something you hate

lyrics
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flowars
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i’m feeling great (yeah)
like crawling out a grave (yeah)
you can’t see my face yet
but don’t seem afraid (yeah)
i can’t seem to shake the
(don’t look back)
vibe that you’re awake
i hope you can run fast

(yeah yeah)
this is just a game and it sure ain’t safe
i’m just a ghost and i don’t have a face
if you wanna know then i just need a taste
the red on my blade has a delicate sheen
i love what i do
and i love when they scream for me

blood won’t fall without some gravity
don’t bother asking what’s wrong with me
i’m not broken rather i feel free
i just love to hear you scream
and if the hair on the back of your neck
don’t stand up straight right now
i might have to riot
wait…
cause i’m lurking in the dark
and you really oughta hurry on back home
if i catch you i won’t let go
if you beg me i’ll just smile
and the fight is worth the while for the prize

i can’t resist while you still exist
your blood on my lips is like
pure dopamine just ecstasy
i need you in my life

guardin
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i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you closer (x2)

got a hand full of dirt
as i crawl through the earth
as i make my way to these vacant places
that i hardly remember
as these memories all flood
i start draggin through the mud
with a knife in hand
i'm laying out the plan
& all i'm craving is your blood

so come over
three leaf clover
ain't no luck inside this room
got some posies in my pocket
imma lay em on your tomb
for some closure
i can close your eyes
accept that you are doomed
take the hook
out of your back
and try to run if you want to
you won't make it that far
if i catch you in my grip
you'll be quick to confiscate
what's in the holster on my hip
do not test my capabilities 
i'm built fully equipped
ain't no treats inside this home
you all alone with all these tricks

and we go through all of these cycles
you probably think i'm psycho
that's okay cause i came all this way
just to hit pause on all of your vitals
this could be the revisal
if you focus on your survival
better set your clock 
cause you know i won't knock
when it comes time for me to be michael
myers with the mask
i slash and gash you into two
i don't need no reservation
resurrecting's what i do
so if you see me in your neighborhood
try your best not to scream
cause i'll carve you like a pumpkin
have a happy halloween

guardin x flowars - midnight grove (prod. chxse bank)

if u say so w/CHRMNG, & phaea

look what you've done to me

prod. acey
master: @vito2300

sometimes i don't know who i am
look in the mirror
i don't see me there
that's a monster
and he looks somber
but he just killed a man

well lesson learned
i won't get my hopes up
i won't care if you show up
show up
won't be here when the sun comes
the sun comes out

sobered up
missing the way out
locked in
i need to calm down
i can't calm down
in a cold house
i hear every sound

if i was perfect why were you fucking him
tell me what he had i couldn't do better than
n i saw it
you're sobbing
i put the knife in him

i'm numb to the bloodshed
good at destroying
and i'm home when
i'm hearing voices
and in the morning
i'll be what you need
look what you've done to me
look what you've done to me
look what you've done to me

i've had enough for now

home

home (prod. acey)

ｓｃａｔｔｅｒ　ｍｙ　ａｓｈ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｐｕｔ　ｆｌｏｗｅｒｓ　ｉｎ

keep going
love you guys.
ty all so so much for the support recently
check up on your friends, and in retrospect, more importantly yourself.
thank you so much for listening.
prod @cartermetro x @gavinhadley 🖤

(i barely feel at home right now)
(so i sedate through the drink and hope it all works out)

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

i ain't want screen time
they think i ain't worth shit when my light dies
but i'll brush it off and say, "fine, yeah."
just don't get back to me for hi's
'cause that was our last goodbye

(who am i?) (2x)

avoid coming 'cross me
i don't talk often
sugarcoated but without the chocolate
you got the message, so ignore the comments
but my heart is nauseous, that's the problem
i drink and repeat 'cause i love the peak
down with his men-tal, knights, now the king
stuck in this hell, into hell i will sink
if i died, would you grieve?
i'd like to believe
and i can't remember how i felt
the moment had seized me, it's really so evident
all that remains are reminders and remnants
i wish i told you how i felt.

wade through the rain
cherish the moment
difficulties only prove they're golden
full exhaust, eyes sewn wide open
regard me as dust
just a road with no bliss

foaming at the lips
if i'm human, i admit
i hold a heavy distaste for what you have to say
but i'll listen
i'll listen anyways

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

porcelain [prod. cxrter x gavin hadley]

Driving the interstate, Sun in my face, yeah
Hundred on the dash, but it won't change my fate, nah
'Cause I already gave you my heart and I never felt the same

Baby, I'm falling, I'm falling again but there's time in my grave
I'm falling, I'm falling again but I can't feel this way
I'm falling, I'm falling again but there's time in my grave
I'm falling, I'm falling again but I can't feel this way

All I know is I was comfortable 
Till she stole my soul and put it six feet deep into the soil as if flowers were to grow
You left home with a backpack and nowhere to go
Said the road felt closer to home than any place that you’ve known 


You were dancing on my grave 
The one that you’ve been diggin’ up
Pourin’ soil on my casket
I don’t think that it’s enough
For my bones 
For my bones to feel enclosed
As the sun hits my tombstone
The concrete decays 
And I don’t think that you are interested 
In buying a new grave 
You lit the match & watched me burn inside
I died that fucking day
What a shame that you could walk away
A smile on your face 


I’m falling I’m falling again
But this time in my grave 
I’m falling I’m falling again
But I can’t feel this way

Mm-mm
No point in lying, girl, don't say you love me
You, you never cared 'til I put you above me
I laid down my guard 'til you put your hand through my chest
And you took my heart but left me with the rest

Baby, I'm falling

Falling Again

Falling Again (feat. guardin)

i know you hate when i smoke

hexdrinker

no hero

IN2U

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

is it so hard to call me

prod: @deadspyro

so blindly, is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly
is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly

and you got a look in your eyes that tells me you hate what im saying
every night think bout the past in my head just replaying

im making bands, im telling stories that nobody else understands
you wanna verse need a check in advance
walk out the bank couple racks in my hands

5 in the morning, i feel like i am nothing
and everybody hurts me
too used to people leaving, no wonder im not healing

you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts
you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts

nicotine in my lungs im feeling better
my mood change real quick with the weather
new vans on my feet with the checker
is it real when you tell me it's forever

if u say so w/CHRMNG, & phaea

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