Lyrics

(Autrioly)
Tell me
I don't want nothing at all
If I have you I won't
Complain

(Dysphoric)
Yeah~
Lord why am I feeling so lost 
I never pray know it’s too late for me even if I did convert to the cross
But it’s getting so bad in this battle it’s gotten me back to believing a god
Slowly it feels like the enemy’s me and myself I don’t recognize myself at all
Its not even me when I speak in my thoughts

Swore that I’d never become who I am but I’m 
Guessing that's life gotta deal with your hand
And I know that I’m young and I know got plans
Why the fuck does right now feel so close to the end
Man this shit got me thinking like think about chance
Meaningless actions that tangle your thread
No you can’t just sit back it won’t change for the best
Tell me how this shit matter it its all determined 

I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

(Lxst Boy)
(Duh(x19))
(Yeah(x4))
I ain’t feel the same as I used to
Taking up habits never thought I’d do
Now I’m on the run from the old me old me
Enemies used to be homies holy
Pain is the reason I believe in god 
Cause if nobody listening I’d rather die
I don’t think I’ll ever get to tie the knot
I’m not talking nooses (who cares if I’m not)
Take me away in a blaze of glory
I got a new girl but will she stay for the morning
Take me in outside it’s pouring 
Hope it rains that album had tore me
If only they knew what it’s about wow
She was my world till I found out
Behind my back she was a whole other person 
No motivation I finish in verses

(Dysphoric)
I don’t wanna talk I won’t answer my phone 
DND on a text
Man I just need a sec
And I’ll figure it out on my own 
I need me some rest
These lyrics instead
They keeping me up till the morn'
I don’t wanna fight
But I’m tired, deprived of my sleep
And I feel in my bones
That I’m lower than lower than lower than low

Lower Than Low w/Lxst Boy (prod. autrioly)

Lyrics

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Think that I’m cursed you’re still crossing my mind
It’s been awhile a minute it’s none of my business I know that inside
I still want to talk but I will understand it if not I’m too far out of line
Still don’t know why you keep on haunting my thoughts
some reason I keep holding on
like is it so wrong
to hope it’ll work out this time

I’m sending a text and I hope it returns
You’d think after all of this time I'll have learned
Involvement with you will do nothing but worsen
All of the hurt
On my very person
Wander too close to the flame and get burned
Well none of that matters at all I’ll traverse all over hell
And stay steady searching 
A different version we actually work
wait

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Nah you were lost to my memories
Now you wanna show your face now that I’m healing from everything
I remember all the times that I was holding you next to me
Then you threw that all away, you even know what you meant to me?

I can’t control my breath man it feels like I’m dying
I need to calm myself and readjust to my climate
Anything that I accuse her of she’ll prolly deny it
But I know I'm something convenient she was passing the time with

I’ve never gotten my closure
And suddenly it was no more
“I need to work on me”
Or was I not the person you hoped for
I held that shit on my shoulder
It’s motivation I’m closer
The person, version I wanna be now you wanna start over

You never wanted me then
And I hate how nice you are because it hurts in the end
Yeah I would have been fine starting, staying as friends 
If you rejected me then I would be better than this damn

Perspective (prod. autrioly)

Saudade w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I had an image inside of my head
But you ripped it shreds
Said you wish I was dead yeah
Meaning, can’t feel my heart beating
I’m meeting the one who put us on this earth yeah
Treason, so damn to your reason
For giving me pain and all of this hurt yeah
Feening, but I’m still believing
That we can just go and you’ll give me my shirt yeah

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

I got a hole in my chest but I’m trying my best just to go and live and survive
I got a knife in my back but the story don’t track so I think this the end of my time
The end of my time and the end of the book
The start of a life whereas mine as you took
And my body shook at the thought of it
I should’ve gotten it
Sit down relax and record yeah

I get so nervous the times that I think about
Thinking, I’m thinking I’m blind
I get so tired just talking, so tired just walking
Sit down, relax and unwind
But I’m at a point in my life where it’s grind or give up
Leaving out calories I’m on a cut
Hating the way that I don’t feel enough
Pen with a note fully covered in blood

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?
Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

BLIND (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Even with nothing at all
You’d give me your all
But pray on my downfall 
Girl you pick me apart 
And rip at my heart
Complain when it too cold
I’d write a song but that so old
Ask you to stay but I’m not bold
Honestly I’m breaking down in my car
I gave you my all and I gave you my heart 
Those photos we took
I burnt them all
Polaroids
Off the wall
You gave me your all but in the end
It didn’t work out
You gave me your all but in the end
It didn’t work out

Even with nothing at all
You’d give me your all
But pray on my downfall 
But why?
Honestly thought we were fine
You honestly outta your mind
So tell me baby is it almost over
Have we done and are we close to closure
Said you love but you were such a poser
I don’t know, what to believe
I don’t know, what to believe
I feel, I feel its over
I feel, I feel, I feel the closure
I feel, I feel, I feel its over
And I feel, I feel, I feel the closure

NOTHING (CLOSURE) [prod. autrioly & nuxe]

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I said I did it for nostalgia
Now we running up the numbers
While you comfy with another 
Couldn’t give a flying fuck
Said you worried like you SadBoy
You not over like you Rxse
Fucking tired of you talking like you not another hoe
Another pawn that’s in the game
Another piece in fucking chess
You not the queen but it don’t matter cause it’s the king that you protect
The game ends when the king falls
So in the end I just gotta stay up
Not get fucked
(Fucked, fucked, just gotta stay up)
Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
Woah woah what’s that
This experiment
Oh

Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
I said I did it cause I love her
But I fucking change my mind
So pardon me and my french
This experiment so divine
Entirely written blind
Entirely a new vibe
New name that was written in the sky oh my yeah
Oh
It’s so divine
Autrioly and I
This experiment
Woah woah what’s that
This experiment
Oh

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

Yeah you tell me you living, but I’m so damn livid
With all of the shit that you doing
So tell me the truth are you lying
And building a wall
Got no emotions you murdered them all
Now I’m on a fall
On a decline
Everyone says that I’m out of my mind
Constantly coping and killing my time
I’m constantly spouting that I am fine

I feel that I’m going insane
Cause the roses never wilt and nor the seasons change so
I feel that I’m outta my brain
Cause the water ain't blue and the grass ain’t green
On the other side of the wall
The wall

I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
I honestly feel like I’m trapped in a curse
I honestly feel like I’m trapped in my head
Spinning, I’m hurling, I’m hoping I’m dead
But I’ll overcome all this shit that I’ve bled
When I get over the wall
I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
Trying my hardest but that shit don’t work

I said that I’m trying my hardest but that shit don’t work
This not a one take this my 63rd
Ain’t no one gon’ find me they gotta search
On the other side of the wall yeah
Darling you said all my shit sounds the same
Gotta be something wrong inside your brain
I’m breaking your wall, yeah your barricade
I’m breaking away, I’m gonna escape

I feel that I’m going insane
Cause the roses never wilt and nor the seasons change so
I feel that I’m outta my brain
Cause the water ain't blue and the grass ain’t green
On the other side of the wall
The wall

WALL (prod. autrioly)

Emily (ft. JackPop)

Lyrics... 

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me
I've been a fool, I've been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Dysphoric)
I wanted peace 
You wanted war
I wanted reality 
You wanted more
I don’t rely on a drink 
To do all my thinking
While you sleep on the floor
I never listened 
Guess that’s the case
Now all of your friends
Said just to leave
Told them the negative
From your perspective
That I wouldn’t get it
The thing is that you never told me
Communication 
Is nowhere found
Our relationship 
Let’s burn it down
Cause you brought
To much inside out
We could have talked
But it’s too late now
It’s 2am
And I'm making sounds
Trying anything
Just to drown it out
And cops were called
To the neighbors house 
They’ll never know it
Saved me from myself 

What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had 
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

(Autrioly)
Take my hand and don't lie to me (what the fuck)
Ive been a fool, Ive been a fool to your lies
Take my hand and~

(Soku)
I’ve been a fool for the way that you speak
But darling I know you was lying to me
So let’s change the perspective
And change up the mood
And burn what we have
Then we’ll scatter the ashes
Could never imagine
I swear that I hate it
You said, no you blamed it
On your inclination
My time you was wasting
I go and get out
I swear that I’m burning this shit to the ground
Yeah I wanted it all
Yeah but you wanna fall
Out of the depths of your head
You was sinking in
Started a war without giving me reasoning
I don’t know why
I even try
Music and static inside of my mind
I was ecstatic till you told your lies
Feeling, I’m feeling like I wanna die

(Dysphoric)
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down
What we had
Burn it down
Don’t be sad
Burn it down
Future us
Burn it down
Fuck it just
Burn it down

Burn It Down w/Soku (prod. autrioly)

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