky 
I mean my grind is divine
And when you got it like that
They throwing shade on your shine
Like buddy cooks, 
he’s a fuck, 
Buddies losing his mind
But Where’s the trust, 
Where’s the hugs, 
Where’s the dance, 
Where’s the love 
I go dabble in the arts, 
Where there’s love 
And it’s large 
Yeah, that’s all that I want 
But truly, who was in the stars 
Writing names, wasn’t me
Fuck it ima go far

(So watch my eyes go and bleed 
Yeah, that’s all they wanna see
Call me Hollywood)

Buddy What the fuck you mean? 
I was stuck up on the streets 
Fuckin bossed up on the scene
Made mistakes, had me shaking 
I was lost inside the seems
I was losing my grip and I ain’t wanna single bitch
But a gun on my hip, so watch it when I pop this
get to running lips, because these bitches wasn’t shit 
And while fucking up these bags Ima hit up on my stizz
Cause 

I’m Falling out, goin down 
(Yeah, yeah)
I’m going out, falling down

Get to runnin these fades, like I’m a taper fiend 
Take a look through my shades, youll see my enemies 
All those bullets they phase, all of my jealousy 
So what do you mean, 
I know you finna leave,
Just like everybody else 
Saying fuck your mental health 
Only care about yourself 
While your locked in a maze 
It’s got you feeling insane 
So why you let it all suffer?
Just to fill it up on this pain? 
Cause

I’m Falling out, goin down 
(Yeah, yeah)
I’m going out, falling down

Produced by wxsted
Vocals and Mastering by DIIIZZY G

FALLING OUT

Life can go from so good to so bad so fast.

Suicide Doors

Cred:
Writer - Juven Katuuk & Rvxco
Producer - Jvvn

couldn't care more

verde base

lyrics:
verse 1:
seen the light go out in a stranger’s eyes
seen a mother still breathing but she already died
stood on the curb where the sirens scream
wondering which one’s here to carry me
letters in a drawer that i’ll never send
names on my skin that'll never mend
every step i take feels pre-approved
by the ghosts i never meant to move
(this is cynical, not charismatic)
chaos in my chest and it’s automatic
been on the brink where the ground caves in
where the thought of tomorrow feels paper-thin
truth is, mercy’s a myth for the living
and the love they promise ain’t ever been giving
so i speak to the walls like they're keeping score
of the times i swore i couldn't take anymore

post-verse:
time is a thief with a crooked smile
been robbing me blind for a long, long while
if the past is a place, i keep going there
and the future’s a room with a fallen chair

verse 2:
bury me face down, let the sky forget me
let the tide decide if it wants to reset me
i’ve seen hope dissolve in a paper cup
been told to move on when i can’t stand up
i’ve cracked in the dark, where no one sees
begged the night to amputate my memories
scratch my name till the paper’s torn
let the ashes rise where the words were born 
(this is chemical, not sentimental)
the damage i keep is almost parental
blood on my sleeve, i’m still presentable
pain’s the only thing that’s dependable
you could crush my bones, i’d still leave a dent
carve my life into the wet cement
rain on my grave just to keep me awake
don’t bother with flowers, they feel too fake

outro:
i’ve carried my death like a second skin
worn it so long i don’t know where i end or begin
every scar’s a map to a place i’ve bled
and every road sign points to the same old dead

mercy's a myth (prod. autrioly)

not doing fine (prod. tórshavn)

If I ever go away please, stay happy don't look back just to find me..

(Original by @sorrow & @sundwn)

Stay Happy 4 Me (Cover)

prod. Boyfifty

POV: someone you deeply care about is getting busy this fall season (school)

-Lyrics-

Verse 1:

I’m just waiting
Thought it’s something
But I, just find that it’s fading
(Aye)
I’ll let you focus
But I’ll miss this
It’s fall, I’ll see you when there’s time
(Yeah)

Hook:

Are you at your worst?
‘Cause I miss your smile
And your company just keeps me sane
Your the one who makes me shine
If I reach out first
Will you be just fine?
'Cause I'm worried and I'm sick of it
You're the one who I call mine, baby

Break:

Songs that remind
Gifts I would buy
I'm here by your side
Yeah, aye

Verse 2:

Summer's ending and I'm feeling very sick
I can see you working hard
And you're moving pretty quick
We gotta, do this again
And I can't depend
I wish the season will never ever end, baby
I would push it to someday
We'll have a picnic
I'll bring some treats and a bouquet
But I'm sittin' here thinking
When would that be
It's all make believe

Hook:

Are you at your worst?
‘Cause I miss your smile
And your company just keeps me sane
Your the one who makes me shine
If I reach out first
Will you be just fine?
'Cause I'm worried and I'm sick of it
You're the one who I call mine, baby

Outro:

Stuck until nine
Notes left behind
You say that you're fine
Yeah, aye
Stress in your mind
Please just unwind
I'll see you tonight

you're the one

"go my little rockstar!!"
(Original: @Powfu & @SALES)

Small Town To University (ft.Powfu)

Dead RoseZzz collabed with Rxseboy and Sundwn to make this heartbreaking lo-fi track. 

Demon in Disguise @rxseboy (prod. Sundwn & Autrioly)

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(FREE) lo-fi type beat - love with me

Some days fkin suck but thats alr cause theres other days dw. Thx for checkin me out

LYRICS:

I used to fake how I'd feel, so now I don't feel a thing
Can't start the process to heal, if I'm just numb to the pain

But thats okay, oh wait
Oh it's just merely a faze
I'll be okay, some day
Some days aren't meant to be great

Like, Why do I keep blaming everything on me 
I'm Trying by just being the best that I can be
And I'll ride till I'm gone, or possibly deceased
Cause like Cyanide, it's gettin really hard to breath

Like, Ok, Im not breathing great
All that smoke I spew got me breathing grey
Like it's second-hand but I'm not second place
Turn my lows to highs, to kinda give me faith

Cause I know right now I need it
Eyes so tight cause I cried all weekend
Where's the signs? Like I'd even read em
Can't confide If I'm in the deep end

Do you see the light inside my eyes
I need the light in yours
For me to fight this war
Can I be just grateful once in my life?

I used to fake how I'd feel, so now I don't feel a thing
Can't start the process to heal, if I'm just numb to the pain

But thats okay, oh wait
Oh it's just merely a faze
I'll be okay, some day
Some days aren't meant to be great

Like, Why do I keep blaming everything on me 
I'm Trying by just being the best that I can be
And I'll ride till I'm gone, or possibly deceased
Cause like Cyanide, it's gettin really hard to breath

Some Days Aren't Meant To Be Great (prod. Yark1ds)

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