In Bad K - 3 Hours PM

If For A Day

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

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BE A MAN

BE A MAN (Prod. Critch)

endly, Achex - Wandering

Lyrics:

i let people abuse my kindness
i'm too good to everyone
tell myself it's okay if i care a little less
i don't wanna disappoint anyone

i get angry over small things
keep it all together to stay strong
overthinking might be my gift
cuz i barely end up wrong

2x
i like people who are bad for me
bad for me
i let you treat me badly
so badly
i let you do bad things to me
bad things
i let you treat me badly
so badly

give you every part of me
til i'm gone
you'll just end up calling me dumb
i never get what i deserve
you made me hate everyone

i tell people to take their time
i'd wait for anyone
eventhough you'd never do the same for me
i still ask you if you're fine

Rnla, Julia Alexa - bad4me

if u say so w/CHRMNG, & phaea

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

no 1 told me

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

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Girl I put my trust in you but the time we spent just left me bruised
when I lost my grip I lost you too
Now i’m by myself tryna start a new
No I won’t change for nobody 
I been lifting up my spirts stackin up my money
I be pourin out these spirits til im feelin funny
Drown these thoughts from the past with a glass and a smoke
The words that you spoke
i thought that you meant them
Lied to my face and you forgot to mention
You would leave me for a better man
Please take me away from this life and this strife I don’t wanna stand

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

alright that’s enough  
act so tough
till it’s time to take the blame 
and sure, i’ll show up 
but i’m walking right out 
if they don’t know my name 

oh love you know i’d never change 
i’ve grown so much 
been carved by pain 
i’ve bled every song out my veins 
you’re all just copies of the same 
 
i can’t afford to trust 
its set in stone 
so leave it love 
it’s all but said and done 
but u know i wont change my ways 
i go   
i drive with my ego 
it always brings me home 
so i’m just fine alone

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

I gotta save myself from ever going backwards
Know some people in my past that were more like actors
I didn't know my value, But now I've got standards
Got no time for chit chat; I dont like to banter 
I won't change myself for a soul in this life
I'm gon chase my goals, feel the fire in my eyes
Fuck a fake bitch fill your head with lies
The prettiest of eyes is a snake in disguise

take me away w/ Weepings, I'm Geist & Saphir (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

toothfairy

*lyric video*
https://youtu.be/thNKcL6wyRc

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https://youtu.be/LG3JNuA-yBE?si=B8Kgu-5IskYY1Zcl

Produced by phate & zaini
Mix & mastered by me & zaini
Coverart by @supachefm

the big comfy couch (prod. phate x zaini) *mv in bio*

mistake maker

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @powfu & @ulovely

Lyrics:

where did you go?
where did you go?
where did you go?

(powfu) 

aye
they keep on asking 
how it feels to blow up
i saw this all coming like
what the fuck do you expect?
music got em jumping 
till they throw up
they handed me the mic like 
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

never need a reset 
my recents on ghost
im the talk of town 
like what the fuck do you expect?
you expect more
i expect less
im not what you adore, no
you cant play me like chess

(belak)

these hoes faker than some CGI
i made so much shit
i could feed the flies
read the lines
i spent hours with this beast of mine
asked me whats my limit
and i told her “do you see the sky?”

(powfu)

keep up
i been in the sky with an eagle eye
i don’t need luck
i could bet it all on just me and i
seems like
everything they did 
girl i redefined
keep in mind
i defy the odds like

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

gaining traction since im young
so dont tell me to grow up
yeah they’re talking down 
but now they see my numbers go up
dont why they doubt
they shouldve known im gonna blow up
now they see im headlining
you know theyre scared to show up
said i wouldnt be enough
watch me climb up to the top
yeah you know its set to pop
what the fuck did you expect?
too grateful for what i got
yeah i owe it all to god
thats how i got what i want
what the fuck did you expect?

(belak)

me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

yellow

unexpected

stream

unexpected ft. powfu & ulovely

disappointing eyes

Enfermeira cratense, concurseira, apreciadora da pesquisa científica, amante de corrida, cristã.

if u say so w/CHRMNG, & phaea

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