Some days fkin suck but thats alr cause theres other days dw. Thx for checkin me out

LYRICS:

I used to fake how I'd feel, so now I don't feel a thing
Can't start the process to heal, if I'm just numb to the pain

But thats okay, oh wait
Oh it's just merely a faze
I'll be okay, some day
Some days aren't meant to be great

Like, Why do I keep blaming everything on me 
I'm Trying by just being the best that I can be
And I'll ride till I'm gone, or possibly deceased
Cause like Cyanide, it's gettin really hard to breath

Like, Ok, Im not breathing great
All that smoke I spew got me breathing grey
Like it's second-hand but I'm not second place
Turn my lows to highs, to kinda give me faith

Cause I know right now I need it
Eyes so tight cause I cried all weekend
Where's the signs? Like I'd even read em
Can't confide If I'm in the deep end

Do you see the light inside my eyes
I need the light in yours
For me to fight this war
Can I be just grateful once in my life?

I used to fake how I'd feel, so now I don't feel a thing
Can't start the process to heal, if I'm just numb to the pain

But thats okay, oh wait
Oh it's just merely a faze
I'll be okay, some day
Some days aren't meant to be great

Like, Why do I keep blaming everything on me 
I'm Trying by just being the best that I can be
And I'll ride till I'm gone, or possibly deceased
Cause like Cyanide, it's gettin really hard to breath

Some Days Aren't Meant To Be Great (prod. Yark1ds)

A few years ago, I was broken up with by someone I'd been with for two and a half years. It honestly broke me. I thought that we'd be together for a lot longer, but she couldn't handle being with me anymore. I don't really blame her, not any longer, but there's still an unresolved ache from time to time. This song reminisces on past times while still looking to the future and what I have now

Lyrics:

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

I'm daydreaming of the time that we spent
Together, we were never gonna run without consent
The pardons that I gave to you
Meant nothing when I was bruised
I still think about the time that we had
Our beginning, we were winning, there was nothing that we lacked
Then depression started kicking in
And the walls started closing in
I used to lay awake at night
I was asking myself why
Why did you leave me behind
When times got tough, you changed your mind

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

Look, when people break up, it's a sign to move on
It took me two years, and I've struggled with song
The people I love, they worried 'bout me
The people I trust, they know I ain't weak
I struggle too much with the thoughts in my head
You struggled too much with the thoughts that I said
I'm done with this shit, put you out of my head
I finally hit the feeling of no regrets

And look, that's a lot to take in
If you ask if I'm lying, I'll explain it all again
The takes in this song are for my own benefit
You and me, we're gone, you found a better fit
And I, I have found my light
To keep me warm 'til the end of the night
'Til dawn, and then I'm

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

Daydreaming (Prod. boyfifty)

prod. 4lexf

-Lyrics-

Hook:

I’m still just right here
I know you can’t be mine
I poured out my tears
It hurts, but I’ll be fine
And I don’t wanna stay
But things don’t go away
How could I move on?
You look like you’re okay
Love is so unclear
Just open up my eyes
Yeah, aye

Verse:

For the past two weeks
I’ve been sleeping on my own
And I am here all alone
Baby
Had to hide everything on my phone
All these pictures of you
Are too precious to throw
Away
I don’t want to mope ‘cause I will just wait
If it’s meant to happen patience is fate
I started working on myself to be great
But when the time comes, will it be too late?

Hook:

I’m still just right here
I know you can’t be mine
I poured out my tears
It hurts, but I’ll be fine
And I don’t wanna stay
But things don’t go away
How could I move on?
You look like you’re okay
Love is so unclear
Just open up my eyes
Yeah, aye

Love is so unclear

(FREE) Lo-fi Type Beat - Alone at Night

[Prod. @Boyfifty]

Lyrics:
(Chorus)
I feel so empty
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me
I feel kinda safe
I feel so empty

(Verse 1)
Yeah I, I Think Everybody Hates Me
Feeling so free, when I'm really out this city
M A N A D O, Nah
I'm feeling so low, everytime I'm going solo
I started smoking and drinking again girl
Every single time when I feel like your missing
(Giving up?) Yeah, what the point on even living
I really tried to fit in but I guess I be quiting
I ain't really coming down from this height
Every single time I hear you I get high
I don't even know why I'm here on standby
I text you, you never ever reply
Yeah, and let's talk about the group chat
Everything's whack there and I'm just getting clowned on
I don't even know why I didn't quit before
I call it nostalgic I don't even know why

(Chorus)
I feel so empty
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me
I feel kinda safe
I feel so empty

(Outro)
I feel so empty
I feel kinda safe
Somebody come get me
I feel kinda safe
I feel so-

end of the year

Someday

Jus Lmk (prod. 4lexf and jang0 beats)

lyrics:
verse 1:
i didn't know it'd end this bad
didn't know you carried ink sacs
tentacles with flapper valves
breathe some air then slip right back

snake-tongued, you're born to deceive
steal my plate and lick it clean
constantly lovebombing me
like, i know better, darling please

you're a rooster, i'm a bat
black and white, two different halves
still, thought i'd give us a chance
i mean, i know i'm an ignorant man

called me up at night everyday
for a while, anyway
then pulled up some shitty excuse
slither off in someone else’s noose

verse 2:
i kept your name under my tongue
burnt the taste but not the lung
every call a loaded gun
cocked it back, then said you’re done

you move slick, a phantom limb
cut me deep but said you’d swim
drank my calm, then filled to brim
with your guilt disguised as whim

you said “baby, just relax”
then you twisted all the facts
made me question how to act
'til i cracked beneath the act

told my friends you cared a lot
but they knew the game you brought
you just needed what i got
now i’m sober, you’re a shot

you said you’d changed, i bought the lie
silver tongue and serpent eyes
called it fate, i called it vice
kissed me once, then rolled the dice

fed me dreams with broken stems
half a truth in every text
played the saint, then played your ex
left me ghosted, half perplexed

took my flaws, you wore them thin
painted halos over sin
said you’d die before you’d quit
guess that coffin never fit

now i see the fingerprints
every word was counterfeit
you just crave the dissonance
it’s not love, it’s limerence

limerence (prod. autrioly)

Goodbye To You

"I happen to be so ill due to your azure eyes" or whatever the chorus says

Blue Bombers (feat. Pop Shuv')

Love isn't real (prod. Donovan Hall Music)

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Where'd all the time go?
It's starting to fly
See how the hands go
Waving goodbye

[verse]
yeah,mhm
times flies way too fast
I know that everyone says now, days you should be wise
but I don't really care if they said that is all lie
cause I know if I don't agree everyone will cut ties
I was scrolling and just browsing the net
I saw some people and they're saying 
they just wanted some rest
cause everyday when they woke up
they felt nothing but depressed
and really  I was just the one who asked how they felt

[Hook]
Where'd all the time go?
It's starting to fly
See how the hands go
Waving goodbye

time flies way too fast

[Prod. @Boyfifty]
cover art by Hartlyn & Darlene

More Sleep (feat. Kailee Morgue)

*even if you hurt me, I still wanna be your favorite person*

@lost.kid - Favorite Boy (prod. autrioly)

*a short song I covered for a girl I used to be obsessed over but, she never loved me tbh*

@Jvvn x @Powfu x @SarcasticSound- The Way That You See Me

i looked at you beautifully ft. autrioly

lyrics:
verse 1:
i don’t talk much lately, it just feels like a chore
every word tastes bitter, can’t fake it no more
stare at my hands like they’re someone else’s skin
tried to change my life, but I’m stuck where i’ve been
the days blur out, i forget what i’ve done
the sleep don’t help when your thoughts still run
meds don't work, might as well try the lead
don't count on me, i'm too far gone in my head

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)

verse 2:
yeah, i don’t sleep, just think too much
way too deep, can’t blink enough
chase that dream, can’t link it up
heart on freeze, can’t heat that up
life move fast, gotta catch my breath
way too close to the edge of stress
say i’m fine, but it’s half that guess
still tryna clean that mess, no rest
notes on notes, that’s life on loop
truth so raw, can’t hide no proof
run that race, still find no roof
whole damn world tryna find my truth
burn my past, keep the smoke thin
broke that shell, won’t crawl back in
don’t need gold, just goals to spin
don’t need love, just air and wind

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)
hope you'll replay this.

too gone (prod. boyfifty)

💫 All just for fun; complete amateur. I usually like to make love songs on any genre. Following is greatly appreciated! :)

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Makin music n shi cause it put my mind at ease

non so produrre e faccio musica di merda 

"Songs Are A Story, Doesn't Matter If It's Sad Or Not"

I make rap songs & D4vd Type Songs to get my feelings out.

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Don't forget to give credit (prod. Eric Godlow)


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