its not a lake, its an ocean.

hellbound (prod. iof)

k1llm3sl0w (prod. phaseshift)

<what are you thinking about?>
<nothing.>
<wanna know what im thinking about?>

the walls are closing in on me again
i cannot leave
so if i suck up all the oxygen
can they still breathe?

if it’s all in my head
then why am i stuck again?
living life through a screen,
hold conversations through threads
hypochondriac at best
so could you please check my vitals?

pray for cardiac arrest
so i’ll be dead on arrival 

<youre angry at everyone
I know you have a lot to be angry about.
but keeping it to yourself and being quiet, like you're doing,
its not going to help you> 

way too often i find myself
in situations i could do without
i’ll sedate myself to handle going out
now i wish i didn’t come, i need to shut my mouth
(i need to shut my mouth)
why i did leave my house?
(why did i leave my house?)

i suck to be around

so if it’s all in my head
then why am i still in bed?
self induced lucid dreams,
and leaving my friends on read
isolated at rest,
i’m hoping this time it’s final.

pray for cardiac arrest
so i’ll be dead on arrival!

(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)
(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)

if it’s all in my head!
if it’s all in my head!
if it’s all in my head!

(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)

in my head!
in my head! 
in my head!
in my head! 

so i’ll be dead on arrival.

<there's pain underneath, that's where our work needs to go.
what is it about society that disappoints you so much?>

<oh I don't know.
feels like all our heroes are counterfeit.
the world itself, just one big hoax.
spamming each other with our burning commentary bullshit,
masquerading as insight.
we wanna be sedated.
because its painful not to pretend.
because were cowards.
fuck society.>

dead on arrival (prod. capsized)

overdose!! (prod. iof)

maelstrom

if i’m saying that i want it then you know that imma get it
i ain’t try yet but im never getting desperate 
shorty think i want her cause i put her on the guestlist 
the day i settle for her it’ll be because i’m dead, bitch 

ex think that i’m sad cause i made her think “i lost her”
shooting for the bag she just filler on my roster 
watch your fucking step before you end up in my cross hair
get up off my set or you’ll be meeting with my hardware 
x2

gravehouse shit smoking loud and making noise
now she asking what i’m doing i’m just chilling w the boys
i can tell she wanna fuck said she really like my voice
ghost that hoe just to prove a fucking point

i said i just want a bad bitch 
not cause i want love but cause i’m trynna do some bad shit
one who’s on my dick so when i want it i can have it
one who’s on my type of shit cause i don’t fuck w average 
never catch me lackin 

uh

not average (prod. michael warren)

not_there (prod. barelybreath)

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

i just need to be in your orbit
lip locked lies but we’re choosing to ignore it
get me high but left you leave me floored it’s 
quite alright i just hope that you enjoyed it
burn my throat
im choking when i breathe you in
lovesickghost, 
you haunt me but i let you in
left you notes
i swear i didn’t mean to
let you know
but fuck, you make me seethrough 

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
our love would be a catastrophic end to all
but thoughts ignite and i’m alright with the fall

its not a lake, its an ocean.

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