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Moonshine (feat. L!tino)

@arr_eeh


Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie, cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know
It's no communicating
Every thought that passes me by
Can't get a break, there's no escape
And I'm a wreck but I try
But that light, in your eye
When you tell me we're fine
Do you believe that honestly
Cuz up to me It's goodbye

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

I tell myself that I cant let go
I tell myself that they're the one
But they made me feel like I got no one
By my side
No one by my side

Oh, I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

Oh I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Narcissist w/ Re:

Moonlight

Moonlight [prod. splashgvng]

Taste Of Love (Love Hurts) (Feat. DeeKay) (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

So Fine

Snoop Dogg Bitch Please Feat.Xzibit And Nate Dogg

Snoop Dogg Buck Em Feat.Sticky Fingaz

Snoop Dogg Who Am I (What's My Name?)

Snoop Dogg Vato Feat.B Real

man. idk how long i can keep doing this. I'm feeling down but here take this

lyrics:
Chorus: 
shawty turn around dont stop
baby i been too much in my mind no luck 
i know that u want it but im coming for the top 
get a hunned bands i be shining like a rock, now she gimme top

no fucks given, she want it bad
turn the lights out baby come into my head
wanna feel you naked on my body for the rest of the night
4, 5  clip wont u taking my fuckin life
 

ima lay low
foot on the gas 
wanna be my friend 
better take off the mask 

take off ur coat ima take off the vest
bitch im iced out from my feet to my neck 

look
call me anytime ill be on my way
bitch i fantasize bout these demons in my cage, im a sage
fucked up i wanna rage 
aiming at ur throat u know i be getting paid 

Chorus x1


I be countin and stackin i got a few racks on the way 
i said shawty she cappin i know she in it for the fame 
now she backin in up, she wanna a benz and a truck 
i told her baby dont worry just kill me in a vain 

i told her, dont worry keep dancing 
shake it from the back got the boys advancing 
the way that shit clap clap clap got me planning
waiting for the right time bitch im romancing 
 
but like drake said, you aint modled if u aint been in vogue 
got a rocky in my pocket if u u wanna go
im put that shit aside, keep u on the low 
baby wont u come inside we just gotta flow  

she a bad bitch, now she wanna relay
take u by the hand do 2 hunned on the freeway 
she told me im scared i said this the bank shot,
if u fuckin with the crew bitch we going up to the top


Chorus x2

Lights out

right where i left (prod. sundwn)

elevator

the way u luv

That's That

That's That Shit (feat. R. Kelly)

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

download <3

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

Adonis

Got Me! (feat. Re:)

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Got Me! (feat. Re:)

LSD (ft. GRAMthart)

Official Audio for "By My Side" by Lil Digital
℗ 2019 GS MUSIC
Produced by Hell in Heaven and Giant Steve
Mixed by Xanny Rich

Social Media
Lil Digital : Instagram/@lukebeauvais
Soundcloud/@Lil Digital

Giant Steve : Instagram/@giantsteve808
Soundcloud/ @gsmusicofficial

Hell in Heaven : Instagram/@prod.hellinheaven
Soundcloud/ @hellinheaven12345

Xanny Rich : Instagram/@rich_xann
www.beatstars.com/xanny_rich/tracks

By My Side

Mixed and Engineered by Sam & Spastic
ART by Cam Counts
Twitter: @kleptomagz

Make It Through (prod blunted beatz)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

OG : NINA NESBITT produced by blackbear & @basecampmusique

nina nesbitt - best u had [blackbear remix]

prod. by @ayjd
cover art by jake clifford

lyrics
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we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

with you
and i
we laugh
and we cry
and we’ll dance
till we die
cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming
compared to the shit that’s happening outside

truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out
yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south
and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out
put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth

we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

follow ay!jd

contact (prod. ay!jd)

lyrics
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baby maybe
i could come thru in the morning
i don't care if it is still raining & pouring
outside your window the world is still tossing & turning
rain turns to sunshine this is a cycle i'm learning

fear
the keeper instilled in my mind
i've been escaping erasing the parts of my brain that don't ever comply
oh dear
i hope you that you know that i've tried
but terror is making a mess if i do just confess i know all of it's lies

why do i 
feed the parts inside of me
that absolutely mortify & choke me till i cannot breathe
do you feel
better when you're sound asleep
or do the thoughts inside of you just come to life inside a dream

truth be told
i've lost all hope
my mind has gone insane
maybe i'm addicted to the dark parts of my brain
you & i have different eyes no we are not the same
i could be the moth and baby you could be the flame

⛈️

someday 2

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alive (ft. PVRIS)(prod. caspr)

lyrics
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what’s it like to me?
think i finally got the answer if you wanted to see
take a look in my mirror cause it’s shittin’ on me
like a pigeon to a branch when i be up in the trees
pick me up with the breeze
take me far away from here cause i don’t like what i see
constantly contemplating if i really believe
all the feelings that i’m feeling lately life is a dream

but not a good one
really it’s a nightmare
we could hit the park but i don’t really wanna bike there
heard you like my music but the way you treat mes not fair
i address the issue you sell my address for flight fare
and i’m scared
but justifying that is hard & i swear
my focus isn’t on it but i caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision 2020’s been a nightmare
we comin’ full circle ain’t nobody fuck with my square

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

i locked myself inside my basement
smoked till i got faded
must get back to basics
take a shot of bourbon
give yourself a fucking facelift
i’ll work on the album all damn night until i make it

and you can probably hear the frogs
in the background of this song
while they’re swimming in the pond
cause i just moved out of my moms
i got everything i want
i ain’t even gotta flaunt
cause it’s weird shit
like couches from the 80s
lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
books about the cure or poetry from ali malee
and some charcoal colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
yeah it’s crazy
the life that music made me
my problems still exist but i got space to calm the shaking
anxiety don’t own me anymore ain’t that amazing
the focus is the future and the mornings i’ll be waking

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

the way u luv

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