Soooooooo beautiful 🩷 your voice always make me cry

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO ON TOUR!!!!!!!!! I would kill to see you live 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

hay I love the intros and have for years man keep going I love you so much and I will always love your music I don't say this enough when I say that I adore your sound so much man your the reason I can sleep sometimes because of how peaceful your voice makes me feel

lyrics
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i've been ridin thru the city in the dark while it's lifeless
inside this car is where i found my fucking light switch
stopped doing stupid shit like knife hits
this life isn't priceless
y'all back home the reason imma write this
you a lame lame
it's a shame shame
you took your picture
outta the frame frame
i thought you changed changed
you playin games games
i hardly know you
we ain't the same same
you tryna blame blame
oh what a claim claim
who is the person
that you became came
couldn't relate late
my path is paved paved
so i just packed up & got away way

a-okay
yeah i'm smiling with the sun in my face  
i said wait okay
now the rains pickin up tryna put me in my place
i said wait wait okay kay
borrowed time till im in a grave grave
gonna dig dig and they gon take take
the same ones attending my wake wake 

when the bass hit bass hit
i went back to basics
scrapped another album
i ain't working on no lame shit
genre clashing all the time but i ain't ever lane switch
some of you just play the role while i've been on the same shit
seven in the morning i'm just tryna start my day shit
whippin to the coffee shop the soundtrack on my playlist
horror film apparel chrismas carols on my feet though
peril sent the beat & i just hit it like a cheat code
flipped through all the pages read a story bout a hero
thought i could relate cause at one point he was a zero
time will tell my story if my time is one to borrow
live it how you want cause you might never wake tomorrow

never wake tomorrow all that's left is your achievements
fillin up my cup in hell along with all your grievance
-is it kinda funny how my death changed your perception
was it all coincidence or was it my intention?
deafening to most but some will understand the story
i don't want it all but i want outta purgatory
so it wrote a song or two in hopes that i could reach it
found another key inside my soul i'm playing defense
with it cause i gotta i don't wanna lose control
cause the weight of all the words excused sit still inside my soul
i'm mistreated by my friends sometimes so i stand all alone
i don't fuck with anybody it's a waste of what i know

i don't really think i know you you're a undeveloped mold
it's the people you hold close to you that treat you fucking cold
they stay plotting on the kid & take a bid on when i'll fold
then they wonder why i'm distant and so hard to get ahold
of the people in your life how many gotchu till the grave
probably one or two be honest with yourself and not ashamed
yeah the good ones hard to come across but when you do it's great
life is beautiful in solitude i really can't complain

borrowed time (prod. peril x suli x gwapmane)

lyrics
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flowars
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i’m feeling great (yeah)
like crawling out a grave (yeah)
you can’t see my face yet
but don’t seem afraid (yeah)
i can’t seem to shake the
(don’t look back)
vibe that you’re awake
i hope you can run fast

(yeah yeah)
this is just a game and it sure ain’t safe
i’m just a ghost and i don’t have a face
if you wanna know then i just need a taste
the red on my blade has a delicate sheen
i love what i do
and i love when they scream for me

blood won’t fall without some gravity
don’t bother asking what’s wrong with me
i’m not broken rather i feel free
i just love to hear you scream
and if the hair on the back of your neck
don’t stand up straight right now
i might have to riot
wait…
cause i’m lurking in the dark
and you really oughta hurry on back home
if i catch you i won’t let go
if you beg me i’ll just smile
and the fight is worth the while for the prize

i can’t resist while you still exist
your blood on my lips is like
pure dopamine just ecstasy
i need you in my life

guardin
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i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you closer (x2)

got a hand full of dirt
as i crawl through the earth
as i make my way to these vacant places
that i hardly remember
as these memories all flood
i start draggin through the mud
with a knife in hand
i'm laying out the plan
& all i'm craving is your blood

so come over
three leaf clover
ain't no luck inside this room
got some posies in my pocket
imma lay em on your tomb
for some closure
i can close your eyes
accept that you are doomed
take the hook
out of your back
and try to run if you want to
you won't make it that far
if i catch you in my grip
you'll be quick to confiscate
what's in the holster on my hip
do not test my capabilities 
i'm built fully equipped
ain't no treats inside this home
you all alone with all these tricks

and we go through all of these cycles
you probably think i'm psycho
that's okay cause i came all this way
just to hit pause on all of your vitals
this could be the revisal
if you focus on your survival
better set your clock 
cause you know i won't knock
when it comes time for me to be michael
myers with the mask
i slash and gash you into two
i don't need no reservation
resurrecting's what i do
so if you see me in your neighborhood
try your best not to scream
cause i'll carve you like a pumpkin
have a happy halloween

guardin x flowars - midnight grove (prod. chxse bank)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

I made a pact with my well-being 
But I couldn’t keep me from loving u still
The eyes of creation are all seeing 
And if they see me then I’m going to hell
Still what they pour Henny for
We all so blasted I don’t think we need no more
I feel I need a breather quick
My emotions don’t match with this mixed up gin 
Keep going 
I eat that cake then I perform
U cannot smoke this a me blunt
I roll backwoods until I go tree form
Bite on my lip till it comes off
Use me however to get off
Call me whatever u see fit
But after just pick up my pieces

And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

guardin:
yeah she's sucking me dry
not in the way that i'd probably like
i was afraid to commit to her patterns
living vicariously through her life
oh
feeling like i
wasn't enough to encompass your eyes
blistering welts like a page off of thrasher
half of the shit that i do isn't wise
torch where those feelings reside
kiss on my neck as i'm gripping your thighs
love isn't cheap when it's riddled with answers
i fall asleep always questioning why
cords tangled up like a dancer
timberwood lake house just south of dubai
you make my heartbeat grow faster
palpitation till it bursts through the sky
pierce through my skin till it's all bone dry
listen to my heart beat out as I die

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

friday nite fun ft guardin (twentytwo)

lyrics:

Grape vine burner
She wants a parking lot live in murderer

Self medicated by the smell of storm
Id have a blade left in my gut and they would say im armed
How come every champion rather lose instead
He wins the game but loses life when ego fills his head
Hand to hand combat never works
When right beside u lay the weapons of the universe
Check it five times then I close the hatch
She spoke the language of the world into voided black 

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Carried to the cemetery I could tell she’s still alive
Wood soot dirt 
Block her body from our 9-5
I could be the mercenary u could be the better guy
He could not flirt
With the image of an other side
Blood on my brain broke thru my skull
Giving back life to the animals
Strawberry colour on feathery coats
I’m the shoe box u cannot tip toe
I told u I meant it
Girl that’s why I said it
I can’t be much clearer than that don’t u get it

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Just about 20 feet down in the well I rest
 I sport a smile stuck forever with this shell in my head
He dips down to my mouth to see what I had said
As I breathed once again they could hear me cry

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

It Must Be A Pain (branwen)

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Sad Chill video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRSfLaYdsvk

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/polaven
https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y

Lyrics:

Sewerperson-

Talk about a long night
I was on the phone and even her voice gave me frostbite
I cant feel my face let alone my emotions
I put all my pain into my hands to pour this potion
I was fucked by 9:30
Still I hold a convo
You had done me so dirty
But I kept it confidential
She had tossed me out the window like she was something special
I would hit u back still if it wasn’t for my mental
Give me time
I was one of them I thought I wouldn’t do it
But shit just change abruptly when u going thru it
I still cant believe my dream been more than lucid 
But I just drown the doubts inside these purple fluids
Take me and try to break they never could before
I found a spot to think now up on this meteor
Tell me how I could fix u and I will give it my all
Ill make that my goal until im nothing but a skull

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me
I know this isn't right, but I put too much time into us
And I will die, if you leave me cuz I'm on the cuff
Of leaving, this earth from breathing
Where will I go? When Im gone? Fuck

Ekeon-

Oh fuck, fuck, fuck
Everywhere I look, I see a ghost
Vision blurry like a nightmare
Oh outta luck, luck, luck
Feelings run deep, like a knife
I could die there
I'm so gone, she's so gone
Take it, I don't wanna leave
But I'm all wasted, I don't wanna die
I just wanna lie, say goodbye to one last night

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me

Lost in You w/ Sewerperson, polaven & Ekeon (p. JOLLY WRLD x Vesta)

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

i know you hate when i smoke

die4u

produced by sheepy

lyrics
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and you push and you pull and you follow
and you go to where i go
and you push and you pull and you follow
and you follow
and you push and you pull and you follow
you're engraved in the death of this bottle
and you push and you pull and you follow
you follow

creep through the night
when the chase does arrive
will you pretend that i'm
not alive not alive oh
and you push and you pull and you follow
you're engraved in the death of this bottle
and you push and you pull and you follow
you follow

baby
this is what my life's like lately
sit inside my room like maybe
hate me
suffocate me
whatchu do is
intoxicating

you're dancing on the moon like michael
dancing in my room like my girl
distancing the view from my world
and it goes and it goes and it goes
you push and you push and you pull
and it goes and it goes and it goes
you push and you pull and you pummel
your feelings inside til you're hollow
let it swim through your veins til it swallows
til it swallows

push, pull, follow (prod. sheepy)

check up on your friends <3

lyrics:

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me

every time i look at you
i can't believe my eyes
you were loved, you were cherished
you felt abandoned, you were mine

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

(one more time, one more)

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me
(haunting me!)

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again


avery

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i know you hate when i smoke

sadeyes

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