AT-ST

April 21st

A song about growth and support and deep, deep love. 

English translation after the Dutch lyrics:

Wat jij me leerde
is dat ik echwel lief kan zijn
ook al deed ik je steeds pijn.

Wat je me leerde
is dat zelfbeheersing loont
waar mijn woede normaal woont.

Ik mag zijn wie ik ben
maar wie ben ik dan?
Ben ik een pleaser en nep
en hoe komt dat dan?
Je stelt de juiste vragen
en geeft me alle tijd.
Ik mag mijn fouten maken
en ben wel klaar met spijt.

Wat je me leerde
is om naar mezelf te gaan
en geen punt over te slaan.

Wat je me leerde
is dat perfectie niet bestaat,
dat ‘t zelfs nergens op slaat

om te verlangen naar iets
wat ik nooit krijgen zal,
het zorgt alleen maar voor
dat ik steeds uiteindelijk val
en me kut voel over dingen
die ik nooit zal kunnen leren
en altijd maar die strijd
om mezelf weer te kalmeren.

Nee dat hoeft niet meer,
ook al ben ik er nog niet
het scheelt al wel veel verdriet.

Want je draagt mij
zoals ik dat ook zou willen
zonder energie verspillen
aan mijn buien en mijn grillen
of het zoeken naar geschillen.

Ja het komt wel
en we hebben alle tijd,
mijn lief ik wil je niet meer kwijt!

*************

What you taught me
is that I can be sweet
even though I kept hurting you.

What you taught me
is that self-control pays off
where my anger normally resides.

I can be who I am
but then, who am I?
Am I a pleaser and fake
and how did that happen?

You ask the right questions
and you give me all the time.
I'm allowed to make my mistakes
and I'm done with regrets.

What you taught me
is to go to myself
and not to miss a point.

What you taught me
is that perfection does not exist
that it doesn't even make sense.. 
...to long for something
that I will never have. 

It only results in 
that I always end up falling deep
and feel like crap about things
that I will never be able to learn.

And always the struggle afterwards
to calm myself down again...

No, that's not necessary anymore
even though I'm not there yet,
it already saves a lot of grief.

Because you carry me,
just as I would like
without wasting energy
to my moods and my whims
or seeking disputes.

Yes it will happen
and we have all the time,
My love, I don't want to lose you anymore!

Wat jij me leerde (translation in description)

FUBAR War
F*cked Up Beyond All Repairs/Recognition

War Noise

Reflex Dub EP out now:
https://ceruleanascent.bandcamp.com/album/reflex-dub-2

Video here:
https://youtu.be/9ZHFM7zkPlo

To Say Goodbye

Pal-Mar

Into the Mirage

Big Brain

Mixed and arranged live.
Mastered in ableton and Izotope ozone.
Synths: Prophet Rev2
Roland JU 06a, Roland JD 08, Novation Bassstation.

Dol Fodha Na Grèine

浮かれすぎてインソムニア Puzzling Chamber♯4 D85

Join us on a journey through space and time with the debut album of Jeremiah Soft, the mystical figure now returning to Dalmata Daniel. He made the album between November 2021 and June 2022, a time during which he got closer to nature, long walks, and existing in forests in general. Through 9 tracks and 60 minutes, we can wander around atmospheric universes, walk up the hills and down the paths of the mind of the artist.

Throughout the whole album, a sense of calmness is prevalent regardless of the rapidity of the songs. A dichotomy is created by the soft, acoustic sounding melodies and the quick, abruptly changing, metallic drum patterns. Just like the wilderness, it becomes a balanced system of tranquil harmony and tense alertness.

Side A of the cassette starts out with two melodic pieces, ‘Quicksilver Qualities’ and ‘Vermillion’, operating with ambient-like synths and delicate drums. Then, almost as if nightfall came, we venture into darker territories. The next two tracks, ‘Chiroptera’ and ‘Flight of the Vesper Bat’, as the titles suggest, serve as musical notations of the aeronautics of the nocturnal creatures; the kick-drums arrive, the basslines are getting heavier, and the playfulness of these songs turns into almost chaos. ‘The Pacific Crest Trail’ features as an interlude, and we experience a few moments of stillness in the dark with a muffled, dubby soundscape.

Side B rushes into an 11 minute heavy-hitter, ‘PNW’, packed with action and amen break. ‘Amber Eyes’ is of the same weight, which is perhaps the coldest in tune out of all with its strikingly digital sound design, is the track for the freezing minutes just before dawn. Sunrise strikes with the rework of Bach’s cantata in which the morning birds also start to sing. ‘Elliptic Routes’ comes with a bittersweet melody and a comforting rhythm, and accompanies us back to daylight, the universe most known to humans.

https://soundcloud.com/jeremiahsoft
https://soundcloud.com/dalmata-daniel

PREMIERE⚡️Jeremiah Soft - Quicksliver Qualities [Dalmata Daniel]

'Machrie' and 'Whiting Bay' E.P.s  are available for download on Beatport.

https://www.beatport.com/release/whiting-bay-ep/1887794

https://www.beatport.com/release/machrie/1873968

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