Jus Lmk (prod. 4lexf and jang0 beats)

lyrics:
verse 1:
i didn't know it'd end this bad
didn't know you carried ink sacs
tentacles with flapper valves
breathe some air then slip right back

snake-tongued, you're born to deceive
steal my plate and lick it clean
constantly lovebombing me
like, i know better, darling please

you're a rooster, i'm a bat
black and white, two different halves
still, thought i'd give us a chance
i mean, i know i'm an ignorant man

called me up at night everyday
for a while, anyway
then pulled up some shitty excuse
slither off in someone else’s noose

verse 2:
i kept your name under my tongue
burnt the taste but not the lung
every call a loaded gun
cocked it back, then said you’re done

you move slick, a phantom limb
cut me deep but said you’d swim
drank my calm, then filled to brim
with your guilt disguised as whim

you said “baby, just relax”
then you twisted all the facts
made me question how to act
'til i cracked beneath the act

told my friends you cared a lot
but they knew the game you brought
you just needed what i got
now i’m sober, you’re a shot

you said you’d changed, i bought the lie
silver tongue and serpent eyes
called it fate, i called it vice
kissed me once, then rolled the dice

fed me dreams with broken stems
half a truth in every text
played the saint, then played your ex
left me ghosted, half perplexed

took my flaws, you wore them thin
painted halos over sin
said you’d die before you’d quit
guess that coffin never fit

now i see the fingerprints
every word was counterfeit
you just crave the dissonance
it’s not love, it’s limerence

limerence (prod. autrioly)

Goodbye To You

"I happen to be so ill due to your azure eyes" or whatever the chorus says

Blue Bombers (feat. Pop Shuv')

Love isn't real (prod. Donovan Hall Music)

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Where'd all the time go?
It's starting to fly
See how the hands go
Waving goodbye

[verse]
yeah,mhm
times flies way too fast
I know that everyone says now, days you should be wise
but I don't really care if they said that is all lie
cause I know if I don't agree everyone will cut ties
I was scrolling and just browsing the net
I saw some people and they're saying 
they just wanted some rest
cause everyday when they woke up
they felt nothing but depressed
and really  I was just the one who asked how they felt

[Hook]
Where'd all the time go?
It's starting to fly
See how the hands go
Waving goodbye

time flies way too fast

[Prod. @Boyfifty]
cover art by Hartlyn & Darlene

More Sleep (feat. Kailee Morgue)

*even if you hurt me, I still wanna be your favorite person*

@lost.kid - Favorite Boy (prod. autrioly)

*a short song I covered for a girl I used to be obsessed over but, she never loved me tbh*

@Jvvn x @Powfu x @SarcasticSound- The Way That You See Me

lyrics:
verse 1:
i don’t talk much lately, it just feels like a chore
every word tastes bitter, can’t fake it no more
stare at my hands like they’re someone else’s skin
tried to change my life, but I’m stuck where i’ve been
the days blur out, i forget what i’ve done
the sleep don’t help when your thoughts still run
meds don't work, might as well try the lead
don't count on me, i'm too far gone in my head

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)

verse 2:
yeah, i don’t sleep, just think too much
way too deep, can’t blink enough
chase that dream, can’t link it up
heart on freeze, can’t heat that up
life move fast, gotta catch my breath
way too close to the edge of stress
say i’m fine, but it’s half that guess
still tryna clean that mess, no rest
notes on notes, that’s life on loop
truth so raw, can’t hide no proof
run that race, still find no roof
whole damn world tryna find my truth
burn my past, keep the smoke thin
broke that shell, won’t crawl back in
don’t need gold, just goals to spin
don’t need love, just air and wind

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)
hope you'll replay this.

too gone (prod. boyfifty)

I see your face in the moon / prod. SadMusic

Crows Nest

it’s 2 am and I still miss you
I saw the sun, where’s my last moon?
why do you still listen to my tune?
you know it's all of you, a new song will be dropped soon

I ask you to turn back
to escape that dark gloom
write a song by song, feeling anxiety in my bedroom

told you we would reach that stuff
we only need some time to
see I’ll drive the highway on my GT3RS
sooooon

how about to start again
forget of bad times that we had
how about to write it off
i swear i'll change and do my best
i don't believe in farewell
it’s gotta be a dream
and if it was a fairy tale, would you stay with me?

I was up all night, no rest, I write a new song,
we sacrifice to reach the height and then we move on,
I’m not upset, I try to change, I want to be strong,
you are so far away, I know, why do you want to be alone?

it’s 2 am, but I still miss you
what can be harder than the distance

stay with me (under the maple tree)

sellin my soul prod. autrioly

verse 1:
back in 2015, skipping stones by the lake
laughing at stupid secrets and the jokes we would make
then my parents dropped the news like a hit to the head
fell asleep thinking of you, woke up in a plane instead
wish i fought to stay, but i froze when it came
people said it wouldn’t matter, but they didn’t know your name
kept you tucked in my chest like a bruise i wouldn’t hide
carried you through every night with your bracelet at my side, yeah


hook:
every night that he ran only sharpened the fear
every thought of her voice pulled him back to that year
should’ve spoken the truth, but he never knew how
now it rises like grief and it’s cutting him now  

every mile they crossed only twisted the knife
every dream with her face wrecks the rest of his life
should’ve freed her back then, but he never knew how
now she’s drifting like smoke and he’s breaking right now

bridge:
hey… truth be told i don't exactly know why i’m calling, but that year keeps looping in my head
y'know, the lake, and the jokes, and the way that you said my name
i thought leaving would make it fade but it didn’t
i should’ve told you how heavy it hit me. i still miss you
i just… wanted you to know
uhh, call me back when you got time


verse 2:
i’ve been pacing through the nights trying hard not to drown
counting hours till i’m standing once again in your town
you the sound on the phone that could soften my chest
every laugh on facetime felt like a place i could rest
stashed away what i could just to get on that flight
telling coworkers and friends it would all be alright
when i see you, i might cry just from losing the mask
promise me you’ll stay close, it is all that i ask

hook:
every night that he ran only sharpened the fear
every thought of her voice pulled him back to that year
should’ve spoken the truth, but he never knew how
now it rises like grief and it’s cutting him now  

every mile they crossed only twisted the knife
every dream with her face wrecks the rest of his life
should’ve freed her back then, but he never knew how
now she’s drifting like smoke and he’s breaking right now

bridge:
ladies and gentleman, this is your captain speaking
on behalf of the entire crew
i'd like to welcome you onboard to flight 237 with non-stop service to new York
thanks for flying with us today

outro (verse 3):
landed late in your city, heart loud on the ride
kept it quiet from you just to see your eyes wide
your parents let me in, told me they hoped i was fine
i nodded like i meant it while i practiced the line
then you walked in the room with a hand that wasn’t mine
hit me clean in the gut like i crossed the wrong line
hands shaking, heart racing, body close to collapse
“should’ve told you how i felt” hitting line after lapse, yeah


after takeoff // 2015 (prod. 4lexf)

a song from my heart

Lyrics:

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

heartache, love ache
Lately I been drowning in these hard days
Thinking too much, staying up late
808s & Heartbreak

like Kanye, (Kanye)
how could you be so heartless
never saw the signs when it started
didn't leave at first but my heart did

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

(yeah) The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

The day that you died, I grieved and I cried
I tried to survive
Deleting memories, tryna keep me alive
Part of me wishes I'd died

I need you in my life, atleast that's what it felt like for the longest of times
I hope it's true that broken hearts can really change your life when it's put on a mic

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

The day that I cried
Was the day that you lied
It was the day that I died
It was the day that you died

(outro speech)
mhm, it took a while for me to learn how to live without you
but, I'm thankful that we met,
cus.. now I know how- how I never should let anyone treat me
no matter how much I may love them.
I'll be strong enough now, to put myself first

the day that i cried.

prod. by me

Don't have the full lyrics because this is my first song ever and I don't have them saved :(

the day you left

Makin music n shi cause it put my mind at ease

non so produrre e faccio musica di merda 

"Songs Are A Story, Doesn't Matter If It's Sad Or Not"

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