i remember how your lips still taste

~2300~
produced by @itsbrvski
hosted by @ytstatic

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

[Verse]
What’s the count on the favors i have to cash in
I’m doing damage control for you in your absence
And what’s an ounce when i’ve seen it traded for friendship 
I’d pay it all out of pocket to see my friends again
Cause our bonds don’t fit in black bags
And our name’s they write on toe tags
This shit is so sad
When all we had were examples of how to not live
We’re just statistics
No one expects you to win

“I’m sick of burying my fucking friends” 
“I’m sorry”
“I should’ve done more”

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

i might be alone, i'm scared w/ brvski

lyrics
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if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

i know you hate when i smoke

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Look At The Moon

look at the moon (ft. spookybands)

deathwish

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

the lights are on but no ones home (king theta)

if you're reading this, get me outta here.

trapped in a box

the loneliest place in the world - guardin (jkru edit)

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

round and around and around and around they go
there's a brief moment of silence
'till I hurt myself again
round and around and around and around I run
I keep looking for an answer
But sometimes there isn't one

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

When you’re sad about nothing
nothing makes it any better
I displace all my feelings
You must be the reason I’m bitter
I’m always looking for something
my feelings pull me along
They take my hand and they guide me
Reassure me that everything’s wrong

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

i know you hate when i smoke

sadeyes

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